162 Prostration, 2
2 It was a kind of loneliness, and the common beginning of a lonely body and a lonely soul, but the beginning of his body and soul did not seem to start at the same time. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
There's going to be a lot of trance, there's going to be a lot of fear, there's going to be trembling and scared.
And then, just stop there. There's really an impulse that he wants to be happy, he wants to be happy, he wants warmth,
Almost he had that impulse, an urge to get it all in the next second.
However, he managed to control himself with great difficulty, and all of this was just his delusion.
One does not get what one wants.
Sometimes, even if you really get what you want, even if all your desires are satisfied there, and in the end, you will still be troubled there.
Because all satisfaction, all material satisfaction, cannot satisfy the emptiness and loneliness of the soul.
His heart can't be so empty, his soul can't be without, it's just that he sometimes shakes in that lonely time and space,
There I felt as if I was a soulless wandering lonely in a world full of materialism,
It is a kind of loneliness and loneliness in the soul wandering, and it is a kind of spiritual sustenance that is difficult and difficult to sustenance.
That's something he didn't understand very well, and it's something he has always ignored and didn't care about.
Some of him would complain about himself there, he missed a lot of time, he just wasted a lot of precious time and time, just wasted that wasted time.
The best time is just wasting time there. And in the future, it will become very difficult and difficult there.
It is a kind of loneliness and emptiness in the soul only later, without a sense of sustenance, without a sense of dependence and existence, in that world there is a lonely existence, and full of trauma and disease.
The body had already been destroyed by the skeleton so that Ye Luo, who was almost covered in scales, still took one step after another tremblingly there.
In the course of life, walking and striding are as if they were an activity that will be there forever and forever.
It's as if it's already hard to choose there.
It's also a pain that can't be chosen anymore, and you will feel pain there.
There is no choice in the loneliness and loneliness!
Sometimes, there are too many options to choose from, but there are times when everything becomes like no other choice.
In that youthful time, when the energy is at its fullest, there are more choices to make well, so it will be easier to survive the old age when you are relatively sick.
Because in old age there is already a sad old man who has no choice!
Ye Luokong didn't know how he could think like this, his old age should be very far away from him.
But when his whole body was in pain and pain as if it were paralyzed there, he felt wandering there.
I felt at a loss there, confused and suspicious there, and I felt a general situation in which it was difficult to choose.
It was a pain struggling on the verge of death, he didn't know how far he was from death, and it was as if every moment, he had the possibility of death.
He didn't know why, but gradually his fear of death grew there.
However, although I didn't want to die there, I still felt a deep pain and pain about life, the pain of living there, and the pain of hiding there.
You can't get the pain you want there.
The pain of sorrow and loneliness in that world, the pain of losing oneself in that chaotic world.
He always found no sustenance in that world, and wandered in it, a deep and heavy pain, and he felt the weight of his shoulders, but there he struggled hard and tenaciously.
Courage, the courage to live, the courage to live, the courage to struggle, the courage not to be afraid of difficulties and dangers.
As long as you survive there every day, you will feel the weight of life there.
Under the weight of that heavy life, I feel a kind of heavy responsibility in it, but it cannot be escaped.
He was like a ghost and a ghost who walked alone in the night, and the only difference was that he couldn't fly.
He couldn't fly in the air as easily as the legendary ghost. And there he walked there with great difficulty, on his own feet.
He felt lonely and lonely there, but why did so many people say he was arrogant?
Is he arrogant?
He was just there to feel that everything was there to be dismissed, and it was a sad loneliness and the pain of loneliness.
He may be a little stubborn, he may be a little self-centered.
But what's so bad about this style?
He just wants to follow his heart, and the world and everything obey him, and that's good.
Why can't you obey him!
He is also there so hard, he is alive so hard.
Why can't all the people understand him, can't understand his hardships and hardships?
Why is it that I feel so heartbroken and sad that I am always there that I cannot be cooperated by others,
It's as if you're always there to belong to a machine that others use, and you're always there to be used by others.
It is a kind of sorrow and pain that is controlled and used.
However, it seems that there is no tolerance and tolerance that cannot be obtained in it.
It was a kind of dependence in that silence and loneliness, a kind of pain felt in that dependence,
It is a kind of annoyance that is felt in the persistence of that stubbornness, a kind of pain that is not understood.
Lazy in there, lazy in there, always there selfishly wanting to get, wanting to take,
Always there to feel like you can get something, always there to be self-righteous, always there to face others with impatience and emotions.
It was a pain in the dust of sorrow, a pain and weeping that was crushed under the feet of others after being miserable and humble.
It's just that there's a very indifferent pain, in the midst of that indifference and the use and control,
In that I felt a very heavy weight, and also under the accumulation of that heavy weight,
I just felt a kind of overwhelm there, a kind of overwhelm that was very depressing and painful.
It's unintentionally self-centered, or maybe it's there that you are always doing something with what you think and think.
And then I was there thinking that everything was going to be there very, very well.
But, in reality, this is not the case, and in fact, everything is everything,
It's still so difficult, in the midst of that difficulty, when you feel that reality can't go your way,
It was there that I felt a very painful sense of boredom and depression.