100 Confusion and hesitation, 2

2 There are many, many things that I want to seek,

What you want to cherish there,

But suddenly I found out,

and it seems that he was just stupid enough to find out,

Just discovered the reality,

It's a very cold reality,

I also felt a kind of death and forgetfulness in that reality,

In the midst of death and forgetfulness,

Many, many things that can't be traced,

There are many, many things,

It seems that there is something ignorant and blank,

It's there that I feel powerless,

And in that time of weakness and sweat,

What you want to escape from there,

I want to cry something there,

It seems that there is something that is difficult to trace and recall,

It's there that you want to escape,

Flee far away,

It also seems that he wants to escape far, far away there,

It seems that the farther away the better. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Just there to forget,

It seems to be something blank there, too,

It's like something completely blank in that mind.

Many, many things can't be found there.

There are many, many things that seem to be pursued and unremembered there.

Just feeling the hurt there,

is a wound,

also seems to be a kind of death,

also seems to be an extinction,

I felt exhausted in it,

also suppressed there,

It's a very depressing,

It's hard to explain what kind of emotions and feelings,

It's just that I felt something painful in that depression,

I also felt at a loss in that depression,

Also in that depression,

I felt that everything was there and didn't go well,

Everything happens there very badly,

It's just that I'm in pain there,

It's just that I feel at a loss for something,

It was also in that there I felt something that I wanted to escape and avoid,

And in that flight and evasion,

I felt a kind of hardship,

I felt a kind of pain,

Like a nightmare,

It's like a nightmare has just begun.

Everything seems to be crumbled and stirred up in it,

Everything is there to tear the heart,

is also at a loss for something in that heartbreak,

There is something close there,

There is something that hurts there, too,

It's as if every nerve in the body is aching there,

It's all torn there,

is a kind of hard to look back,

It also seems to be at a loss and blank in that retrospective,

It's something that can't be done anymore,

It's there to feel a kind of weakness,

A kind of powerlessness and forgetfulness and forgetfulness,

I also felt at a loss in it,

In the midst of that confusion,

Something that I want to hide from in fear,

Scared and not wanting to come near,

I don't want to get closer to anything,

Just something that troubled me in that,

Just something that felt powerlessness in it,

You will feel the death in it,

As if on the path and journey of life,

I almost felt like I was dead,

It seems to be in that confusion,

She was going to die in the next second.

She's a white fox,

She is the spirit of the white fox,

The wound on her leg is indeed healed,

But so exhausted to trek,

I still feel unbearable,

However, the road is still very long.

How far away,

I can't see the end of the distance,

That kind of remoteness,

It cannot be measured and expressed by a specific distance that can be predicted,

It's a kind of unknown and immeasurably unknown, as if it's an infinite distance,

Far, far away.

She didn't know how many roads she had walked.

She didn't know how long she had been running.

Just feeling tired,

Just feel powerless there,

And in that powerlessness and exhaustion,

She felt every step she took,

Or the next step is as if it will kill her there,

It's going to be a terrible kind of general silence and death.

Life is actually very fragile,

will be there to be fragile and die,

will be fragile and disappear there,

will be vulnerable there,

will be very fragile there and breathed by breath,

Invaded by hunger,

Sin by the cold and the heat,

and afflicted in the midst of that sickness,

It was like an endless process of trouble and suffering.

There is no edge in that pain,

In the midst of that pain and calamity,

There is no limit to finding,

It's as if there's no edge there,

There is no limit to what kind of pain and helplessness in general,

Also in the midst of that helplessness,

Difficult to struggle,

What is hard to come close,

It's also there that it's hard to clear,

It's hard to remember anything.

No matter how difficult it is,

No matter how tough it is,

No matter how hard every step you take,

are there and don't give up,

In the midst of it, they all tried not to give up,

Resolutely, as if I had made up my mind to die,

To struggle forward,

It is a struggle and suffering that does not stop and does not stop,

It was as if the pain and suffering had just begun.