Chapter 150: No Right to Be Loved

Since the day of the wedding date, Lu Manman's whole person has been like a fool, and after lunch every day, she is sitting in front of the window alone, looking out of the window stupidly. After the light rain, looking at the bright red plane flowers blooming outside the window, and the bright petals slowly closing in the drizzle, she only felt a softness in her heart.

Although, she knew in her heart that at this moment, he was busy preparing for the marriage of the two at home, and it was impossible for him to appear in front of her. However, lovesickness afflicted her day by day, even though he knew that it was impossible, he still couldn't help but have a glimmer of hope in his heart, hoping that when he looked up again in the next second, he would hold a plane flower in one hand, appear outside her window with a smile, and whisper to her.

Half a month is not very long, but for this person who lives in the boudoir for a long time, stays at home, and is getting haggard because of longing, it feels like a longer time than half a year.

Time flies, and half a moon has passed in a blink of an eye.

The torture of half-moon lovesickness, Shengsheng, who was already very thin, was tortured even more thin. Thinking that tomorrow morning, I would be able to meet him again, Lu Manman's mouth couldn't help but have a smile.

As the night deepened, it was no longer clear to see the scenery outside the window in the darkness. Lu Manman stood up, approached the window and wanted to close it, but saw a few strings of lights suddenly lit up in the garden, and then there were several voices of people talking in the flower garden, as well as a few hurried footsteps.

Lu Manman was puzzled in her heart, and walked out of the door curiously, but saw her personal maid Zhu'er walking towards her with a lantern in her hand.

Picking up the corners of her skirt that reached the floor, she hurriedly walked over there, looking at Zhu'er with tears in her eyes, biting her lips and staring at herself, in an instant, a bad premonition arose from the bottom of her heart.

"What's wrong? What's going on? ”

Because she was in a bit of a hurry to run over, her breath of speech at this moment was also a little unstable.

"Princess, the emperor ......"

Zhu'er's face was full of tears, and before the words were spoken, her knees were bent, and she suddenly knelt down in front of Lu Manman, stretched out her hand and tightly grabbed the corner of Lu Manman's skirt, crying: "Princess, that Fengqiao Yexue is not a real Zhou person, and he is not just an ordinary wine seller. His real identity is actually a native of the Xia Kingdom, and he is a spy sent by the Emperor of the Xia Kingdom to our Zhou State. He didn't approach you because he really liked you, he just wanted to infiltrate our Zhou Kingdom Palace through the princess, and he wanted to destroy our Zhou Kingdom. ”

"Pearl, what are you talking about?"

A trace of anger appeared on Lu Manman's face, and he reprimanded softly. Thinking that tomorrow morning, she will be able to meet him, and tomorrow morning, she will be able to marry him, from a princess to his Fengqiao Yexue's wife. At this moment, Zhu'er said such things to her, ridiculous, really ridiculous, how could she believe it. With a smile on his face, Lu Manman said softly: "You're joking with me!" Pearl, do you remember what you said to me when I told you about him the other day? ”

At this point, there were tears in her eyes, the smile on her face had stiffened, and her thin body couldn't help but tremble lightly in the cold wind. She understands Zhu'er's temperament, and if she doesn't have real evidence, she will never say this to herself.

"You said that he was a good boy in troubled times, you said that he was a rare man in this world who matched my appearance, and you also said that he had a deep affection for me, and advised me not to embarrass him because he was just a wine seller. But why, tomorrow is the day of my marriage to him, why do you speak these cruel words to me tonight? ”

As she spoke, she burst into tears.

"Princess, at that time, Zhu'er had eyes but no beads, and Zhu'er looked at the wrong person." Lu Zhu'er knelt on the ground, raised her head, her eyes were full of tears, her hands tugged at her sleeves, and sobbed: "But, princess, don't be so obsessed anymore, that person has led the Xia army to attack our country today, the emperor has committed suicide in Jingrong Hall not long ago, and the concubines and concubines of the palace have also hanged themselves one after another." Today's Xia Kingdom is no longer there. ”

After that, Zhu'er finally couldn't help but cry loudly.

"I ...... My father is dead? ”

Stumbling under his feet, Lu Manman fell to the ground.

Outside the city gate, I met him for the first time, and at that time, he appeared in front of him in a jade white dress, with a smile on his face, and his voice was warm like a piece of transparent white jade. Under the gazebo, he smiled and accepted the dice he had given, half-jokingly saying that he and he were both men, so what did it mean to give him a dice. When he was embarrassed to withdraw his hand and take the dice back, he held his hand tightly with his backhand, and then placed a bright red plane flower in his palm. Half a moon ago, at the palace banquet, he hugged himself tightly in his arms when he was about to fall to the ground, and whispered in his ear, Manman, can you marry me?

All of this, when I think about it now, is still so beautiful, but who knows that a few of the words he said to himself came from his heart.

Manman, can you marry me?

Manman, can you marry me?

It turned out that the devouring promise that made her obsessed with Half Moon and drunk Half Moon was just a lie casually told by his Fengqiao Night Snow.

Lu Manman bit his lips tightly, let himself forget those charming lies, raised his head and asked coldly: "How is the battle between the two sides now, how long will it take for the Xia Kingdom to attack the palace?" ”

Lu Zhu'er replied: "The Zhou State has been invaded by the Xia State army, and the time when they invaded the palace should probably be in the middle of the day. ”

"Okay."

Hearing Zhu'er's answer, Lu Manman nodded, stretched out his hand to support the ground, struggled to get up from the ground, turned around and walked unsteadily towards the room.

One night of autumn rain, she didn't sleep all night. When dawn came, she stiffened herself and stood up, walked to the bed and glanced at the wedding dress neatly folded at the head of her bed, and couldn't help but have a self-deprecating sneer on her face.

This so-called self-inflicted affection probably refers to all the stupid behaviors he has done to the night snow of Fengqiao in the past half a month, as well as the infatuated delusions that he has had for him in the past half a month!

fantasized about being able to sit on eight sedan chairs and be taken back to Liu Yueju by him, fantasizing about what kind of promise he could make to himself when the candle night in the cave room today, fantasizing about marrying him as a wife, being able to raise eyebrows with him in the future, fantasizing about being able to give birth to children for him, fantasizing about abandoning everything, and only staying with him for one life in this life.

It's so stupid, it's ridiculous, and when she thinks about it, she really wants to raise her hand and slap herself a few times. What are you delusional about, a woman who grew up in the emperor's family, what qualifications do you have to be loved.

PS: It's two o'clock now! Listen to "The Sad Wind and the Moon Are Lonely"