The CHIP 109 is out of nowhere
In the dimly lit room illuminated by the bedside lamp, a thin and slender figure lay across the dark purple sheets. His hair hung down slightly in front of his eyes www.biquge.info his eyelashes hung with a faint mist, and there was a trace of indescribable pain in his deep eyes.
Ye Zechen leaned on the soft pillow, holding a delicate photo frame in his hand, and hot tears flowed down his cheeks again.
In the framed photo, Fu Yezi has one hand tightly around his waist, and the other hand wearing a ring is deliberately placed in front of the camera, as if showing off the delicate ring on her hand.
She has a bright smile in the photo, and this is probably the happiest time she has ever smiled!
The ring she wears is the one he carved for her when he took her to Italy when he was 18 years old. Because the ring was difficult to engrave, he had to work all night to complete the masterpiece, and his hands were cut in many places.
But when he got down on one knee and asked her if she would marry him, and heard her answer in the affirmative, he felt that he was so happy and happy, and that it was worth it.
She told him that if she accepted his ring, she would be his, and he would not marry him in the future.
But now......
He held up the ring that Fu Yezi had just returned to him, and looked at it painfully.
She doesn't belong to him anymore, she's no longer his night purple...... She used to not even speak out loud to him, but now she regarded him like an enemy.
What heinous thing did he do to make her hate him so much, and even hate him regardless of her childhood sweetheart's friendship? Was it just because he was ruthless enough to leave her and break up with her? But if it was just because of this incident, would she hate him to such an extent?
Ever since he confessed to her 8 years ago and the two started dating, he has always believed that Ye Zihui will be the girl who will accompany him through this life. They will grow up together, then get married, have their adorable little baby, build a happy family, and finally grow old together and die together......
He self-righteously thought that even if he left her and went to the United States, she would not change her mind, although she had said a lot of angry words at the beginning, but angry words were angry words after all, and she would stop thinking about it when she was angry, and she would smile and throw herself back into his arms, telling him that she had been waiting for him to come back......
But he never thought that the original 3 years would really change her.
She doesn't love him anymore, she falls in love with someone else......
Is he too confident? confidently thought that she would stay by his side for the rest of her life, and that she would belong to him alone......
If he had known that this would be the case, he would have preferred not to go to the United States in the first place! What if you can't cure the disease? What if you die? It's better to die than to lose her! If he really told Ye Zi the truth of the matter tonight and told her that the real reason he went to the United States in the first place was that damn stomach cancer, would she change her mind......
But...... He couldn't.
The more this is the case, the more Ye Zi will feel that he is trying to win her sympathy, sympathy is not love, he doesn't want to take her back in this way.
Besides, if she really knows, she will definitely blame herself with her personality.
So, she can't let her know about it......
Maybe that's their fate! Feelings that have been torn apart by a damn illness......
The only thing he can do now is to bless her.
Ye Zechen closed his eyes gently, and tears rolled down again.
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.
He hurriedly wiped the tears from his face, put the picture frame back at the head of the bed, sat up and sorted out his emotions: "Come in." ”
"The light in your room is still on, so I'm guessing you haven't slept yet." It was Fu Yewan who pushed the door in, she walked to the chair and sat down, and said softly, "Let's talk to my sister-in-law, okay?" ”
Ye Zechen intentionally or unintentionally wanted to avoid her gaze, and forced a smile: "Of course it's good...... It's just sister-in-law, you're pregnant with a baby, is it okay if you don't sleep so late? ”
"It's okay once or twice~" She looked at Ye Zechen, whose eyes were still a little red and swollen, and sighed lightly, "If you want to cry, cry out happily, I know you feel uncomfortable." We have all grown up together, and I am also your own sister, so you don't have to worry about anything in front of me. ”
He shook his head lightly and said with a light smile: "Sister-in-law, I'm fine." How embarrassed am I to cry in front of you with such a big man? ”
Listening to his pretended relaxed tone to comfort himself, Fu Yewan's heart became even more uncomfortable.
"Zechen, let me ask you...... Do you really want to give up Ye Zi and give up the relationship between you for 20 years? ”
He gritted his teeth and nodded slightly: "I give up ......"
"Are you willing to give up like that?"
"What if you are unwilling? She doesn't love me anymore......"
"Do you believe she doesn't love you anymore? Do you believe that after so many years of affection, she will forget it so easily? Ye Zi is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, which you know better than me. Maybe she just can't let go of her face, so she won't accept you for the time being......"
Can't let go of face......
Will she just not be able to let go of her face? The outright hatred in her eyes when she looked at him, and the sharp words she used in his words, were all fake?
How could that look he had never seen before be a cover-up......
Ye Zechen closed his eyes gently, and his heart cramped again: "Sister-in-law, I know you are comforting me...... We've ......"
"I'm not comforting you, I'm analyzing the current situation with you." Fu Yewan interrupted him and said, "Zechen, don't you know how you have spent the past three years?" How much did you pay for Night Purple? In order not to get her harmed, you'd rather take it all yourself. If you love someone but don't let her know how much you give to her, she will never know how good you are! Then there is no point in what you are doing! ”
Listening to her words, Ye Zechen felt like he was electrocuted: "No, sister-in-law, I beg you not to tell Yezi the truth!" ”
Fu Yewan looked at him puzzled: "Why?!" ”
"I know Ye Zi as a person, if she knew the real reason why I went to the United States in the first place, and knew the real purpose of my deception to her, she would definitely blame herself!"
"But only when she knows, can the misunderstanding between you be resolved, and she can return to you!"
"What's the point of taking her back in such a way? She came back to me like this, not because she loved me, but because of guilt and apologies for me......" There was a heartbreaking sadness in his eyes, "she didn't have me in her heart anymore...... Even if she knew the truth of the matter, she only sympathized with me. So sister-in-law, I beg you not to tell her about it......"
Fu Yewan looked at him begging for herself, and felt very sad.
Watching him grow up since childhood, he was like her own brother. He has been a boy with strong self-esteem since he was a child, strong and arrogant in everything. But this time, he turned out to be so weak......
Is this still the Ye Zechen she knows......
"But if you don't let her know, you really can't be together again! Zechen, have you really figured it out? ”
"That kind of love is just charity, and I don't want her to come back to me because she pities me...... Don't tell her, or she won't be as happy as she is now. I want her to live happily ever after. He looked at Fu Yewan and said calmly.
"And what about your happiness? Do you ignore it? Night purple is your greatest happiness, isn't it? Are you so cowardly that you won't try to fight for it again?! If you don't fight for it, how do you know if she really doesn't love you anymore?! Fu Yewan looked angrily at Ye Zechen, who was completely like a changed person, and didn't understand where his domineering and self-confidence 3 years ago had gone!
Ye Zechen looked at her, and couldn't help but feel a little shaken in his heart.
Should he go for it...... Should we go and take her back to our side? She had just said that she hated his possessiveness the most......
Looking at his erratic eyes, Fu Yewan continued to persuade him: "Zechen, think about it carefully, why does Yezi hate you so much?" Isn't that out of love for you? How can there be hate without love? She took over the play "Chips", based on your story, isn't it also because she still loves you? ”
Oh, yes...... People often say that there is no love where hate comes from, is it the same for Yezi......
"I can promise you not to tell Ye Zi about your illness, but have you ever thought that maybe Ye Zi just put you in the most hidden position in her heart, and she herself didn't notice it. She's been waiting for you to walk back into her heart and find your exclusive place. If you give up like this, you may miss out on your life...... Doesn't that matter? Do you really want to leave regrets in each other's lives? ”
The most hidden place in her heart...... Is there really a presence for him......
My sister-in-law may be right, but does he really want to give up without even trying? He loved her so much, gave so much for her, and went through so much with her......
If, as her sister-in-law said, there has always been an important position in her heart that was reserved for him, and he let it go, then he will really regret it for the rest of his life!
Gradually, Ye Zechen's eyes regained their former domineering and self-confidence.
He looked at Fu Yewan and regained a smile on his face: "Sister-in-law, thank you for waking me up." You're right, I love Yezi more than anyone else in this world, so I can't give up on her! I'm going to get her back to me! ”
He picked up the photo frame at the head of the bed again, looked at Fu Yezi with a bright smile inside, and strengthened a belief in his heart:
Fu Yezi, you can only be my Ye Zechen's woman in this life, and no one can snatch it away!
*****
In the hospital late at night, there were four or five people crammed into one ward.
Everyone had a heavy look on their faces, looking at the girl who was pale and asleep on the hospital bed.
Dr. Xu from the haematology department told them that Miss Yin was his long-term patient with chronic leukemia. She was an extremely stubborn girl, and he tried to persuade her to tell her relatives and friends about her illness, but she refused. Now her condition is getting worse, which can lead to syncope at home.
When they asked how long Mo Li would live, Dr. Xu couldn't say. Now her condition is very unstable, maybe a year or two, maybe half a year, or maybe only a month or two......
But in any case, the most important thing now is to find the antigen that matches her bone marrow for bone marrow transplant surgery, otherwise even chemotherapy treatment may not be able to maintain her long life.
Su Liushan leaned against the wall, holding an unlit cigarette in his mouth, silently looking at Xie Lingyu with an expressionless face.
From the moment he knew that Mo Li had an accident, he hadn't said a word, and he didn't even have a sad look on his face.
Is he numb? After experiencing Nan Nan's death, is he already fearless?
Ling Yu, who finally started a new relationship, why did she fall in love with Nan Nan's twin sister? Why is his life so bitter, and he has been planted in the hands of these sisters for the rest of his life......
Lin Duran stood behind Fu Yezi, watching her sit motionless on the edge of Yin Moli's bed for a long time, worried that she would hold her sorrow in her heart and not say anything, he stretched out his hand and put his hand on her shoulder to comfort her:
“…… Yezi, Mo will be fine with her, don't worry......"
Although he had a big fight with her just now, he would be divided into occasions no matter what.
In this situation, everyone is uncomfortable, Ye Zi attaches so much importance to Mo Li, she must be even more sad!
Xia Chun had tears on his face and said reproachfully: "It's all my fault...... If I had told you about Mo Li's illness and let her be admitted to the hospital as soon as possible, maybe she wouldn't be what she is now......"
But the matter has come to this, how can Ji Chun be blamed for this matter?
Fu Yezi and Xie Lingyu didn't speak, they still stayed by Yin Moli's side, looking at her blankly.
Everyone knows what kind of mood they are in at this moment.
Once again, there was silence in the hospital room.
Su Liushan was so depressed by this atmosphere that he couldn't breathe, and planned to go outside to smoke the cigarette on his mouth to relieve his inner boredom.
Just as he got up and was about to leave, Fu Yezi's voice came into his ears lightly.
She looked at Yin Moli, who was wearing an oxygen mask on the hospital bed, and said softly to Lin Qianran:
"Let's get married......"