2 But in it I feel a burden of life, and in it I feel a very heavy burden of life,

It was so heavy that it seemed to be there to overwhelm her, what kind of confusion and sadness and sadness. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

And then, she was just there in tears.

The tears were so overwhelmed that they fell into the shimmering river one by one,

The long flowing river has to bring her tears, but the river will never take away the burden of her life.

It can never take away the kind of hardship and hardship she felt there,

It was also there that she could never carry the heavy weight on her shoulders.

Then, it was as if she was going to die of something weighing her down there.

She didn't particularly know what her family had broken up for, and she didn't particularly know why her brother, who had been so good to her, suddenly became like this.

She didn't know why she was getting more and more unhappy, and she didn't know why the days felt more and more difficult and difficult there.

She was just there, and she felt a heavy and deep pain and regret there.

It's just that everything is unknown there, she just seems to be there and wants her parents to come back to the world.

She wants a complete home, she thinks so much that her brother is not so idle and just asks her sister for money,

She thought about it so much that she hadn't been to any country at all, and she hoped that she could meet Ye Luokong again, or meet someone similar to Ye Luokong.

She doesn't have to be in vain.

However, she really wants to meet what she likes.

But why is there so many men, and she has never met the person she likes?

I finally met someone I liked, but I didn't like myself.

She just felt a kind of incomprehension of life there, as if life was always there and everywhere against her and embarrassed.

It's as if the wheel that rotated behind the reincarnation of that time and time changed behind it.

It's as if there are many, many things that are beyond her own control.

It's as if she herself can't find her heart anymore.

She couldn't find her heart, as if her heart had been sold by herself at some point.

Then, it was as if she had no heart anymore.

She was already there feeling so sad that her whole body was convulsing, as if there was no need to cry anymore.

If she is good alone, the whole family is good, because that Li Zhiqiang is not her family!

She was like a homeless ghost, a poor girl who was homeless on the streets.

However, who really has to pity her Li Xianxian?

Think about the damn man she met on that road at that time, what a stinky man, she didn't even recognize him,

He could have counted himself down on that road in front of so many people.

The girl's family still has to have some reputation and prestige.

And in the midst of the stinky man's indiscriminate scolding, she Li Xianxian also seemed to have lost all the reputation and reputation she should and should have there.

She was just in that place, and suddenly she felt the pathos and helplessness of her fate.

She also had a slight inexplicable anger and resentment. It's just that those suppressed emotions feel difficult to vent in it.

Sometimes, her difficulties, her difficulties, her predicament, she felt a sense of anxiety and haggard feeling of forgetting and forgetting that she was not necessarily and forced to do so.

And then she was just there crying in great depression and pain,

However, it was as if the tears had been numb and frozen there, and they could not flow there.

It's something that can't be found, like something that has always been so sought and unfound.

It is a heart that cannot be found, and it is also a state of life and life that cannot be found, and it seems to be a kind of ghost that cannot be found there.

There haunts his mind like a ghost. She didn't know if she was jealous of the little fox there.

It's just that she just doesn't think that fox is better than herself.

Ye Luokong treats it better than himself, and treats the fox closer than himself. She had a feeling of being compared.

But, in the midst of that deep contusion, she only felt a deep wound in that place, only a heavy blow there.

And I feel very angry in it, and it is also a blow of great dissatisfaction.

She just didn't know what it was all about.

She didn't understand what she wasn't good enough about.

Perhaps, there are many things where you are not good enough.

But why did she lose to a fox? Isn't she even a fox?

When a person is too lonely there, and when there is no one to accompany him, he will inevitably think about it there.

Because I was there dreaming and thinking too many thoughts, and in that I thought about some of my thoughts and emotions in it.

Bad your mood and emotions, and also bad your own reason and some of the right and wrong that you should have.

However, at some point, when it is controlled by some negative emotion, what kind of discernment and what negative emotion dominates there.

And in that case, it seems that something that has never been able and cannot be changed.

Everything seems to be incomprehensible there, and it seems to be incomprehensible.

What seems to be unnecessary, and what kind of reason seems to be unclear.

Sometimes, she felt wronged there, and in the midst of the crowd and her relatives, she was just there to feel wronged for herself.

And she was so aggrieved that she wanted to cry, so aggrieved that she wanted to open her mouth to scold, but she still felt more aggrieved there......

I feel that even if I have ten mouths, I can't seem to be able to explain my grievances, distress and annoyance.

She had a very, very bad time there, and she was treated like a few and almost abandons for her only brother.

She was still there occasionally, and there was really some inexplicable urge to give up on herself there.

She just lamented there, and she only sighed there, her hand still stretched out in the river,

It clenched in the water, clenched into a fist, and then, she was just there angry,

She wasn't quite aware of the annoyance and resentment she was there, but it wasn't what she understood.

She didn't quite understand herself. Like a lot of people who don't understand themselves.

I can't quite understand myself.

There will be times when it is difficult for me to tolerate and accept myself, but I am still there with the delusion that others can understand and accept me.

And this kind of thinking is just a kind of self-deception.

When reality was so cruel that it tore through her self-deception, when others didn't care much about and pay attention to the changes in her mood,

It's not as she expected that she will tolerate her various bads, and she won't understand her so-called sufferings.

She will be there to be angry, and there she will be unable to complain,

It's like, what kind of rope will she feel in that realistic and cold world,

There he tied his neck tightly, as if he was going to kill himself at any moment.