Chapter 249: Confidant
"You only see the successful side of me as a dean, Lyle, and you don't see those failed parts of my life. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoActually, those glamorous successes on my appearance are almost directly proportional to the failures in my life. At this point, he paused for a moment, and then said with some embarrassment, "In my human life, I have never walked into a girl. I didn't understand women at all because I found it difficult to understand, and in the end, I chose to stay away from them and devote myself to my research and my career. When my career is gradually rising, my love is a blank, and this is the price. ā
When Vincent finished speaking, he looked at me, and seeing that my sad face was very understanding, he suddenly laughed again, "Haha, Lyle, these are all things in the past, as I am no longer human, these are no longer there." I know more and more about vampires now, and this kind of human love can be far away. However, at this point, Vincent was looking at me, "But Lyle, while envying you and that girl, I have also been wondering, why, since you are already a vampire, there is still that strong human affection between you and that girl?" ā
I didn't know what to say when Vincent asked.
āćććććć The relationship between me, me and her, may not be what you see on the surface. I hesitated for a moment, gathering my thoughts a little, "You can see that, Vincent, there's something in her personality." ā
"Although I didn't study women thoroughly when I was a human being, now as a bystander, I can still see that she is a girl with a bit of a hot temperament."
"Nope." Hearing Vincent's words, I shook my head, "It's not what you seem, Vincent. She doesn't love me, she loves herself. She's been punishing me. ā
"Punish you!" Now, Vincent's high voice had some laughing in it again, but he simply suppressed the laughter that was about to start. At this time, I really regret that I have transferred so much power to him, and let him have so much energy.
"Don't you believe it?" At this time, I noticed that my voice was both warm and a little anxious.
"Of course." Vincent said unabashedly, "She seems to love you so much, you look at her, the look at you is different from looking at others, you look at her appearance and attitude towards me." If I don't understand her, it's enough to annoy me. Vincent still looked at me with a smile, "Now, for some reason, I think she's pretty cute." ā
"Honestly, I really wish you could get her."
"What do you mean?" Vincent looked at me in amazement.
"Yes, I want to go. If it's a human, you'd better marry her, and if it's a vampire, then ćććććć Then you take my place now. Anyway, as long as she can get out of me," I said these words, and I felt a little shameless, but, for some reason, these were my sincere words, from the bottom of my heart.
Vincent looked at me and said, "Lyle, you're so ruthless. ā
Seeing that Vincent didn't understand me, and I didn't know what to say, eventually, I sighed, "Vincent, this woman, she once wanted to kill me. ā
Vincent was a little surprised to hear me say this, "Why?" Now, his brow was full of puzzlement.
"She hates me."
"Why?" Now, Vincent has become a book of 100,000 Whys? ć
"Don't ask, Vincent, a lot of things, it's hard to say." I looked at Vincent's clear eyes and felt some emotion in my heart. In the last second, he was still a man who seemed to know something. And at this second, he was a little boy who didn't know anything about anything.
"Vincent, that's my fault. It was my fault to turn Lisa into a vampire, especially in that situation. ā
"No, Lyle, don't blame yourself, it's not your fault. Actually, since I met you, I have found that you are doing a good job. You've done your best, and yes, very hard. So Lyle, don't always blame yourself. You're not wrong. ā
"If not, who should be responsible for Lisa's situation at the moment?" Now, my emotions were a little overflowing, and I was almost yelling at Vincent.
"Alright, Lyle." Seeing me like this, Vincent put his hand on my shoulder and tried to comfort me.
"I'm sorry, Vincent."
"It's okay."
At this moment, for some reason, feeling that hand, the hand of a vampire that actually had no temperature, I somehow felt some warmth and a temperature that resembled a human being.
"Thank you, Vincent." At the moment, I don't know what to say.
"Put it down, Lyle, some things, maybe just let go."
"Okay, I'll probably try." Looking at Vincent's warm eyes, I was a little moved. "It's just that now, I can't see myself clearly."
"What's wrong, Lyle?"
"I realize, maybe I'm really getting ćććććć For a little bit, I like her. ā
Vincent looked at me, his eyes flickering.
"I don't want me to like her, Vincent, actually, you know, I hate her very much. You know, she used to want to kill me. When I was at my weakest, and after I helped her. ā
Vincent was visibly stunned when he heard this, and he looked a little complicated with his expression. However, he did not speak, apparently waiting for me to continue.
"She tied me up in the woods for days and nights in the wild beasts, ignoring them. If I hadn't been lucky enough to meet Huck's group, I would have disappeared long ago. ā
Hearing my words, Vincent's expression was still complicated.
"Lyle, if it's a joke, forget it. But if it's real, it's murder. ā
"Yes. She hates me, actually, I know her heart. She is always by my side, always saying that she loves me, but in fact she hates me all the time. Sadly, I found that I might be getting more and more inseparable from her. I resisted the feeling, but for some reason, the longer we were together, the harder it became to control it. To be honest, if I dig deeper, I'm worried. ā
Vincent was silent for a long time before he looked up at me, "Maybe this is love." When I was a human being, I didn't experience love, and I always felt like I was looking at flowers in a fog about this thing. Before you know it, you will think of it as beautiful. ā