Chapter 143: Breaking the Ice Completely
Shi Yang's father is a shrewd person, and his reluctance can be seen at a glance. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
He stretched out his hand and patted Shi Yang's shoulder, and said earnestly: "Man, it's not too late to start a family first and then start a business, and the evening party is just to meet first, after all, there are many friends and many roads." The implication is that he has no intention of forcing him, so he has to settle down.
Shi Yang hung half of his breath, and this can be regarded as a complete exhalation.
After Shi Yang's father finished saying what he wanted to say, he turned his head and wanted to leave, but Shi Yang hurriedly stopped him: "I have something to discuss with you." ”
Shi Yang's father paused, turned to look at Shi Yang: "What's the matter?" ”
There was some backlight in the corner of the corridor, and the light from the distant window shone in the distance, and the heavy shadow illuminated Shi Yang's handsome but extremely hard side face.
Shi Yang didn't answer immediately, he actually planned to state the predicament faced by Zhao Dazhuang and Liu Xiu'e at this time, as well as the planned future he had set for Meimei's family, and finally put forward the request that he wanted to leave Zhao Meimei to live at home for a year and a half.
But when the words came to his mouth, he suddenly became extremely unconvincing, because no matter how difficult and hard Zhao Meimei's family was, it had nothing to do with his father, and friends were also separated from each other, and there was no blood relationship, no contract and charter feelings, this kind of relationship is changing rapidly, whether to pay or not, it all depends on the individual's own mood, there is no measure, and there is no moral constraint.
His father has no obligation to raise Zhao Meimei, even if it is only for a year or even half a year.
And he himself has no position to ask his dad to do something, because even he himself is attached to his dad's wings, desperately trying to prove himself, the only thing he can control at this time is nothing more than not to be hot in front of him, in order to prove that his wings are hard, jump off the cliff, that's all.
Shi Yang didn't speak, and his father didn't urge, just stood aside silently.
He watched Shi Yang staring sideways at the wall, his beautiful dark eyes dimmed little by little, as if he was crushed by something in an instant, and wanted to struggle, but he was powerless.
At the corner of the gloomy corridor, as the sun set outside the window, the light became weaker and weaker, and Shi Yang, who was shrouded by the remaining little light, looked particularly fragile.
Shi Yang's father looked at him, and suddenly remembered that many years ago, the childhood Shi Yang who pursed his lips and stood motionless on the side of the road, staring at him.
Shi Yang and his father stood facing each other, but their eyes did not meet, each sinking into their own minds, and they were distracted.
In the end, Shi Yang's father couldn't hold it back, and he was overwhelmed by the self-blame and guilt that surged up in his heart, and he couldn't breathe.
He took the initiative to say: "Yangyang, I am your father, no matter what, you can tell me, as long as I can do it and have the ability to help, I will definitely not ignore it." You don't have to think too much about it with your father, you know? ”
Shi Yang was like falling into an ice cave, when his body was cold, he was warmed to the bottom of his heart by his father's words, he muttered heavily in his throat, and suddenly felt delusional, so he simply had a showdown.
At that moment, he almost wanted to pour out all the pent-up desires in his heart, but when the words came to his mouth, he could not bear it, it was not time, he told himself in his heart, wait, the most important thing now is how to keep people.
Shi Yang's father said with a sense of comfort: "I know, you are now focused on your career, holding back your strength to make a name for yourself, I also thought so when I was as old as you, I can understand your feelings, and I am willing to support you to realize your dreams." But in a lifetime, money can never be earned, but feelings are different, it takes time to cultivate. ”
Shi Yang's father seemed to be touched by his own experience, and his tone softened more and more: "Your mother and I don't mean to put pressure on you, we just think that you are old enough to know more people, you don't have to think too much." ”
Shi Yang looked up at his father, keenly catching the guilt surging in his father's eyes, the reason that had been a little loose before instantly returned, he lowered his eyebrows, and his mixed brain was running rapidly again, and then, he said in an extremely complicated tone: "My Uncle Zhao's family is very important to me, and they are second only to my mother in this world in my heart. ”
Shi Yang's father was silent, and his heart swelled with indescribable sadness.
Before Shi Yang's college entrance examination, he had never fulfilled his responsibilities as a father, and the only way to express his fatherly love was the high cost of living, and he had never even lived a night in a rented house in the family compound.
In the absence of emotion for more than ten years, Zhao Meimei's family's care for Shi Yang's mother and son is a kindness that cannot be extinguished for a lifetime.
Shi Yang's father knew this clearly, so when he heard Shi Yang say it himself, he just sighed leisurely: "It's me who is sorry for you two." ”
He ignored too many things because of his whims, and when he completely repented and wanted to make amends, it was too late, too late.
Shi Yang accurately grasped the most fragile moment of his father's feelings, and pinched his father's seven inches with an extremely rational and immoral attitude.
After revealing his special feelings for Zhao Meimei's family, he simply gave his father a fatal blow emotionally, he shouted: "Dad." ”
Shi Yang's father froze, feeling that one of his hearts had been set on fire and roasted directly, the blood in his whole body quickly surged to the tip of his heart, his brain was blank, and he felt that everything in front of him was particularly unreal for a moment.
His lips trembled, trying to get Shi Yang to call him again, as a proof that he was not hallucinating and was not dreaming.
Shi Yang took a deep breath, forcibly suppressed the emotions that were also shocked in his heart, and said calmly: "I am reluctant to let my Uncle Zhao's family leave, you can help me think of a way, I want them all to stay." ”
After Shi Yang finished speaking, he acted like a pantomime with his father, and no one made a sound.
Shi Yang's father was too excited, his face was slightly red, and under the cover of the night, he couldn't see it very clearly.
The two of them stood like this, until the lights in the hospital corridor suddenly turned on, Shi Yang's father slowly reached out and rubbed his face, his voice was soft as if he could wring out water, he said: "Son, don't worry, Dad will help you handle this matter, you, can you call me again?" ”
Shi Yang's heart was infinitely sour for a moment.
He shouted, "Dad." ”
With this exit, the estrangement that had accumulated between him and his father for so many years completely broke the ice, and with a click, it seemed that all the time had been smoothed out and calmed down.