047 No regrets
The concubine was clear-minded, thinking of the eldest grandson who was lost in the palace, and only thinking of Concubine Ning, she was unhappy after all. She was silent for a long time www.biquge.info and said, "You must not snub children, children are the most sensitive." Besides, Wu is not a biological mother, so it is inevitable that he can't take care of it everywhere. ”
"Back then, how could I have been willing." The regent said grimly. Ning Xiangzhong has been clubbing in the position of the head of the household for too long, and in the near future, he has not been very peaceful.
Concubine Rong didn't want to think much about Ning Mansion, so she didn't mention it. She took a sip of ginseng and smiled slightly: "Although Qi Xu has never told me about her brother, I also know that I will remember it in my heart." It's a pity that if you make such a fuss, even if you are in the middle, I am afraid that you will not be able to benefit from half of it. ”
Not to mention the ruin of reputation and the spurning of the world.
The regent secretly thought that Lin Yanxuan attached great importance to his career, and was mixed up by a son and a daughter like this, losing face, becoming a laughing stock, and devouring Lin Qichen's heart alive. How can he be allowed to be named on the gold list, the spring breeze is proud, even if the tiger poison does not eat children, he must first teach a lesson and threaten.
The mother concubine talked about the Lin family in front of him three times and twice, and her tone was familiar and kind, I was afraid that she wanted to help the two sisters and brothers. He couldn't be a son and didn't realize it, so he got up and said with a faint smile: "Mother concubine is at ease." ”
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Spring snow came suddenly in a night.
The sudden snowflakes disrupted everyone's plans, and also stopped Lin Yanxuan from taking the Zhao family to Beijing, Lin Qixu looked at the verdant banana leaves that went down the water on the side of the rockery, gently scooped the feed with a small spoon, and casually sprinkled it in a pond in the palace garden.
Dozens of red and white carp arched their heads and splashed a pool of ripples.
"Boom." A small pebble hits the head of the most ferocious red carp.
The strength was insufficient, Lin Qixu frowned, picked up a piece of gravel and continued the experiment. If Yan Zhu was on the side, he would be surprised by his master's ability and slowly go back to think about it. It's just this simple peach blossom, thinking that she is throwing stones for fun.
I have to say that her biological mother is a very wise woman. In the year of his death, he gave her some dossiers and classics, explaining their origins and uses one by one. It turned out that Jiang Peng also had a little knowledge of martial arts, and was a beautiful girl of Zhong Lingyu, but unfortunately he was victimized by his kind-faced and hard-hearted mother-in-law, and he abandoned his martial arts and sold it to Da Zhou, thousands of miles away.
She is proficient in the Yueshi language, but because her biological mother is from the Yueshi language.
His health was destroyed and his body was imprisoned, Jiang Peng survived secretly, looking forward to the day when his family would be reunited and still alive. It wasn't until later that Lin Yanxuan got drunk for a while, raped her, and brought her back to the Lin Mansion as a concubine, and Jiang Peng's mind was completely destroyed.
Lin Qixu hated his father, and his desire was almost in full swing, and he was killed quickly. Except for the death of her mother and sister and the indifference to her over the years, how can there be no such thing.
After she threw the last stone, she opened her eyes, and she was clear and indifferent again.
"Let's go back." Take a good rest and recuperate, Lin Yanxuan will be in the capital in ten days.
An uphill battle to be fought.
She slowly walked back to the Agarwood Pavilion and began to live as a widow day after day.
Yes, widowhood.
Lin Qixu already regarded himself as a widow, and a widow without a name.
"Isn't there enough charcoal?" The scriptures at the bottom of the box are seriously damp and seepage, and they will have to be brought into the palace in the next few days, and they must not be like this. Therefore, she ordered people to use charcoal for heating to simmer.
Yan Zhu said apologetically: "Yes." Recently, the weather has turned cold, but this month's charcoal was taken early, and I didn't expect it. "So some are not enough.
"You take some money to buy black charcoal, and the silver charcoal has to be offered to other courtyards first, and the black charcoal must be fine." Lin Qixu entered the inner room with a stack of scriptures in his hand and spread them out one by one.
Yan Zhu was ordered to go, and really got back a lot of shoddy and low-grade charcoal.
"You raise a few more charcoal pots." Lin Qixu commanded, "Who is on duty today?" ”
"It's Pei Jiu and Pear Blossom."
Lin Qixu fiddled with the scriptures and said, "Ask Pear Blossom to take care of the books in the West Wing, you don't have to come over." As for Pei Jiu, I don't have a place to stay in this inner room, so I asked her to settle down for a while. ”
"Also, if the Queen Mother's birthday gift is ready, bring it to me to see." Five days later, it was the Queen Mother's birthday, and she would enter the palace for a banquet, but not as a concubine of the regent's palace. Instead, he accompanied the concubine who was not yet well, but I heard the princess say that these days, the concubine's body is a little repetitive.
Yanzhu turned around to get it, Lin Qixu glanced at it, and saw that the gift was a long box of golden silk nanmu, with several cranes painted outside, lifelike, and the posture was noble and stretched. Inside is a statue of Guanyin carved from fine white jade.
She picked it up and looked at it carefully, and it was safe.
At night, raindrops fall in a stream, mixed with the meaning of steepness, hitting the verdant and thin bamboo leaves, crisp and piercing. Lin Qixu opened his eyes, smiled slightly, pear blossom cleaned up the inner room at night, and said to her with a smile, an old pear tree in the courtyard, the branches have pulled out the buds, a little green, it is very beautiful.
The pear blossom is inevitably happy, and the blooming of the flower is a good omen, and there may be some good luck on her head.
Lin Qixu calmed down and continued to sink into the cycle of pranayama and qi. At this moment, her posture was as steady as if she was sitting still, her legs were cross-legged on the couch, and there was a yellowed old book on the desk, which was the handwritten instructions left to her by her mother.
When she was ten years old, she got these books for physical fitness, but she never touched them. First, her body was tortured and beaten for a long time at that time, which was extremely harmful, and she needed to recuperate first. Second, there was no corresponding environment to allow her to do this, and Zhao always wanted to kill her. Third, Qichen is young, and because of Lin Yanxuan's attention, his health is quite healthy.
To sum up the above three points, Lin Qixu devoted all his energy, mind and wisdom to his younger brother. Qichen practices martial arts, and he can invite a master openly, supplemented by classics, and get twice the result with half the effort.
Eight years after her mother's death, in addition to taking care of Qichen, she was to raise her body, fight with the Zhao family in the back house, and practice the means and scheming needed to marry a wife in the future.
The Regent's Mansion is a rare ...... in her life A misguided move.
It's just that there are no regrets.
The eight years of scheming and scheming were calm and calm, and they were not as useful as You Ji's softness.
Lin Qixu occasionally laughed self-deprecatingly.
She is nineteen, and it is useless to practice these internal skills, and she is categorically unable to practice extremely deep martial arts skills like Qi Chen. It's just that she is holding on to the unpleasant breath in her heart, and her expression is as light as ever.
The loss and abuse of childhood, the exhaustion of youth, and the current ...... From time to time, he was weak and weak, and his limbs were sore.
Miscarriage is so hurtful.
It started with such a tragic bloody meandering again.
On that day, Imperial Physician Wang checked her pulse. Her face was snow-white, thin and not human-like, but she still smiled gently, and asked softly, "Doctor Tai, tell me the truth." Am I, in the future, not very pregnant? ”
Imperial Physician Wang was shocked by such a smile, and only after a while did he stare at her with a creepy expression, and said, "The old minister knows that you are sad in your heart, so you don't have to laugh like this." This body, Lin Ji, you also know, has long been empty. ”
"So ......"
It's not that she doesn't know, it's just that she wants a decisive answer.
Avoid her and daydream.