Chapter 1233: Confession
The matter is now over, Liu Xin has been living with Leng Jie after returning to California, which makes Liu Xin feel that the two of them instantly returned to the time when they were volunteers, when they were trapped in the mountains by the mudslide, Liu Xin went to find Leng Jie, such a small single bed, Liu Xin hugged Leng Jie, and the two of them squeezed into a bed
Now Leng Jie's home still has a bedroom, Leng Jie knows that Liu Xin's mind has been on Jiang Houlin since she returned to California, and now Jiang Houlin's matter has not been resolved, but it is only a matter of the past few days, Leng Jie knows what Jiang Xin means to Liu Xin, and there is the attentive grandmother who has been living in Jiang's house
The old lady has always been very unfamiliar with Leng Jie, and knew that the old lady used to like Jiang Xin to be Liu Xin's wife, but now Jiang Xin has no possibility of being a paying attention wife, not to mention that Liu Xin's current girlfriend is her Leng Jie, and Liu Xin said before that she would take Leng Jie to see the old lady.
It's just that Leng Jie knows that Liu Xin is still thinking about Chen Ji's affairs now, which can be regarded as an explanation from Leng Jie to Liu Xin, but I don't know if Liu Xin can accept it after hearing it, but if Leng Jie can't accept it, she won't force it, Leng Jie has long thought about it, she will respect Liu Xin's decision.
Since the decision will not expire, since Leng Jie said that he will tell Liu Xin everything, there is no need for Leng Jie to continue to hide it, this is the absolute loyalty that Leng Jie requires!
Liu Xin sat on the balcony, Leng Jie came over with a beer, she never had to do anything to foreshadow, she thought of what to say, Leng Jie's temperament was cold, so she wouldn't turn around even when she spoke in this matter
"I said that there is a machine that will tell you everything, Liu Xin, are you still willing to listen to it?"
Liu Xin knew that it was a rare thing for Leng Hei to confide in him, and he had always had Chen Ji's thorn in his heart, so now he was naturally very happy to hear that Leng Jie was willing to tell him about the past, but now his intuition told him that what Leng Jie said was not a good thing for him
"Leng Jie, it's okay if you don't want to say it"
"No, it's not that I don't want to, it's just that I didn't think it was time yet" Leng Jie said this now, which means that it is time to tell Liu Xin about these things, but Leng Jie was silent for a while before speaking.
"Chen Ji is my psychiatrist, that's right"
"How do you go to a psychiatrist?" Liu Xin didn't know what happened to Leng Jie, so she had to see a psychiatrist, "because I have psychological problems."
Leng Jie said it easily, but Liu Xin looked at Leng Jie's expression and felt distressed, what made such an indifferent Leng Jie go to a psychiatrist?
"Did something happen?"
"Did you ask before or after I met you?" Leng Jie said this, Liu Xin knew that Leng Jie's psychological problems must have existed before, psychological problems must have been caused by long-term depression, Leng Jie is a person who doesn't take anything to heart, and this is the case before he meets himself.
"That was a long, long time ago, when I was a kid, when I was a teenager."
Leng Jie said easily, but Liu Xin could feel how much Leng Jie was stimulated to get a psychological illness at that time, "When I was a child, I was not psychologically ill, only a little depressed, and then I slowly had a psychological illness."
"Why do you get such a disease?"
"Because of my mom and dad"
Leng Jie still remembers everything he encountered when he was a child, but now it is really difficult to reproduce the situation at that time, Leng Jie can only say that he still remembers something, but after Leng Jie finished speaking, he was taken into Liu Xin's arms.
"I don't care what you did before, that's what I didn't have time to participate in, even if you talk about it now, as long as I think of that scene, I feel distressed, so don't say it Leng Jie, please"
Liu Xin began to regret why she had to force Leng Jie to tell her what Chen Ji's relationship was with her, every time Leng Jie was receiving psychotherapy, she thought that she was still speculating about whether Leng Jie had said or done something to others, Liu Xin wanted to slap her mouth
Leng Jie listened to Liu Xin's voice on her shoulder and became a little choked, and then smiled, "What are you crying about, it's okay now."
"I don't know, I don't know anything" Liu Xin has always known Leng Jie's character, even if she cried a lot at the time, Leng Jie would not say it, everything has passed, Leng Jie will always look at it so lightly
Liu Xin couldn't imagine that Leng Jie was seventeen or eighteen years old, she was injured in the army training, and she was extremely distressed when she fell and had to get up and continue to climb, Leng Jie has always been such a stubborn child, and she has always been so stubborn until now
Leng Jie has been a person since then, and now Liu Xin Hanzi said why Leng Jie believes in Feng Yang so much, it is because Feng Yang was by her side when Leng Jie needed help the most, but Leng Jie did not agree to Feng Yang's pursuit because Feng Yang was the person who helped her
is such a girl who has always been strict with herself, how could Liu Xin think that she left herself to be with Chen Ji!
Leng Jie knew what Liu Xin was thinking at the moment, pushed Liu Xin away from her arms for a distance, looked at Liu Xin and said, "I have had depression before, and I have seen a psychiatrist, because of the relationship between my parents, I don't believe in love very much, and now you still decide to stay with me?" Leng Jie said this seriously, this is the most beautiful sentence that Liu Xin has ever heard Leng Jie say, and the answer to Leng Jie is Liu Xin's overwhelming kiss
Knowing that now Liu Xin willingly admits that she will never be able to do without this woman, although she is indifferent, but her heart is soft, she cares more about herself than all, she is not bluffing, but when Liu Xin encounters danger, Leng Jie will always appear in front of him
Just now Liu Xin saw that the gun that had been placed in the cabinet in front of the bed in Leng Jie's bedroom was the gun that Liu Xin gave Leng Jie at that time and was then thrown away by Liu Xin, what Liu Xin didn't expect was that Leng Jie still kept the gun and kept it with him until now
Leng Jie lay on Liu Xin's shoulder and breathed rapidly, "Liu Xin, are you really willing?" Leng Jie still didn't believe it, Liu Xin asked Leng Jie's forehead, "Do you know why it's you?" This question is also what Leng Jie has always wanted to ask, and now that Liu Xin has said it, it can be regarded as satisfying his curiosity
Leng Jie thinks that she doesn't have a very good look, and she doesn't have a very good personality, and she is even the most annoying type, such a noble and cold beauty is the most ungrounded, how did Liu Xin like her
"Please, don't you have confidence in yourself, you're the most handsome policewoman"
Hearing Liu Xin say that he was handsome, he smiled coldly, "You don't know how good you look when you wear that police uniform, and when your eyes are looking at me, I am deeply impressed by him"
Leng Jie is a girl who makes people shine at a glance, although she has a cold personality, but she feels very good to get along with, and now Liu Xin knows that this is a way for Leng Jie to protect herself, and to arm herself with indifference, it was the easiest choice for children at that time.
Maybe it's because of years of habit that Leng Jie has never dared to take off the mask of indifference to face the world, and naturally formed such a cold character, but Leng Jie's heart is kind and very soft, Liu Xin is like Leng Jie's ruthlessness that is obviously afraid of being hurt but still closes his eyes and rushes forward, which also makes Liu Xin suddenly rise a desire to protect
Liu Xin has no way to imagine, if it is not him Liu Xin who is now by Leng Jie's side, but Chen Jiyi or Feng Yang, he or he will stand next to Leng Jie in his place is something Liu Xi dare not imagine, because from the very beginning, Liu Xin could be sure that she must be standing next to her - Leng Jie!
Liu Xin also had no way of imagining that if he had saved Leng Jie from the alley at that time, and had not met like that twice, who would be standing next to him, Liu Xin would not dare to think about such a thing.
Now that there is such a real feeling in her arms, Liu Xin and Cai Zhenzhen can realize that this is love.
"Leng Jie, you said you don't believe in love much, but do you believe me?" Liu Xin was facing cold eyes, and such a pair of black eyes looked particularly bright at night.
Finally looked at Leng Jie and nodded, it was because I believed that I told you all this
It is precisely because I believe that you have always wanted to treat your mental illness and face you with a better self
These are not only Leng Jie but also Liu Xin knows, but now Liu Xin wants Leng Jie to say it himself, so that Leng Jie knows who is standing in front of him, even if there is no love, with him Liu Xin has everything.
"I believe in you."
Now seeing Liu Xin standing in front of him and laughing, with a bright moonlight behind him, such Liu Xin really likes himself, it is not easy for him to just say that I like you that time, but that time he was rejected, wasn't it?
Suddenly, as if to say it once, Leng Jie smiled and lay on Liu Xin's shoulder, stood on tiptoe and bit Liu Xin's earlobe, and then exhaled in Liu Xin's ear, "I like you"
The first time Liu Xin heard Leng Jie say this was in a California hospital, and at that time she made up her mind to cut off with all walks of life, so much so that she said I don't want you to like it, but now Leng Jie no matter what she said is a surprise to Liu Xin, and finally the two don't have to torture each other so much
This kind of confession is the first and last time, Leng Jie said that the thing that made her sad was to make herself believe her, Leng Jie's good intentions, how could Liu Xin not know, but how could Leng Jie know the pain in her heart at that time, Liu Xin categorically did not have that kind of courage.
Now when I see Leng Jie hugging herself, I just think of greed, and the prayer in my heart is also to let me live one more day, because then I can look at Leng Jie more, don't think about what to do in the future now, just hurry up now
Liu Xin's matter Leng Jie naturally didn't know, at that time, Liu Xin's refusal was a thorn in Leng Jie's heart just now, but now there is no more, such a confession makes there is no suspicion between the two people, and all that remains is trust and delivery
Liu Xin's current plan is to go to the doctor after dealing with Jiang Houlin's matter, no matter what percentage of hope there is, as long as there is a point of hope, Liu Xin must work hard to live, because love is hope.
If he is gone, who will protect Leng Jie in the future, this is the reason why Liu Xin lived, rather than not wanting to be seen dying by Leng Jie, it is better to be in Leng Jie's arms when he was a child, such warmth Liu Xin is still greedy for the first time, and now he only has the feeling of insatiable greed
A fool like Liu Xin has always been threatened by Officer Leng later, and in the future, such a stupid hat will still be buttoned on Liu Xin's head - 4890+ 284702