Chapter 220: A Discussion of Love
"I saw it all just now," said Jack slowly, "but I don't understand, that woman, she loves you madly, but why would she want to kill you?" β
"I don't understand either. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info" I said.
"It's so strange," Jack looked at me, still without content in his eyes, "human emotions are so strange, to be honest, this woman is no longer human, but her emotions are still in the human stage, she is very pitiful, she can't get out of that situation." β
"That's why she wanted to kill me, and that's why, it's simple." I said.
"Perhaps."
"I made a mistake, when she was still a human, I accidentally made her fall in love with me, and I, who had just been born at that time, I seduced her for my reborn life, for the sake of only her blood." I said.
"It's instinctive, and there's nothing wrong with that." Jack said quietly.
"However, falling in love with me is also her instinct, and there is nothing wrong with it." I said.
"Yes, vampires and humans, these two things, since their existence, have been interdependent, but they also contradict each other, compete, and compete with each other. What a strange phenomenon this is. Jack muttered.
"yes."
"Life is like this, and this kind of love is actually like this."
"Vampires are quite handsome, but all of them are deceptions and traps, and this time humans are addicted and destroyed." I said.
"Yes." Jack said lightly, "Perhaps, in this world, only a vampire like Julius Caesar can solve this problem, but I think Caesar's existence itself is beyond the scope of life, he is no longer an ordinary life, but a god." β
When I heard Jack talk about Caesar, I couldn't help but be shocked.
Father, Father, are you all right now? Today, are you still working hard to save humanity and the harmony between humans and vampires?
My brothers and sisters, have you ever thought of me, of Lyle, who has left you?
I shudder at the thought of to-day when I almost fell victim to that hateful woman, for if that were the case, I would never see my father Caesar again, nor my brothers and sisters.
At this moment, I thought of Joseph, Catherine, and Lis, who was like a goddess in my heart.
Everything, only when Caesar is around, will seem so perfect and harmonious. And this perfection and harmony are like a myth in the face of ordinary life.
When I think about this, I can't help but feel unusual.
"What are you thinking, Lyle?" Jack was now turning his face to look at me, and there seemed to be only one expression on his face forever, cold, indifferent, and profound.
"Nothing." I replied lightly.
Now, no matter who I am on the Sith territory, I will not reveal my relationship with my father, after all, the world of vampires is not much simpler than that of humans, and it seems to me that it is even more complicated now.
The bloodthirsty, empty, and long life condition that makes the vampire's nature brutal and indefinite, is actually even more terrible than that of humans.
A god-like figure like Caesar is respectable, but most vampires in this world must be careful.
"Just now, I saw the gaze in your eyes, and I saw something like a god." Jack looked at me and suddenly smiled, and I felt a little dazed.
"Oh, is that so?" I didn't expect him to say that.
Now, Jack and I are standing side by side by the creek where I was standing with Lisa, watching the water of the creek flow slowly, and looking up at the twinkling stars in the sky, the moon that has turned white, and I feel that everything around me no longer seems real.
"It's almost dawn. In this world, vampires are a kind of thing that can not have a concept of time, but they can also create a concept of time, and we have been imitating human beings, imitating human routines. Jack said.
As I spoke, I looked up and saw the darkness that had been solemn, and knew that dawn was indeed coming.
Jack was standing, looking at the lake, gazing with his transparent eyes at the seemingly active, but lifeless current, when suddenly he turned his face to me.
"Lyle, I've been thinking, human love, what is that?"
I couldn't help but feel a little funny when he said this, he was still struggling with this issue after all this time.
"Lyle, I have seen the fornication of human beings, at that time, I was still a monk, or rather, a monk, I traveled far and wide, day and night, and I saw all kinds of human behavior, strange and absurd, and at that time, I hated this kind of behavior, and I was glad that I was a monk. But, for some reason, nowadays, when I am far away from that situation, I often look forward to something, which is unique to human beings, memories, warmthγγγγγγ β
I looked at him and frowned, because now, I really didn't know what he wanted to say.
However, just when I was confused, I saw that he had turned around and slowly walked towards me, "Human, isn't that so?" As he spoke, he approached me.
Seeing that this vampire seemed a little abnormal, I broke out in a cold sweat, and when I saw him leaning over, I had to retreat again.
"Jack, stop!" I warned him, "Human love happens between people of different genders, we are of the same sex, don't think about it." β
Now, I know that we are both vampires and cannot have human feelings, but at this time, I am still very wary of this innocent-looking vampire in front of me, who really doesn't understand anything.
"Same-sex, do you have love?" Jack didn't stop, "Between people of the same sex, can it be like this?" As he spoke, he leaned his face towards me.
Seeing that he was really coming, I was also in a hurry, so I had to reach out and block the nose and mouth of his face from a foot.
"Jack, same-sex love, same-sex homosexuality, but, it's not like you understand, between us, there is no such thing, you don't understand anything, stop it." I hurriedly said to Jack.
"Why is it a simple thing to be human," Jack looked at me, and at the moment, he seemed to think of me as a human, "among humans, but it is so complicated." Why is it that a simple act is so difficult in front of human beings, and the more it is covered up, the more it is expected? β
"Who covered it up, who looked forward to it?" Seeing that the vampire was really unenlightened, I had to enlighten him again, "Whether it is the same sex or the opposite sex, as long as it involves love, or even physical contact, there must be a complex problem of self-esteem between people, so this problem, which seems simple, is actually more complicated." β