CHIP 261 Lost Itself

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"In this world, it's not like whoever leaves can't live, since you insist on leaving and refuse to take me away, then...... Let's break up......"

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"Yes, I can't forget you. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoIf I forget, how am I going to take revenge on you? I hate you like this......"

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"Of course Xiaoxue knows Dad! Dad, you're finally back to see Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue misses you so much! ”

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"There are some things, once they have been, they can never be returned...... I...... I don't love you anymore. ”

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"What are you sorry for me...... Young Master Ye, what you did was right, it was my fault, I shouldn't have tied you up, prevented you from pursuing your own beautiful future, or even the person you called your true love......"

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"Night Purple, I really love you...... Trust me......"

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"Don't forget, I'm not your girlfriend anymore, we've broken up...... Just yesterday......"

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It started again, and those nightmarish images began to appear in his mind again.

It's just that this time there are some intermittent pictures that he seems to have never seen, let alone experienced.

He seemed to hug and kiss Yezi and cry together......

But he didn't bother to think about these pictures now, his headache was about to explode, as if there were thousands of ants biting inside!

"Sorry, the phone you are calling is off, please ...... later"

Fu Yezi put down her phone and said to Xiao Xue who was leaning in her arms: "Dad's mobile phone is still turned off, I think he must be busy with some important work, Xiao Xue, Mommy will tell you a story, shall we sleep?" ”

"Not good, not good!" Xiaoxue said coquettishly, "I just want my parents to tell me stories together!" ”

"But Mommy has been calling my dad for almost an hour, and he keeps turning off the phone~" Fu Yezi pointed to the clock on the wall, "Look, it's already more than 10 o'clock, what if you don't sleep anymore and be late for kindergarten tomorrow?" I'll be punished by the teacher for standing~"

Xiaoxue pouted unhappily and said, "Xiaoxue hasn't seen her father for many days......"

"Mommy knows that Xiaoxue misses her father, but her father is really busy with work." Fu Yezi coaxed her, "Hmm...... Otherwise, didn't you say that your father looks good at painting before, and asked him to teach you to draw family photos? You go to bed tonight, and when you wake up tomorrow morning, the family photo drawn by your father will be next to your pillow, okay? ”

Hearing Fu Yezi's conditions, Xiaoxue finally nodded.

At night, Fu Yezi was sleeping soundly when he was suddenly awakened by a commotion.

She opened her hazy sleepy eyes, only to realize that she had fallen asleep when she was coaxing Xiaoxue to sleep.

She glanced up at her watch, and it was already past two o'clock in the middle of the night.

"Why is it so late today?" She gently walked out of bed, grabbed Ye Zechen's arm and asked.

“…… The company works overtime. Ye Zechen replied to her coldly, and when he raised his head, he saw Xiao Xue lying asleep on the bed.

Fu Yezi followed his eyes and smiled softly: "This little guy said that he hadn't seen you for a few days, and he was clamoring for me to call you back and tell her a story." It took me a lot of effort to put her to sleep. She raised her head and looked at Ye Zechen and asked, "Although I know you're tired, can you help Xiaoxue draw a family photo?" It will be done in 5 minutes, because I promised her that she would have a family photo you drew next to her pillow tomorrow morning, and she would sleep ...... I don't want to break my word to a child. ”

"Why did you let me draw when you knew I was tired? As a wife...... Is this how you are considerate of your husband? Ye Zechen forced his eyes into her eyes and said coldly, "What's more, it's you who promised her, not me, you can figure it out yourself." ”

With that, he shook off her hand and prepared to take a bath.

"Also, send Xiaoxue back to her own room to sleep, I don't want her to disturb us." After that, there was a slam of the door.

Fu Yezi looked at the closed bathroom door in a daze, puzzled.

What happened to Zechen...... Did she do anything that upset him......

The night was already very deep, and the two people who were already very tired were not sleepy at the moment.

The two men lay back to back, each thinking about their own thoughts.

Fu Yezi breathed softly, thinking about Zechen's attitude towards him just now, and it was always difficult to calm down in his heart.

After struggling for a long time, she turned around slightly, hugged Ye Zechen's waist from behind and said, "Zechen......"

She came over like this, but Ye Zechen's heart was repulsed. Thinking of the information that Xiaozi helped him find, and thinking that she had betrayed him 4 years ago, he felt disgusted. He actually married such a woman...... Such a woman who grew up together since childhood, but he didn't know anything at all. And he actually sacrificed so much for her like a fool, and his heart ached for her countless times...... Even knowing how bad a woman she is, he is still heartbroken for her......

"It occurred to me that I still had a piece of information to look up." Ye Zechen put her arm around her, then got up from the bed, and didn't look back at her, "I'll go to the study to check the information, I will use it for tomorrow's meeting, you can sleep first." ”

In just two sentences, the back of the arrogant departure, Fu Yezi watched him leave the room, tears quietly slipping down.

She is really a coward, since she got married, she has been afraid of him everywhere, and she doesn't even dare to ask him a doubt in her heart. What happened to her, where did the wayward Fu Yezi who dared to choke with Ye Zechen and dare to jump on his back and bite his ears before?

And what happened to him...... Why is he always angry so nonsensically that she can't figure out what he's thinking? Where did Ye Zechen, who used to say anything dissatisfied and lose his temper directly, go......

Isn't it...... They have all lost their true selves......

Fu Yezi wiped away the tears on her face, got up from the bed and sat down in front of the desk to turn on the lamp.

She couldn't break her promise to Xiaoxue, although it wasn't a painting painted by Zechen, at least it wouldn't disappoint Xiaoxue too much......

She took out a colored pen, took out a piece of paper, and sketched on it.

Family...... What does she have in mind a family portrait......

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Early in the morning, Fu Yezi opened his hazy sleepy eyes, and Ye Zechen was not in the room.

She got up and opened the door, just when she met Sister Liang, who was cleaning.

"Second young grandmother, early." Sister Liang greeted her.

"Early." She glanced in the direction of the study and asked, "Is Zechen still sleeping in the study?" ”

"No, the second young master went out at 3 o'clock last night, and he hasn't come back yet."

Hearing Sister Liang's words, Fu Yezi couldn't help but be slightly stunned.

Seeing Fu Yezi's expression, Sister Liang explained: "Probably the company has something urgent!" The second young master was afraid of disturbing you, so he didn't tell you. ”

“…… Okay, I got it......" Fu Yezi nodded thoughtfully, and went downstairs to prepare breakfast.

When I came to the restaurant, everyone was already eating.

Fu Yezi said hello to her parents-in-law before sitting down.

Mother Ye glanced at her and found that she seemed to be in poor spirits: "Ye Zi, why are the dark circles under your eyes so heavy?" Didn't sleep well last night? ”

She smiled lightly: "Probably......"

"What about Zechen? Still sleeping? ”

"He's gone, probably because there's something going on in the company."

"Leaving so early?" Father Ye was a little surprised, "When did this kid become so diligent?" ”

"Oh yes, Yezi, you have to go to the hospital with me for a prenatal checkup today, you can call Zechen and ask him to take the time to accompany you!" Ye Zefeng reminded her.

Fu Yezi hesitated: "No...... It's okay, I'll just go myself. Zechen has been busy with the company recently, so there is no need to accompany me every time. ”

"But now that you're almost 5 months pregnant, you can almost tell if it's a boy or a girl in this examination~ Wouldn't it be better for both of you to know the news at the same time?"

"It's okay, Zechen and I don't care if it's a boy or a girl~"

"You don't care, but Mom does!" As soon as the baby's matter was mentioned, Mother Ye became interested, "You must be angry and give birth to a big fat grandson for your mother!" ”

Fu Yezi looked at Mother Ye and smiled faintly.

At this time, Xiaoxue also got up, holding the painting painted by Fu Yezi last night in her hand and happily ran to her: "Mommy~~"

Fu Yezi picked her up and sat on the chair, and then helped her tie her bib: "Xiaoxue, did you sleep well last night?" ”

"Hmm!" Xiaoxue happily took the painting in her hand and asked, "Did my father draw this for me?" ”

“…… Of course it is~" She replied with some humility.

"It's beautiful! Dad also drew his younger brother in~" Xiaoxue smiled while pointing to Fu Yezi's slightly bulging belly in the painting, "So we are the family portrait~"

Fu Yezi looked at the painting and said with a smile: "Yes, of course, our family can't miss the baby in Mommy's belly~ Xiaoxue hurry up and have breakfast, and I will go to kindergarten later." ”

In the morning, Xiaozi came to the company to help Ye Zechen sort out the materials needed for today's meeting.

opened the door of his office, but saw Ye Zechen sleeping on the sofa!

Hearing the voice, he got up and rubbed his eyes: "Morning, Xiaozi." ”

"Morning ......," Xiaozi walked up to him and asked worriedly, "You didn't come home last night, did you......?" ”

"Returned, but back again."

Seeing his listless appearance, Xiaozi sat down beside him and asked tentatively, "...... You and she had a fight over that kid? ”

Ye Zechen shook his head: "What's there to talk about...... I don't have the strength to argue with her anymore. ”

Seeing him so depressed and heartbroken for Fu Yezi like this, Xiaozi's heart was really distressed.

She suddenly stepped forward to hug him, and said in a choked voice: "Zechen, don't be sad about someone who is not worthy of your love...... Looking back, I've always been by your side......"

He was a little stunned, and then immediately pushed her away: "Xiaozi, don't be ...... like this"

"Don't you know how much I like you, since you and Fu Yezi can't go on anymore, can't you give me a chance?"

"Even if we really can't go on, I won't be with other women......" He got up and walked to the window, looked at the beautiful sky outside the window, and said with a wry smile, "Because this life is ...... I'm afraid I can't stop loving her......"

Xiaozi looked at his arrogant back, and her heart was so sad. But she knew that Zechen's love for Fu Yezi, just like he himself said, could never be changed.

And she can only be the one who watches him silently.

"By the way, how is that woman named Alain doing?" Ye Zechen's question interrupted Xiaozi's sadness alone.

She came back to her senses and replied, "I have already sent someone to look for it, and I believe that the result will be soon." ”

He was silent for a long time, and then ordered, "Don't let her know our identity for the time being after we find her...... Send her directly to my house to see Ye Zi. ”

Xiao Zi asked inexplicably, "...... Why did she see Yezi? ”

"Just do what I say, you don't need to ask about anything else."

Listening to his tone, Xiaozi didn't dare to ask too much, so she had to answer and leave.