Chapter 697: The Last Diary
I have to say that Li Shenglin and his son's trip to South Africa has gained quite a lot
Needless to say, a cute little kitten, and it seems that because the kitten is too small, plus the travel time is a bit long, Li Shenglin's recent hot face is good again, and he is actually allowed to carry the kitten to the cabin together
As for Li Shenglin's gains, there are even more, the praise of various Korean people, the love letter of the Spanish girl, the death threat of the Dutch buddy, and of course, the most important thing is the entry of Ronaldo, a shareholder
However, in view of the weak strength of NFC technology, Ronaldo is not needed for the time being, and with the development of the company, the company will not be able to operate at all by relying on him, who is in charge of the shopkeeper and a group of technical guys, so it is necessary to study and study with Jin Musheng what to do, and if it is not good, it can only set up a holding company, and then NFC entertainment and NFC technology become two subsidiaries to manage
"Oh, and this!"
Li Shenglin, who was thinking about his harvest this time, took out a very shabby book from his backpack, "Brother Luo, what are you doing, the recommended book, even the cover was torn off, could it be that he was in the World Cup when he read the book?" ”
But let's talk about it later, after all, because the trip to South Africa was so tiring and rushed, he hadn't even finished reading the novel he should have read
So Li Shenglin put back the book Luo Bo gave him, and after taking out Li Juli's diary, he first helped the sleeping little Huhu tuck the stall, and then hugged the kitten cub who was also sleeping into his arms and took a deep breath. This is the last and most important diary that opens:
"I went to the hospital today in 2006, intending to get rid of the baby, but I don't know why, when I sat down in front of the doctor, I actually did a prenatal check-up, well, the decision to kill a small life is too difficult to make, it's normal to hesitate
But why did I think of that hateful bastard at that time, I actually felt guilty, and I actually wanted to talk to him. My God. I must be crazy."
"In 2006, it was already certain that I was indeed crazy, and as my belly grew bigger day by day, I was afraid to go home. I don't dare to go to work anymore. Without a source of livelihood, I eat better than before. Because babies need nutrition
But maybe it's because people who are pregnant are like this, not to mention that their bodies are inconvenient, and they suddenly feel so stressed. I didn't dare to tell my parents about my situation, and I didn't dare to go to the child's father, so today I called my best friend
I simply made up an excuse for my boyfriend to go to another place, and she suddenly asked me, how do you feel now?
I actually smiled and replied to her, I am very happy now."
Seeing this in the diary, Li Shenglin's heart was very uncomfortable, and he temporarily separated the little girl in the diary from the Li Juli he knew as much as possible, and witnessed the growth of the little girl in the past few years from a detached perspective, and then he really had a very sad feeling
The once arrogant, narcissistic and lively little girl is gone, replaced by a frightened and even somewhat autistic girl
In the past, she was reluctant to eat, reluctant to wear, and planned to save money to buy a house for her parents, but instead the little girl ate her hard-earned money in order to take on the responsibility of an expectant mother and for the healthy growth of her children
She used to be the center of her friends, the focus of everyone, but she became far away from her friends, and even when she saw her friends, she could only force a smile to maintain her poor self-esteem
And the reason why all this happened was only because there was one less shoulder to lean on her side at that time
Although he told himself to be calm and not to get involved, although Li Shenglin didn't know anything at that time, but at this moment, his heart was full of guilt
But if he is guilty now, then if he continues to read this diary, Li Shenglin's heart has become very complicated, suddenly, surprised, stunned, and a little bit, it should be regarded as dazed:
"Isn't it because I had a baby in 2006? I found that the uncle I deliberately shielded has now broken through the shackles and actually appears in my mind all the time
And to my surprise, my feelings for him are increasing day by day, even more than my love for the baby, what is the reason for this?
I can't fall in love with him, it's impossible, my feelings for him should be hate."
"In 2006, I found a free psychological counseling website on the Internet, and I sent my situation to the other party, after all, I knew that I was not crazy, but it was very abnormal, and I wanted to know the reason for all this
As for the results?
Stockholm syndrome, a strange reason, is it because of this kind of thing that I fell in love with someone?
The doctor told me that it could be treated if I did psychological counseling
But
Hmph, I might as well provide more nutrition for my baby with that money, no matter what the reason for him, fall in love with it, after all, it feels really good to have someone I like
So, today is a really happy day."
Is that how we love each other?
Li Shenglin didn't know much about Stockholm syndrome, but he also knew a little bit, after all, such a strange illness was so interesting, but he would never have thought that one day a woman would fall in love with him for this reason
Although Li Shenglin can now be very sure that Li Juli loves him very much, maybe more than he loves each other, but all this is based on the fact that the two people have no contact, no understanding, and it is because of a mistake, this feeling really hurts a man, self-righteous charm, self-righteous means, self-righteous thoughts, everything is so ridiculous
But he didn't blame Li Juli at all, because she was just an innocent and pitiful person, but Li Shenglin really felt a little awkward, maybe
For the time being, put aside those future thoughts in his heart, Li Shenglin continued to flip the diary back, after all, he is a little confused now, since the other party already loves him so much, why did he leave in the first place?
And if it looks like this, that stage dream seems so ridiculous, after all, no matter what, it seems that love is greater than dreams
really
The diary that follows writes the reason for the little girl's transformation
But Li Shenglin couldn't help but shake his head a little, whether it was pitiful or moved, it was more difficult to cry or laugh, "Silly girl" (to be continued......