After another week or so, I felt a little better, and I thought, if Lulu wants to come back, maybe just like my mother said, she will come back to me herself. I hope that in her lifetime she will come back and listen to me, and uncle, who is probably no longer in a vegetative state, what is he doing now? Maybe their family of three lives a very happy life, maybe.

But I also went to look for my uncle and aunt, but there was no news, Liang Qi told me,

"What your mother said makes sense, but you can't give up looking for her, in case they run into someone who abducts and sells a syndicate, or a pyramid scheme, and is hidden inside and can't get out, if we stop looking, then we may really not be able to find her for the rest of our lives."

I thought about it and said too. I spent a lot of money looking for it all over the country, and I published it in the newspaper, hoping to find it.

After more than a month, I feel that my potential is faintly trending to break through. I went and asked Jiang Yu what was going on.

Jiang Yu said, "In the past, when I was promoted, I either almost died, or I was in a state where I had not recovered from a serious injury, which is the biggest way to advance, and many people are afraid of death." They don't dare to fight against people who are stronger than themselves, so they are extremely poor all their lives, and their potential will stop. But you are different, you have gone through so many ups and downs, life and death, so you can progress so fast. Coupled with the fact that your Blood Demon Blood can be sucked by you, your advancement speed itself is faster than others, so it will be even faster. ”

"But during this time, your body and potential seem to be exhausted, no matter how much you go through the battle of life and death, you still can't advance, because potential is a living thing, you don't treat it as a dead thing, he is tired of your way of promotion. So, when you came back this time, you were depressed, silent, and depressed, and you must have thought a lot about it in the past few months. Right? ”

I nodded and said, "Yes, does that have anything to do with me being promoted to the senior middle level?" ”

He said, "Of course there is, I think when I was promoted to the middle level, it was also a state of mourning more than death, at that time I was separated from Jiang Wuji, not cultivating together, I was in a primeval forest, I met a very strange mountain ghost animal, this animal is estimated to be a hybrid of some mountain beasts, the strength is infinite, the size is very large but the speed is extremely fast, just at that time I was seriously injured, it almost killed me, I can only hide in a cave, I can't get out, there is nothing to eat, even if I am a potential master, If you don't have anything to eat for more than ten days, you will die, and you can only eat cockroaches and mice in the cave, at that time, I was very discouraged, and I felt that this was the end of my life, and the potential master could not deal with a monster. That is, in the cave, I felt that I only had a few days to live, and I was about to die, so it didn't matter, I let go of everything in the world, let go of all kinds of things in the world, saw through many things, and had a big understanding, so I could advance to the middle stage of advanced potential, and after I went out, I killed the mountain ghost and escaped. ”

He said,

"You are my son, I just told you this secret, you don't have to worry about your current mentality is like this, so I am afraid that it will affect your promotion, on the contrary, because you can't find the person you love the most, depressed, see through many truths of life, think about a lot of things, go through a lot of hardships, you feel that life and death are just like this, so, this is the opportunity for you to advance! Got it? ”

After hearing this, I suddenly realized that my life is indeed worse than death these days, and even Tao Ying was snubbed by the nest, and Huanhuan came and was also snubbed by me, but I really missed Lulu too much.

This relationship, after so many years, I can't let go. If I can't find her in my life, what should I do?

I thought about it carefully for a few days, and then I went to find a safer cave to plan to advance, this place is relatively close to the place where the Blood Demon Murong Yu lived in seclusion before, and this place is relatively safe.

In the cave, I prepared a lot of food, as well as the medicinal bath and fire things that Tao Ying prepared for me, enough for me to stay in it for a month.

In the past month, I have always been silently looking at the sky at night, thinking about the day and night with Lulu, and I am very emotional.

If she hadn't transferred back then, we wouldn't have met.

If she hadn't asked Sister Xiaoyu to pull out my pants back then, maybe we wouldn't have had this marriage.

If I had chased Xia Meng back then, maybe she would have given up directly and chosen to live her life with other men.

There are no ifs, now is now, facts are facts.

I don't think I can let go of these, a month has passed, I have been promoted to the peak state of the early stage of the advanced level, but I can't break through the last hurdle, there is no way, I can only choose to give up, go back to the provincial capital first.

After going back, Tao Ying seemed to be away for a while, she was going to go to the ruins of Taojia Village, pay tribute to the dead, and burn paper for her grandfather.

I immediately felt sorry for her, and I snubbed her for the sake of Lulu, but I was also helpless. I had to let her go first. But Huanhuan came over to wipe my back after I came back, and helped me sort out the medicated bath or something.

Liang Qi also said that I was very bad to Tao Ying when I left, and my tone was not right, I guess people were sad.

I thought about it, and I thought I should also go to the grave of the Great Elder, burn something for him, and by the way, take Tao Ying back.

The day before I was about to leave, Jiang Yu came to see me and asked me how I was, he tested me and said, "You haven't seen through a lot of things, so you haven't advanced yet, a lot of things, when you should be lightened a little, just lighten it down, don't put love and feelings in a very important position in your heart, in this way, you may not be able to advance in this life." ”

But I said, "If I forget love, I can only advance, I'd rather not advance, so be it." ”

No matter how much Jiang Yu persuaded me, I didn't listen, but my own mother told him to let him go, and said that children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, and you can't manage so much.

Jiang Yu didn't say anything more. But he told me one thing, it was about the Firebird Organization. Carry with macros.

I was stunned, I originally planned to leave early to find Tao Ying in Taojia Village, but when I heard this, I had to ask. Last time, I heard that something had happened to the Firebirds.

Jiang Yu said, "It seems that this matter has also been reported in the news of the United Nations." ”

It turned out that there were some changes within the Firebird organization, and most of the female killers in it were girls adopted by instructors more than ten years ago, these girls grew up, and some of them met their biological parents when they went on a mission, and some met friends and brothers, but most of them were stifled by the people in the organization who wanted to be ordinary people again.

But this time, it was a few relatively strong killers in the Firebird organization, who defected collectively and killed several instructors, so Monkey hurried back last time because of this incident, on the one hand, Xiao Lu could not be found, on the other hand, there was a big incident in the Firebird headquarters, how to use the intelligence system to find someone?

I don't know if I should gloat or what, but it's none of my business, I wish the last time Kathrina killed me would die, and that there would be one less person in the world that I was so afraid of!

After saying goodbye to my mother, Jiang Yu and Liang Qi, I embarked on the road to find Tao Ying, Taojia Village I have been to a few times, I am more familiar, but this time I went again, but I went to pay tribute to the dead soul. Thinking of the Tao Long brothers who died for me, and Tao Feng who was killed directly as a spy, although they deserved it, the entire Taojia Village was quite miserable.

It didn't take long for me to enter Taojia Village, but I found that someone had come, as if they had already left, I went to the front of the grave of the Great Elder, it was cleaned, the tombstone was re-stacked, and the weeds around it were also pulled out.

And those houses in Taojia Village that have not been burned down seem to have been used, and I searched for a whole afternoon, but I did not find Tao Ying's whereabouts.

I suspect that I happened to diverge from her, or that when I came, she found out that I was coming, and deliberately hid it, so I didn't find her, and she went straight back.

In that case, she is really angry. I have to go back to the provincial capital, and coax her by the way, she is sincere to me, and she has spent many difficult times with me, I can't be so sorry for her.

When I left Taojia Village, it was getting late, and I planned to take the bus back to the provincial capital.

It was evening, about six or seven o'clock, and the sky was still a little gray, and it was not completely dark.

I was always worried in my heart, I always felt that something was going to happen, and I thought to myself, it couldn't be Tao Ying, I had to go back to the gym quickly. I called Liang Qi, and he said that Tao Ying hadn't come back yet, which was strange, anyway, I'll go back first.

The shuttle bus here has been completely gone, it is difficult to wait for a taxi any longer, so I found a motorcycle, and when I was about to leave, I suddenly noticed that on the hillside in the northwest corner, there was a shiny thing flashing, although I have been dull in recent months, but not to become an idiot, I tilted my head slightly.

Burst!

The driver of the motorcycle that had just started fell down, bounced in the eyebrows, and the motorcycle buzzed out, and I, quickly jumped out of the car, and ran desperately towards the hillside, and the potential was crazy in an instant!

Damn, why are there still snipers trying to shoot me, who the hell is it?