177 Come to your senses

He was still in that state of stupor and confusion, and he was still in that slumber and felt confused,

He was still so reluctant to wake up, and he was so reluctant to wake up.

He was just there feeling dazed, and in that feeble slumber, he felt dizzy and faint,

There is also a feeling of good pain, so tired and tired, just being afraid there, just being afraid there,

It's just sad there, it's just sad there, and it's still there that you don't want to wake up.

I don't want to wake up again, because I'm scared, because I'm afraid, like what kind of fear and horror I feel every day.

It's going to be very, very scared there, and it's very, very scared and scared there. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

He just didn't want to wake up there, even if he felt that the old man was calling himself,

He didn't want to wake up again, as if he had woken up again, just a nightmare.

It's like, he can't go and open his eyes again, and if he does, he'll be in a nightmare world again.

Struggling in that nightmare world, and also suffering in that nightmare world.

It's still there, it's still there, it's still inexplicable, and it's forgotten and forgotten, it's just that it's crying there,

It's just that I can't help but grieve and suffer there, and I can't help sobbing there, it's a feeling of being so sad and so sad.

I don't know why it's always there, I don't know why it's always there,

I don't know why I can't feel what kind of warmth and warmth I always feel there, he just can't feel anything there,

It's just cold there, and it's like he's just dead there, and then he wants to be so sleepy all the time.

The best, the one who falls asleep and never wakes up again, is the best.

He could never wake up again, and then he would be there without fear of anything, as if there was nothing left there.

They will all be afraid there, and people will be there to be afraid to bear,

It was also there that I was very scared and afraid of what kind of responsibility and pressure to bear, and I just felt a kind of hardship and pain there.

It's just that what kind of paralysis and forgetfulness is felt there, it's just that it's unknown, it's just vacant and blank there.

But he had been hiding there, he couldn't have been sleeping there, he couldn't have been immersed in that dream and wouldn't have to wake up again.

Many times, when you really face every day, only to find that every day is not as beautiful and pleasant as you imagined.

It's just what kind of disaster I feel there, and what kind of death and pain I feel there.

Or do you want to hold someone, to absorb some of the slightest warmth,

And then they are there to depend on each other and rely on each other, but everything is still so impossible.

He was finally awake there, he was conscious, and when he finally opened his eyes,

It's already evening, and the western sky is so gorgeous that the sunset is very beautiful,

But the blood-red light only made him feel that his heart was bleeding there,

He painfully and sadly looked at the old man in front of him, and he couldn't care about anything, so he cried loudly: "Old man......"

"Oops, what's going on?" The gentle and piercing old man was completely frightened by Ye Luokong's loud crying behavior of throwing himself into his arms,

He hurriedly bent down to hold Ye Luokong's arm and his whole body, and he was there carefully supporting Ye Luokong against the wall,

Then he squatted beside him and said gently, "It's really not like a ...... to cry like this at a young age."

How does this look like a man?

Although the old man wanted to say this sentence very much, but after thinking about it, he still accepted this sentence, and only added another sentence and asked with concern,

"Good boy, what's wrong with you?"

It was there that he suddenly realized that he was ridiculous, and it was there that he suddenly realized that he was pathetic.

Very embarrassed, he was there embarrassed and sad and hurriedly got up, and then, hurriedly, he just pulled his legs and ran.

Just running away there, just feeling ridiculous there, he still couldn't control his tears there,

But he was still there very, very hated his tears, hated his own weeping.

Faced with a lot of difficulties, in the face of a lot of things that I am unwilling to bear and bear,

He almost wanted to give up there, but suddenly he felt it there......

He was still there crying weakly, but he hated his weakness from the bottom of his heart.

He didn't want his weak side to be seen.

Everyone will have their own very weak and powerless times, when the spirit seems to be about to collapse there,

Who is missing there, what I want to put in and cherish there, but I still find that I can no longer find anything there,

It's just that you can't find anything there, and you can't do anything there.

It's just that I'm sad there, and I just feel a heart-piercing pain and desolation there.

Just being alone there, just feeling the loneliness of being alone in this world,

He still wanted to struggle, he still wanted to fulfill his vow, but he was still there crazy and broken thinking about someone,

It's just because of a kind of care, a very sad kind of care, even if the other party doesn't care,

However, he still wants to express it, or he wants to understand something truthfully.

Because, he was just there very, very worried, unconsciously, who should have been close to him,

Just there, I was unconsciously pushed far away by my own mistakes and mistakes.

What does a person, a lifetime, want to pursue there, and what is the purpose of a person's survival?

Does he want to change the world, or does he want to care about who he wants to cherish and care about?

Does he want a kind of vanity and glory, or does he want self-esteem, or does he want a kind of warmth and sustenance that belongs to the world itself?

He wanted a sense of warmth and sustenance, and he also wanted a sense of mission fulfillment.

Sometimes, he felt that perhaps he was being too selfish.

He was just there to care about himself, he was just there to care only about his own needs and desires, and he didn't really think about others.

He didn't think about others well, he didn't care about her well.

Before he could care about her, she was gone.

He didn't know if he was going to be sad, if he was going to be sad.

It's just that there is a sense of depression and pain that is very difficult for me to understand.