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She never even thought that this would be her, but the reality is so straightforward to tell her, this is her, she is like this now, no matter how great the dignity in the future, it will be far away from her, she is a poor worm, anyone can bully her poor worm.
Bullied as miserable as her, resented all the people, I don't know how many people she cursed at night, how many times, but every time she dreams back at midnight, she feels all kinds of powerlessness, all kinds of dazedness, scolding these people, what can she do?
She is still miserable, and they are still happy, if the curse is useful, the people led by Bingyan don't know how many times they have died.
She is so miserable herself, she only has her last pride left in the end, she is crazy, stupid, but it can be fake, she doesn't want to be sober, when she sees people abusing her, seeing others pity her, seeing others mocking and abusing her, the only thing she has left is this pride, she has to keep it for herself.
So she didn't recognize Princess Hai at all, but deep down, she still felt that Princess Hai wouldn't just forget it when she saw her daughter.
If possible, Yunqin still has to go out, the cold palace is not a place for people to stay at all, she is fake crazy now, fake stupid, but she is very suspicious, if she continues like this, she will be really crazy.
Not long after Princess Hai left, Mama Xu brought ice smoke over, Yunqin originally thought that this matter should also be the best for the queen to come forward, but she didn't expect that at this time, it turned out to be ice smoke.
Looking at Bingyan's indifferent face, she sneered in her heart, she didn't expect Bingyan at all, with their grudges, Bingyan couldn't wait for her to die, would save her? The ice smoke came over, and it was just to make her suffer humiliation again, which is really ridiculous!
This is the princess of the sea, is this the way the queen came up with it?
Although when Bingyan came, Yunqin also knew the purpose of their call Bingyan, but she couldn't help but feel cold in her heart, the queen thought, can't you save her, this kind of behavior is obviously not trying to save her at all, so why bother to pretend again, it is just to let Bingyan and Princess Hai have a deeper grudge, so as to continue to let Haiwangfu tie up Liwangfu and tie Yun Zhe, she is not really stupid.
After arguing with Bingyan for so long, Yunqin is no longer willing, and she has to admit that Bingyan is indeed very smart, this kind of thing, she thinks of it, Bingyan must also think of it, and wants to use this to calculate Bingyan, but it is not easy.
As for leaving the palace, she didn't think about it at all, because she knew that there was no drama, and she stayed in the room every day to count the days, she was thinking, how long would such days pass? Or how long will it be like this?
Yes, wait for the crazy day.
With such a voice, sooner or later she will be abnormal, she used to think that she was just fake crazy, she just didn't want to see those realities, but if this continues, it is impossible for her not to be crazy, waiting endlessly every day, lying in bed every day, even her muscles will die after a long time, and she may not even know that she is hungry in the end, maybe when, she will go crazy, and then starve to death.
Hehehe!
Thinking of her Yunqin, the county lord of the Sea King's Mansion who was born with gold and jade, the first beauty of Tianxuan who was admired by Tianxuan Country and countless young talents, in the end, she was such a person, a ghost or a ghost, waiting for herself to go crazy, and if she was crazy, she didn't know her miserable appearance, and Yunqin didn't know what to say.
She has always wanted to fight against fate, but in the end, the reality told her, she was simply whimsical, from the past life to this life, she has never served anyone, and she can't be convinced, but at this point, who is strong and who is weak, high and low, what she did before is like a joke, those who look at her are the same as those who play with her, what is she fighting for?
She didn't know, she didn't know what the point of what she had done before, did she regret it? She didn't know, because a qiē couldn't do it again.
After she died in her last life, her resentment did not go away, so she was reborn again, this time, will she be reborn?
But for the momentum of life, for another life, she has no insistence, what is true and what is false, she even sometimes feels that she is dreaming, reality and dreams are constantly changing, she may have been living in a dream, in fact, she has never been reborn at all, this qiē is all in her own mind, she is just deceiving herself, that qiē is all fake.
But when she was sober, she felt so realistic and clear, she was reborn, her grievances with Bingyan were staged in her mind every day, telling her over and over again, these are true, you want to deny cowardly, it's impossible, recognize the reality, this is the miserable you, what else do you want to deny, you lost, whether it was the previous life, or this life reborn with resentment, you lost, you lost very completely, and there was nothing left to lose!
Yunqin later found out that she wouldn't cry anymore, it seemed that because she saw it, no, because she couldn't cry at all, was there anything sadder, or she was already crying without tears, waiting day by day to count the days, she knew that there was no future.
But she didn't expect that just when she was thinking so, there was a fire in the cold palace, and she didn't think about escaping at that time, because she thought it was okay, if she could only be in the cold palace, constantly guarding the palace and bleak, it would be better to burn herself to death with a fire, and it would be quiet.
She doesn't want to sink in that kind of dream-like mirror anymore, she doesn't want to live a muddy nightmare anymore, and at this time, death may be a relief.
Yunqin lay on the bed, waiting for the fire to burn all over her, and she was even thinking about what if it burned to her, what if it hurt and was very hot?
There is nothing to do, grit her teeth and endure it when the time comes, she even thinks that she must endure it, and in the end she can't scream, the last trace of dignity she has left, let her not have to live so humblely, she has nothing else to ask for, just look forward to this.
She lay quietly, and it didn't take long to hear the sound of the sky and the earth outside, at that moment, her heart suddenly became very calm, but with a kind of ethereal that she couldn't tell, she was thinking, it turned out that waiting for death was not so terrible, look, didn't she survive, it wouldn't be long before she had no pain.
It's better to live in such a painful life in this world, it's better to leave with a smile, hehe, it turns out that she can also have such a time to think about it, it turns out that it is not as difficult as imagined, sure enough, people's potential is infinite, but emergencies just happened!