Tao Xinlai opened his eyes suddenly, and his thoughts were in a trance. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

She looked at both sides, Atul and Hongmao were cultivating, and Lingbi was also sleeping, and the surroundings were quiet.

It had been several days since she had spoken to the shapeshifting sea beast, and Tao Xinlai often felt uneasy, and those images were flashing in her mind. And they were getting clearer and closer, and at one point she even felt like the restless baby, and she could feel the gentle breath on her cheeks.

Tao Xin came out of the Xiaoice Palace built by Attu - to be exact, it should be called the Xiaoice House, because Attu did not have the concept of a separate palace, it felt that one room was enough, and it was supposed to stay together.

Outside there are seawater, aquatic plants, swimming fish, shellfish and other creatures, they grow quietly on the bottom of the sea, spending time in the long and quiet years, some already have a faint aura, and some even have a vague aura.

Tao Xin walked on the bottom of the sea, although it was in the water, but the water automatically avoided her location, even if it seemed that they wrapped her tightly.

She felt like a big stone in her heart, and even if she wanted to calm down and practice, she couldn't completely get rid of this emotion, and from time to time her mind would wander, and then when she realized it, she would start to eliminate distracting thoughts and calm her mind again. It must be said that this will affect her cultivation progress and effect very much.

"What are you bothering about?" The fourth uncle couldn't stand it anymore.

Tao Xinlai looked at the mussel shell next to her while walking, and said, "It's not a trouble...... she paused, a little entangled. "Fourth uncle, do you remember what happened before? It's before you start cultivating. She found a place to sit down, still in a dull mood.

The fourth uncle said: "I don't remember." I started practicing very early, and all I remember is what happened after the practice. Even so, it is impossible to remember things that are too far in time. He rubbed his chin, "Besides, there are many things that you don't need to remember. If people can't see through it, they will only increase their troubles and cultivate the Tao and cultivate the mind, which will not help the Dao heart to be firm. ”

Tao Xinlai was silent for a moment, "Fourth uncle, what does it mean to have a firm Taoist heart, and if you have a firm Taoist heart, you must forget the worldly?" Are the immortals all throwing away all their emotions and six desires, and forgetting all the past? Do such people still have emotions? Are you sentient? If this is the case for a person, then how can he comprehend the way of heaven? If so, what exactly is the Heavenly Dao? ”

The fourth uncle raised his eyebrows and said, "You can have such confusion, it must not be a matter of a day or two." At the beginning of the infant period, whether it is a weekday practice or a promotion, it is possible to be disturbed by the demons, and in serious cases, it is even a matter of going mad and damaging the soul. Coupled with the limitations of the resources of Enlightenment and Immortal Cultivation, for you, the Yuan Infant Period is the most difficult period. The mood of the monks in this period was even greater than in the Jindan period, and they formed their own monastic views at this time, and this concept is difficult to change in the future. ”

Tao Xinlai frowned, "What does Fourth Uncle mean that my current confusion comes from the Yuanying period?" ”

The fourth uncle shook his head, "Not exactly. If there is nothing in the heart, no matter how big the mood swings are, it is like a duckweed without roots, flowing with the water and scattered with the wind. If there is something in your heart, it will clear the pond like rain, and the water will ripple for a long time. You must have a lingering thought in your heart, so you can't throw it away, you can't let it go, and your mind will be restless, and it will inevitably affect your cultivation. ”

"Then Fourth Uncle, can you answer what I just asked?" Tao Xin naturally didn't think about it all about Yao Cheng, but Yao Cheng's thing was definitely an excellent lead.

The fourth uncle was silent for a moment and said, "I can't answer." The question you ask, everyone has their own way, and you need to understand it yourself. ”

Tao Xinlai thought carefully about the words of the fourth uncle, and his heart was still blocked.

The fourth uncle said: "If you can't think about it, you will walk around the ends of the earth, see a lot, and your mind will naturally be open-minded." ”

Tao Xinlai said helplessly: "Fourth uncle, if I could walk around, I would have left a long time ago." Now that I've killed Bai Zilian, I'm involved in that Maimiya, and the demons may be looking for me everywhere. How dare I still walk around? It's not like I'm dying. Even if I don't want to die, there will be Atul. ”

The fourth uncle touched his nose, and his heart was the same. Then he will reluctantly explain the difficulties of the juniors.

"Do you think of this because of the image of your mother that the sea beast showed you?"

Tao Xin nodded. This kind of thing will never be untouched.

"Those are just images, in other words, things that are in the past. What are the implications? ”

"Fourth uncle, I didn't grow up in this world, my memory in that world is complete, I have a mother, and I have lived with her for many years. Now tell me that my mother has someone else, and those are all fake, and for this mother, I ......" Tao Xinlai didn't know how to express it.

The fourth uncle thought for a while, "Do you remember your mother?" that world. ”

Tao Xin nodded. But all of a sudden, she had a moment of panic. Because she found that some of her memories were beginning to blur.

"Are you scared?" The fourth uncle sensed Tao Xinlai's mood. "Afraid of what?"

Tao Xinlai's heartbeat was two beats faster, "I'm afraid I'll forget." She felt that it was like an invisible negation, a denial of her previous existence in another world. She even had a strange idea that if she was real in this world, would she still be her? Did she read a novel instead of "Tao Xinlai", or did "Tao Xinlai" in the book live instead of her?

The fourth uncle was puzzled, "How do you remember, what if you forget?" ”

Tao Xin was stunned for a moment and couldn't answer.

The fourth uncle thought about it himself, as if he understood, but he didn't seem to understand. The fourth uncle, who was born and raised, did not have the entanglement and trouble of Tao Xinlai, who was a halfway monk. However, his life experience is there, even if he doesn't understand it very well, but he can give an example.

"Memory is a thing, there is a thing, there is no none. There's nothing about it. Whether it's your mother in that world or the mother in this world, what kind of senses you have about them has nothing to do with your practice. Many children of the Immortal Cultivation family were sent away almost as soon as they were born in order to have a smoother cultivation in the future. As far as I know, very few of them are confused about this. ”

Not far away, a fish swam by a half-shell. It seemed to be attracted by the dazzling pearl and wanted to burrow into the shell, but the shell was slowly closing. The little fish was so anxious that he waged his tail by the shell, fled in fright, and reluctantly went back, back and forth, but never got into the shell.

Tao Xinlai suddenly understood what the inexplicable feeling of panic in his heart was.

She has changed a lot compared to being on Earth. Because of the changes in her living environment and the changes in the process of cultivating immortals, she has become more resolute - more stubborn, more open-minded - more indifferent, more free - more casual, richer - and more forgetful......

She may not have been confused because of Yao Cheng, but because of her confusion, she set Yao Cheng against her former mother on the earth. She subconsciously thought that more touching Yao Cheng was to forget her mother and deny everything on earth, but in fact, the two were not opposites at all. Whether it was her before or now, she is living and experiencing.

To give a recent example, Bai Zilian was killed by her, and she wanted to live her own life, so if she killed Bai Zilian, if it was "Tao Xinlai" in the book, she would definitely not do it. There will be no such result as it is now.

She resisted Yao Cheng's matter, but in fact, what was there to resist it? What difference does it make if Han Beiwang is her eldest brother or her elder brother? After all, she is an independent individual, and how she lives her life and how she practices is carried out is up to her. What you forget is always forgotten, not because the emotions you have given are fake, but because of change, because of continuation, because the heart and pursuit are different.

Even if one day, she even forgot her mother's appearance, but that family affection, that feeling always exists in her memory, and she can't forget it.

Similarly, now she feels the sadness and helplessness of Yao Cheng as a mother to send away her child, even if she has not lived with Yao Cheng for a day in her memory, the kindness and family affection she feels are real.

These two are not opposites, so why should she insist on conceptualizing them as two opposing lives and states, and accepting one requires a total rejection of the other? Isn't this burrowing into a dead end, too paranoid? Consume your thoughts and emotions here, and your Dao heart will naturally not be able to be firm.

Bigotry. She begins to be vaguely aware of the hidden extremes of her personality. Obviously, this time it was in the wrong place.

The fourth uncle breathed a sigh of relief and said, "You figured it out?" "When a person's mood and mood change, so will the sea of knowledge. The fourth uncle touched his chin, "If you think about it, you can practice the mental method, and only if the mental method is stable can you get twice the result with half the effort." ”

Tao Xin came to get up, and his steps were much lighter than when he came out. At the same time, she vaguely felt that the infant yuan in the dantian was changing. The aura gathered in the meridians in her body, and gradually flowed. She felt that her time for promotion was coming.

She hurried back to the igloo, quickly laid out the magic circle, and explained to Atul and Hongmao, who had woken up, and then closed her eyes and settled down.

The Yuan Infant Monk Da Zhou Tian has passed, and she practiced the "Beidou Heart Method" granted to her by the fourth uncle, although the fourth uncle did not tell her the name and source of the "Beidou Heart Method", but it did not prevent her from practicing. The fourth uncle looked at the few faint stars raised in the sea dragon soul jade, and the thoughts in his heart were rushing, but he couldn't say anything.

But Tao Xinlai began to have a sometimes clear and sometimes blurry picture in his mind, the picture was when Yao Cheng handed the child she was holding to the shape-shifting sea beast, and a small section of the wrist of her left hand was exposed, and there was an incomplete totem there, as if it was a word.

What words? Tao Xin thought about it for a long time and tried his best to think about it, but his memory of that word was always vague. She couldn't even piece together what it was. But there was one thing she always thought she should have seen that word. As for where she had seen it, she couldn't remember. (To be continued.) )