Chapter Forty-Nine: A Lonely Man in a Chaotic World

2007 A.D. Shenyang, China

Ji Ying was lying in the rental room, the sun shining through the window on his white single bed, piercing his eyes. He rolled over, pressed his bare thighs against the quilt, and put his arms on the side www.biquge.info of the bed casually.

His head hurts a little, he must have drunk too much with those buddies yesterday, and he doesn't know why he came back. He felt a little dry in his mouth, and opened his eyes to see if there was any water on the table not far from the bed, and fortunately, there was half a bottle of mineral water that he hadn't finished drinking.

He got out of bed, pulled on his plastic slippers to the table, drank the half bottle of mineral water, and then returned to the bed, throwing his black and thin body on the bed. If he doesn't have to eat, he can lie like this for a day. There's nothing to do anyway.

A burst of melodious mobile phone music sounded, he didn't fall in love, and thought to himself, there is no important person looking for him, let it ring for a while, and see that no one will answer and hang up. However, the music persevered and persistently sounded non-stop, and the posture, if the master did not answer, he would not stop until he ran out of electricity.

Ji Ying reluctantly got up from the bed, got off the ground, took out the mobile phone from the waistband of his trousers, and looked at the number, it was Lao Lei calling. pressed the answer button, only to hear the other party roaring like thunder: "I'm rubbing, why did it take so long to answer the phone, I was startled, I thought you hung up, and just wanted to take a taxi." ”

Ji Ying: "Cao, are you cursing me, King Jizo is not as bad as you, and he still wants me to live a few more days." ”

Lao Lei: "Hehe, it turns out that your kid still has a little friendship with his old man!" ”

Ji Ying: "That's it, you kid be careful, if you have bad intentions towards me one day, I won't say anything bad about you to his old man." Hey hey ......"

Lao Lei: "Cut ......" The other party snorted disdainfully.

Ji Ying: "What's the matter with me?" ”

Lao Lei: "It's nothing, just see if you have anything, you drank like a muddy yesterday, or did a few of our buddies send it back to you." ”

Ji Ying: "Oh, me, I didn't say anything at the time. ”

Lao Lei: "You...... No, nothing was said. There was a snickering at the base of his ears. Ji Ying thought to himself, it's over, as soon as I drank too much wine, I didn't close the door, I must have accidentally told the secret in my heart, otherwise this girl wouldn't laugh so shamelessly.

"Tell me, or I'll get out of the phone and strangle you." Ji Ying pretended to threaten. "Haha, I really didn't say anything, just see you're okay, I'm hanging." Click, the sound of hanging up.

Ji Ying looked at the phone and shouted "hey, hey, hey" for two minutes, but there was no sound in it except for beeps. He really wanted to throw away the phone with a shake of his hand, but his hand was just raised and put down again, and if the phone was gone, he would have to buy another one. Think about the dwindling amount of money in his passbook, and save some money before he gets a job.

was so troubled by Lao Lei, and he didn't feel sleepy. He felt his stomach rumbling a little, and looked at the time on his phone, it was already half past eleven, "I said, why are you hungry." He muttered to himself. It's noon, and I just drank yesterday and didn't eat much, let alone eat. I touched my stomach, it was shriveled and emptied of alcohol, and there was nothing left in this stomach.

Ji Ying put on his clothes and went to the bathroom to wash his face. In the oval mirror is a face with a slight vicissitudes of life: the eye sockets are deep, the forehead lines are also deep, and the stubble on the chin is 3 mm high, black and black on the chin, like countless dense black sesame seeds.

On the sideburns, there was a white hair standing very conspicuously among the many black hairs, Ji Ying used his hands to pull it out, and accidentally pulled off a few black hairs together. He is only 30 years old, and for a man, when he is upright and energetic at this age, he is full of spirit, but he seems to be so vicissitudes.

"Ahem," Ji Ying sighed unconsciously, if it weren't for the blow of divorce and the unhappiness in his career, I'm afraid, he wouldn't have fallen to the point where he is today.

He picked up the soap, dipped it in some water, wiped it on his chin a few times, and began to carefully shave the beard with a razor. No, he didn't shave a beard, but vicissitudes. He wants to make himself energetic, don't always lose his spirit, the road has to move forward, his eyes have to look forward, he doesn't believe it, I win in the season, I can be so unlucky for the rest of my life!

As the saying goes, feng shui takes turns, and I can't say that one day, I will also take the peach blossom luck, or a big pie will fall from the sky and hit my head. Hehe, by then, we will have a day to raise our eyebrows. Thinking so, his face began to smile, and the foam on his chin was neatly scraped by a razor, like a newly carved highway.

Packed up, he went downstairs to eat. He found a small restaurant, ordered the simplest Tianjin buns and porridge, and asked for a plate of small pickles, and after a while, he filled his stomach. Go out to see this big day, there is nowhere to go, simply, go to the Internet café to surf the Internet, this time can pass quickly.

Time seems to stop turning in the Internet café, those Internet worms who are addicted to the Internet, shuttling back and forth in the wonderful Internet world, and in the real world, I don't know when the cold and summer are changing, unless I remember to eat when I am hungry.

You don't need to go out of the bathroom, there is an Internet café, and you can go to the bathroom and come back to surf the Internet, or watch a movie or play a game or chat or listen to music on QQ, anyway, there are a lot of things that can be done. The charm of the Internet is so great that it is difficult for aliens to imagine. Think about Gates, his old man is really far-sighted, otherwise how would he become a billionaire! Extraordinary indeed!

Ji Ying found a machine in the corner of the Internet café and clicked on the game. There are people everywhere in the colorful world, but these people have nothing to do with him. Silently walking through the game, silently doing the tasks in the game.

In this world, like the real world, he likes to be alone and like to go his own way. No one knows his mind, and no one wants to know him. His heart was lonely, helpless, and even desolate.

However, he can only enjoy this loneliness and desolation alone, strange cities and strange people, he seems to have nothing to do with this world, as if his parents should not have brought him to this world, he feels that he is superfluous, because there is no place for himself, not even his lover......

wanted to use the virtual world to numb himself, but when he was addicted to online games a little bit, he found that this world was as cold and ruthless as the real world, full of deception, full of filth, the same chaotic world, and the chaotic crowd. In order to protect himself, he can only treat the world with indifference, and even the people around him.

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