Chapter 115: Previous Stories (4)
"I won't go to college if I die, you want me to listen to people like you, let me call you dad, dream. I wouldn't accept a boyfriend who is twenty years older than me, and I wouldn't accept someone like you. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Photon roared like an angry lion cub, and the words she said at that time Xia Gaze remembered deeply, even now.
There was a moment of silence on the other end of the line, and then you just hung up. And Xia Ai's eyes were still panting, she couldn't understand and couldn't tolerate what her mother did. But then she realized that she had made the wrong decision.
It turns out that some words are very pleasant to say, but when you have to pay the price after saying it, it will make people very frustrated, and Xia Yanzi is very frustrated now. The mother said that she was leaving, and she was going to marry another man, but she was really leaving, and she was going to be thundering and her mother was going to get married, and she couldn't stop it. And the only thing she left for Mitsuko was this floor and a month's living expenses, this floor was bought by Mitsuko's father, and she and her mother each owned half of the ownership. In fact, there is no need for Mitsuko's mother to give living expenses, Mitsuko is already 18 years old and an adult, so he doesn't have to raise him, but maybe out of guilt, Mitsuko's mother still gave some money.
Sixty thousand yen, this money seemed to be a lot of money in the eyes of Mitsuno, but now it is too much in the eyes of Mitsuno, and it can't solve anything at all.
Photon lay on the sofa thinking about life, and fell asleep thinking about it, and when he woke up, he was thirsty and hungry, and two lines of tears crossed Mitsuko's beautiful cheeks. A great sense of loneliness pressed over the photons. This loneliness is like an overwhelming and impenetrable giant hand, holding the photon tightly in it, making it difficult for the photon to breathe. Loneliness is like a spider's web that keeps swallowing forward, and Photon is a slender butterfly trying to fly forward to prevent herself from being swallowed, first losing her classmates, then losing her friends, and finally even having no family, Photon feels so tired and tired, she has no energy to continue flying.
Photon walked to his room and took out a workbook that he hadn't turned over for a long time, tore a page and began to write, and the scribbled handwriting appeared on the white paper. Looking at this piece of paper, Photon thought that maybe no one would see it, so he sighed and tore the white paper to pieces.
She walked to the front of the refrigerator, opened it, took out the last food in it, ate it, discarded the remaining wrapping paper, touched her still unsatisfied stomach, sighed, and then put the items on her body in the living room, put on a coat and went out.
Where is it good? Photon wandered around the city unhurriedly, deliberately avoiding the tall buildings and bustling streets, and wandering around the plain and dilapidated places. But after visiting several places, Photon felt dissatisfied, either there were too many people or the conditions were not good.
Walking like this, Mitsuko moved to the park he had visited last month, and Mitsuko hadn't been here since he had severed ties with Tsuki-chan. And when she came here today, Photon found that this place was quite in line with her current needs, the bleak environment, the sparse passers-by and the tall trees, these are all what Photon needs now.
Photon walked straight to the central lake of the park from memory, and she stood on the rocks at the edge of the lake, which was a very dangerous position, and a slippery foot could lead to a drink. But Mitsuko didn't care at all, all her attention was now on the surface of the lake in front of her, she looked at the somewhat muddy and impurities of the lake, and sadness came to her like a wave.
Lost his father, his mother remarried, his grades were not good, and everyone was resolved. Everything was like a boulder pressing on Photon's nerves, completely crushing her nerves, which were not strong. Enough, she's had enough, she's had enough of this desperate world, she has no power to change the world, all she can do is escape. It's like she's running away from this world right now.
In the past, the central lake was bustling, and there would be many people here to enjoy the scenery, but now there is no one else here, so no one will find that there is a girl here who has the idea of suicide and is jumping into the lake!
With a thud, the photon jumped up and into the lake. The lake is four or five meters high, and Mitsuko has never learned to swim, so her jumping off the lake means that it will be difficult for her to come up again. Of course, Mitsuko had no intention of coming up again, she fell to the bottom of the lake, where she turned her body around and opened her eyes.
She felt like she was set in an inky blue crystal, and her limbs were immobilized as if they had been filled with lead, but that didn't stop her from looking at the scenery before her. When the sun hits the water, it divides the color of the water into several types, from shallow to dark, and the edges of the aquatic plants on the surface of the water are also glowing with a golden halo. Photon didn't expect to be able to see such a nice scene before she died, is this the last gift from the world to her, so it seems that the world still has some tenderness. What's even better is that it's quiet, quiet and deadly, which allows Photon to enjoy the scenery to himself.
Photoko's head became heavier and heavier, her thoughts became more and more unclear, and she felt like a sledgehammer was pressing on it, and then the feeling of oppression turned into numbness. Is the last minute coming......
When she opened her eyes again, Mitsuko saw the orange sky, and she felt that her body was about to break down, her limbs and body were dead, and her lungs seemed to be burning with burning pain. Mitsuko also heard the sound of two children crying, and she knew that she had failed to commit suicide.
"Did you save me?" Regaining some strength, Photon struggled to her feet, and she could see the weeping people beside her. Sure enough, it's the two kids who have been sticking to themselves.
The two children were still crying as if they hadn't heard the photon's question, and their eyes were red and swollen from crying. Seeing them crying, the tear ducts of the light also exploded, and they cried into a tearful person......
"Although I don't think they saved me, after all, it is impossible for the two children to go into the water and fish me up, there must be other good Samaritans passing by who rescued me. But I'm still grateful to both of them because they made me feel truly family. ”
"After this incident, I took them to my house, and as a thank you for buying the ingredients and making a delicious meal for them, the two of them were really happy, and called me mom. I told them they should call me sister and that their mom was someone else. But then I learned that they didn't have a mother. ”
"After that, things were simple, I regarded them as my own brother and sister, and I went out to work to earn money to support them. I also investigated their backgrounds, but I found that they had no contact with anyone, and the two of them were like two children who appeared out of thin air. Eventually, I adopted them as my children. ”
"Well, it's just such a story, I relied on Kagamine and Kagamine Bell to feel the warmth of their stories. So I'm really not their mother, not even their sister. ”