Chapter 81: Mom
The Ferris wheel climbed slowly, and I listened to the boy's unbridled crying, and the tears of sadness could not be stopped. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Mom...
But I can only replace that soul and become his mother for two days, does he really need such a relationship? When I leave, all memories of us will disappear and he will still live in a childhood without his mother's love.
The inner torment and entanglement made my heart feel more and more painful.
I sat down beside Shengtian, took his weak body in my arms, and gently stroked his trembling back, it turned out that it was so happy to be the support of another life in this lonely world.
I really wish I didn't have to leave and guarded this child all the time.
The Ferris wheel is gradually descending, and this beautiful dream will finally wake up.
Xiao Shengtian in his arms may be tired of crying, maybe he is too happy during the day, and he is already asleep, I can't bear to wake him up, and slowly carry him out of the amusement facilities.
Walking in the park at night, countless dazzling illuminations have turned this place into a fairy tale world, and I really want to wake up Shengtian to enjoy it with me, because it is so beautiful and dreamy.
The two of us seem to have entered the ocean of stars, and our own insignificance is nothing compared to the vastness of the galaxy.
"Mommy..."
"Hmm." I replied with a smile.
"Do you love me?"
"Love~I love you more than anyone else in the world~" I know that this sentence is not said on behalf of his mother who has passed away, but the real words from the bottom of my heart.
The boy on his back seemed to have the answer he wanted to hear the most, and leaned softly against my neck.
Sweet smiles, warm dreams, and the most beautiful love in the world bring us together.
Leaving the playground, I asked Doma to send Katsuten home while I sat in the car in a daze.
I knew that love was not enough, that something had to be done to turn his fortune around, but I really couldn't think of a good way.
Find a very good stepmother for Xiao Shengtian??
The day can be a little too late.
Tell him to study hard and not to be a star in the future?
He'll forget about it when I'm gone.
Otherwise, just leave a little wound on his face, so that at least he won't go down the wrong path in the future.
No, no, I can't do it, leaving a scar on such a cute little face, it's just a sin, and heaven can't tolerate it!
I shook my head frantically, and Dumo, who had just returned to the car, was so frightened that he didn't dare to talk to me for a long time.
"What to do, what to do??!!" I suddenly grabbed his arm and looked at him helplessly.
"What to do?" Dumo asked in surprise.
"I don't know how to help Shengtian, I... I must change his fate, and I must not watch him fall."
Du rubbed his curly hair, his expression was a little helpless: "I can understand Xiao Weiwei's mood, but..."
"But what? Say it quickly!! "I'm so anxious that I don't want it, he still has the heart to sell it to me.
"You didn't choose the right time at this time, seven-year-old Luo Shengtian, it's really hard for you to change anything, because there are too many things that have caused his personality to change. If you really want to save him, then we have to choose the last chance before he has an accident. ”
I nodded knowingly, he was right, I should find Katsuten as an adult and go back to that time to help him.
After speaking, Dumo took out a silver pen from his pocket and handed it to me.
"You can write a few words with this that won't disappear after we're gone."
"Message? Do you think you can leave a message for Shengtian? ”
"Well, but don't have too many words."
Since this one has such a magical ability, why didn't he take it out earlier, causing me to waste so many brain cells.
I took out a note from this car that I 'borrowed' out of nowhere, and I held Toma's pen in my hand, and I didn't write a word for a long time.
What the hell is good to write about??
It's best if you can make him feel warm.
The tip of the pen slowly fell on the paper, and I wrote down a paragraph one by one:
'I am waiting for you in the future, love your fairy mother. ’
"Is this okay?" I showed the paper to Tsuma, and he blinked, his long eyelashes snapping in double.
"Poof!" Laughed: "Fairy, fairy..."
I raised my hand and punched Dumo with a meteor punch: "Don't laugh at me!" ”
"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts..."
The commotion in the carriage alarmed the surrounding residents, many of whom turned on their lights and looked downstairs to see what was going on.
Dumo drove away quickly.
As soon as it was dawn in the morning, I stayed near Luo Shengtian's house, thinking that I must secretly put this piece of paper in his schoolbag.
When that thin and thin figure appeared in front of me, there was an indescribable excitement in my heart.
I stood across the road and waved happily at him, his expression even more joyful when he saw me, and his sweet smile was 10,000 times warmer than the morning sun.
Taking the heavy schoolbag on his shoulders and holding his immature little hand, I seemed to really become a mother who could take care of him and protect him forever.
"When you go to school, you must listen carefully, stop doing naughty things, eat more, and pay attention to safety..."
"Mom, you're nagging," he said, but the smile still hung down his cheek.
I found a time when he wasn't paying attention and stuffed the paper in my bag in my hand.
When I got to the school gate, I stopped and stared at the boy in front of me.
I wanted to tell him I was leaving, but then he would cry, and I didn't want to see him sad.
Seven-year-old Shengtian, my mother is leaving, I can only keep these words in my heart, I hope that when I see you again, you will be happier than you used to be.
"Go to school, I'll pick you up in the evening." I crouched down and looked at him with a fake smile.
"Well, you must come~ The liar is a puppy."
Looks like I'm going to be a dishonest puppy this time.,I'm sorry...
Reaching out and touching his little green face again, his big eyes were full of love for me, farewell is always so difficult to part, how many painful separations do I have to go through before I become indifferent.
Trying to restrain myself from tears, I stood up and looked up at the sky, which was blue.
"Let's go~~I'm going to be late for class~~"
Shengtian looked at me and nodded, put his schoolbag on his back and ran into the school gate, walking to the school building with the children who looked about the same age.
From time to time, I would smile and wave at him until he had to leave my sight.
Dumo walked up to me and patted me on the shoulder: "Don't be sad, he won't remember you in the future." ”
Yes~~ All the memories have become my own memories. Just like Zhang Meng, Han Camellia, and Mu Zixuan, no one knows what I did for them, but I don't feel lost because I know that the ending has changed. (To be continued.) )