Chapter 20: Living Together for a Night

People are timed, and everything is silent. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

In the darkness, a figure sneakily touched a closed door. Grabbed a large bunch of keys in his hand, and under the faint light of the flashlight, he tried to open the door one by one, and the sound of Suo continued.

Gu Lian turned over on the bed and slept deeply.

With a bang, the door finally opened. The dark shadow slowly groped his way to the side of the bed, and stood quietly, tilting his head as if thinking.

Gu Lian's sixth sense attacked, a spirit, opened his eyes and saw that in the dim light, Wei Kexin stared at himself with a cruel smile.

"Ahh

"Wow-" A big man's cry resounded through the sky.

Gu Lian finally remembered to turn on the light in a hurry, and his eyes suddenly became clear.

Shen Hanhan sat on the ground and cried and cried, Wei Kexin's portrait and the large set of keys were thrown aside by him who was in pain.

Gu Lian immediately took out the fruit knife he was carrying from the bag on the bedside table in shock, and glared angrily at the mentally handicapped man who broke into his room.

When Mrs. Shen and Chen Xing were alarmed and rushed over, they saw this strange scene.

When Mrs. Shen saw that her stupid son had been sinned, she immediately walked to her son's side to take a closer look, comforting her precious son, and at the same time angrily angry at Gu Lian, "Who are you, bullying my son for being sick in the middle of the night?" ”

Gu Lian finally came to his senses and sneered at each other, "Your son is not only sick but also obscene!" Don't look at whose room this is, my door is locked well, why did he sneak into my room? Also ,......" Gu Lian swept Wei Kexin's portrait, and under the bright light, the feeling of smiling just now in the portrait disappeared, "I also brought such a thing!" ”

"My son is a fool, you still deal with a fool, you are also a fool!" Mrs. Shen said confidently.

"If a fool affects the life of a normal person, he should be sent to a psychiatric hospital." Gu Lian said coldly.

Chenxing walked up to Shen Hanhan and squatted down, and asked patiently, "Hanhan, what are you doing here?" ”

"I saw that this room was closed, and thought that my sister was too lonely in the sky, and when she saw that we were all here, she secretly came down to live here. Brother Chen, you said that my sister also lived here, didn't you? Wei Hanhan raised his head, his face full of tears. His actual age should only be older than Chenxing, not younger than Chenxing. But that confused look really looked like a seven or eight-year-old child, and calling Chenxing his brother didn't make people feel disagreeable.

Gu Lian's scalp was numb for a while, and his room turned out to be where Wei Kexin lived before?

Chenxing smiled and touched his head, "The sky is so good, no one will want to come back." It's not your sister who lives here, it's this sister. "Chenxing pointed to Han Han and pointed at Gu Lian." Are you afraid of the dark? ”

Wei Hanhan looked at Gu Lian timidly and nodded silently. Such a large size, like a large domestic dog that is afraid of mice, huddles on the ground, which inevitably makes people feel funny.

"Then how can you get here alone in such a dark place?" Chenxing helped him up.

"I, I want to see my sister." Wei Hanhan secretly glanced at Gu Lian again, and when he saw Gu Lian's glaring, he immediately twisted to the side in fear. "I didn't know this sister was here."

Mrs. Shen lightly slapped Wei Hanhan's head, "You stupid boy." "The eye sockets began to redden.

Chenxing was silent for a long time, and finally said, "Your sister will be happy to know that you care so much about her." But if she wants to come back, I'm afraid she won't come back here. Well, go to bed. Good children should be obedient and go to bed early, maybe in your dreams your sister will come to see you. ”

"Good!" Wei Hanhan immediately stood up happily, did not forget to pick up Wei Kexin's portrait, and went to their respective rooms with Mrs. Shen to sleep.

The keys were left behind.

There were only two people left at the scene, Gu Lian and Chenxing.

"Why does Wei Hanhan have the key to this room?" Gu Lian picked up the key on the ground and faced Chenxing aggressively.

"I originally kept the backup keys for all the rooms in a cabinet in the small living room on the second floor, but somehow he found them." Chenxing explained lightly.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Gu Lian was very unhappy.

"You didn't ask." Chenxing's indifferent attitude made Gu Lian even more unhappy.

"Wouldn't you have said it without me asking? You know I'm asking for the keys for security reasons. ”

"Well, now you have two keys to this room. You can sleep in peace, too. Chenxing looked at Gu Lian and was about to leave the room.

"Wait." Gu Lian shouted to stop him, and the palpitations remained. She didn't want to go to bed in the middle of the night and be scared half to death by some idiot, and there was a dead man living in this house. "Do you want to be irresponsible and just leave?"

Chenxing turned and glared at her strangely, "What do you want me to be responsible for?" ”

Gu Lian knew that he had said the wrong thing, but on the surface, he still acted as if nothing had happened, "It's a little late to go outside to find a hotel now, and I'm also afraid that Hanhan will be scared on a whim." I think I'd better be safer with you, and you let me sleep on the couch in your attic. ”

Chenxing thought for a moment, and suddenly laughed softly, "I haven't really seen anyone who talks about his fear so calmly." ”

Gu Lian deliberately ignored the ridicule in his words, "Then I'll take your promise." ”

Ignoring Dafa is also a compulsory lesson in life, ignoring those unnecessary details when necessary, and grasping the key information you need -- this is the experience of many successful people. Gu Lian knows this well.

The room in the attic was dimly lit, with only the small lamp on the bedside table on. There was a book next to the pillow that had been opened at random, close to the edge of the bed, and it looked like it was about to fall. It seems that the reader left in a hurry before he put the book away.

Gu fell in love with the attic, and Chenxing followed behind her and asked, "Can you see it?" I'm going to turn on the headlights. ”

Gu Lian shook his head, "No, I can see it." She went to the side of the room and sat down on the couch against the wall, facing Chenxing's bed. I found that the windows were still open, and the night was deep and star-studded, and I had an unobstructed view.

"Open the window so late and you're not afraid of small bugs flying in?" Gu Lian frowned, feeling that he was rushing everywhere in Chenxing's house.

"In addition to Hanhan, you are also afraid of mosquitoes?" Chenxing restrained his smile and walked to his own bed and sat down, "Don't worry, I put an insect repellent under the window, and ordinary small insects won't come in when they smell it." ”

Hearing Chenxing say this, Gu Lian sniffed his nose and smelled that there was indeed a hint of musk in the air, because it was faint, so it actually felt a little good.

"See what?" Finding that Chenxing's gaze had not moved on him, Gu Lian thought that he was still strange that he was afraid of small insect bites, and asked angrily. "What is the fear of mosquitoes, aren't you, a Martian, also afraid of mosquitoes so you put on an insect repellent?"

"Do you really just want to sleep on the couch and don't want to swap things with me? Putting girls on the couch doesn't quite fit my style. Chenxing's sword eyebrows were slightly raised, and with his deep eyes, coupled with the just right lying silkworm, under the shadow of the dim light, it added some ambiguous charm and style to him.

Yes, the man in front of him is really good-looking. Gu Lian has known for a long time, but since the reunion, he has never looked at him or observed him, and he is always driven by other emotions or things, ignoring that he is indeed a very high-quality artist in appearance. The Mars in IQ can't hide his high level of appearance. In the entertainment industry, if ordinary people want to get ahead, beauty can't represent everything, but it's impossible to have no beauty, unless you have a good backstage and a very small chance of winning the super jackpot. Of course, having beauty does not mean omnipotent, and Chenxing is a typical example of failure.

Gu Lian turned his gaze uncomfortably. "Don't worry too much, it's not your style, but it's mine."

Chenxing looked at Gu Lian sitting on the bare sofa and always felt that something was missing, and after a little thought, he got up and came to a standing cabinet, took out a clean quilt and threw it to Gu Lian, and took a pillow and hugged it to Gu Lian.

"Thank you." Gu Lian took it.

With a click, the two turned around to look. It turned out that Chenxing's unaligned book on the edge of the bed had fallen.

Gu Lian saw that this book was a hardcover cover with a light blue background, which was very familiar, and it was a collection of prose poems "Gide Caprice Notes - The Volume of Grain of the Earth".

Chenxing immediately went over and picked up the book, patted the ash on it, and observed if there was any broken place, with gentle movements.

Gu Lian finally remembered something, no wonder this book was so familiar. "You haven't slept so late, you're just reading this book?"

Chenxing was still dusting the ashes from the book, "Well, if you read it before going to bed, you always feel a lot more at ease." The author of this book is a French author, who is not very famous in our side, you may not have heard of it. ”

"How long have you been reading? Did you just start reading it recently? ”

Chenxing shook his head, "No, I've read it many times." Because I like it very much, I keep it at hand all the time, and when I am happy, when I am worried, in short, if I want to calm myself down quickly, I will think of reading this book. In the last few years, it seems that there have been a lot of troubles. ”

"Seen it many times? One year, two years, six years? Gu Lian couldn't help but ask.

Chenxing noticed her strangeness, "What, you're also interested in this book?" I can lend it to you, but not for too long, this is a gift from my former fans, and I want to be more precious, maybe five or six years. ”

"It's been five or six years, so you've been carrying it long enough, haven't you gone against the author's original intention? Gide said that those who have read his book should put his book aside. Gu Lian looked at the book in Chenxing's hand and said with a light smile.

Chenxing's eyes lit up, "You know this book?" ”

It's more than just knowing. Gu Lian thought that this book was sent to Dongshi Company by hand when she didn't know about the incident between Dongshi and Chenxing more than six years ago.

"Can I read the book?" Gu Lian asked.

Chenxing handed it to her.

Gu Lian opened the title page of the book, and the originally blank pages were full of familiar handwriting. It was a gift that I had carefully changed and changed one stroke at a time, and wasted countless scratch papers to transcribe on the title page.

Chenxing:

Hello, I'm your fan. Since I had the pleasure of listening to one of your concerts in Taiwan, I have been looking forward to hearing your concerts again in the mainland, even in Hong Kong, I will find a way to go. You were born to belong to the stage. Singing freely in the middle of 10,000 people is so suitable for you. For some reason, the frequency of the company's promotion to you has decreased a lot recently, and it may be that you are about to enter the formal preparation stage. I always believe in you, and I will always be true to my dreams. Well, I will always appreciate you. I'll give you a book, Gide's collection of prose poems "The Scroll of the Grain of the Earth", which I liked very much, and read and read it.

"If our soul is anything to call it, it is because it burns more vigorously than the soul of others." I think I can feel that even though you don't usually communicate with your fans, your singing and dancing have a soul that burns more than others. This book, which is full of the author's passion and love for the world and life, may resonate with you somewhat.

May you enjoy. Best wishes.

Anonymous little fan gift

Not long after the book was sent, Chenxing disappeared. The sincerity of the so-called fans who made Gu Lian feel that he paid was like a joke.

"This book is the last thing I received from Dongshi. I think it has something to do with me. Chenxing recalled.

"The person who gave you this book probably doesn't want to remember you at all right now." Gu Lianban lowered his face and stuffed the book to Chenxing.

"Then I will always remember how sincere she was at that time. At that time, Taiwan tourism was not open, and I think she must have spent some energy going to Taiwan. It's a pity that at that concert, I didn't expect to meet these little girls from afar, I actually don't understand anything,......" Chenxing seemed to think of a long time ago, his expression was a little fluttering, but he immediately smiled introspectively, and continued to talk to Gu Lian, "It seems that you have read this book?" So your books are at home? ”

Gu Lian lay down and turned his hard spine to Chenxing. Of course, it was not easy to go to Taiwan at that time, if it weren't for a coincidence, she wouldn't have had the opportunity to go to the concert in Taiwan not long after Chenxing's debut. This is all thanks to Pei Yueyue, her parents had business dealings with a Taiwanese businessman, and after the college entrance examination that year, Pei Yueyue pestered her parents to entrust the relationship with the Taiwanese businessman to go to Taiwan and catch up with Chenxing's concert. Now that I think about it, it seems like something that happened in my previous life, even though it is only seven or eight years old.

"Lost. The author said that if you want to forget, then forget. It's just a book, no big deal. I'm past the age when I'm interested in this kind of philosophical literature and art book with little practical value. Gu Lian's words were also tough.

"Then I'm just not past that age, even though I'm older than you." Chenxing blinked.

"That's one of the reasons you're so bad at it." Gu Lian said sullenly.

"Are you tired?" Chenxing was silent for a moment and asked.

"Not tired!" Gu Lian rushed out, and he didn't know what line he had set up in his mind, so he picked up Chenxing's counterwords.

"I still want to read a little bit, do you mind?" Chenxing asked.

Gu Liangang wanted to say "mind", but didn't answer.

"I'll just say yes to you?" Chenxing looked at her back and said. This is a trick that Gu Lian has used against him.

"I'd rather live a life of affection, and take Nai with Nai than seek rest. I don't want any other kind of rest than dead sleep. I am afraid of all the desires and powers that I could not satisfy while I lived, because they alone make me miserable. I hope to express in this world all that awaits me, and then, after being satisfied, I will die in despair. ……”

Chenxing's voice is the sound of reading that she once dreamed of, so gentle, clear, and indifferent. Gu Lian remembered a dream he had six years ago. Chenxing sat beside him, reading his favorite book, and the dim light set off his side face like an angel perched in the shadows.

Maybe late at night is really a catalyst that makes the heart weak.

It is better to live a life of affection than to seek rest. That's a good point, but it's useless to survive. Some persisted, and many more gave up.

Even so, acquiescing to the laws of survival in modern society cannot completely calm the hidden yearning in the depths of my heart. As if at this time, when the midnight dream is returned, those vague pasts that are unrealistic and unwilling to rest will float in the atrium like ghosts, releasing a heavier unwillingness than I imagined, and the pain is too much to speak.

Six years later, Gu Lian lay on the soft sofa, listening to the poems recited by the beautiful male voice behind him, thinking of the past of his youth, lost dreams, and too many regrets,...... Finally, in the tired peace of mind, I closed my eyes and fell asleep in a blur. When she didn't realize it, a crystal tear appeared from the corner of her eye, rolled down on the pillow, and in an instant, it was gone.