Chapter Eighty-Seven: Long Pain Is Better Than Short Pain
"I'm ......" Qing Xuan dodged her cold gaze, lowered her head, and shook the soda in the cup. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"I guess we'd better separate. You are so gentle and kind, you will definitely find a man who is a hundred times stronger than me. I've been wandering since I was a child, and I don't know how to care about people and take care of people, so ......" Qing Xuan said these words slowly, word by word, with firmness in his tone.
When I heard it, I almost didn't get angry. She waited for him for so long, could it be that she was waiting for such a breakup? She is unwilling, she is really unwilling.
"Li Qingxuan, I asked myself if there is no place to be sorry for you, but why are you so ruthless to me. Yes, I'm a little cautious, I usually look at you too closely, and I always doubt you, but that means I care about you. How can you treat me like that. ”
She paused, then said, "Did you do it right?" As your girlfriend, you don't tell me where you go, you don't tell me who you're with, and you don't answer your calls. Seeing that you haven't come back so late, I'm so worried that I can't sleep, I'm worried that you've been hit by a car, I'm worried that you've drunk too much and you've fallen to the ground unconscious...... Am I worried that you are also at fault? ”
Su Yan said, and tears fell. She wiped it with her hand, and the wet eyeliner was all over her face. That delicate makeup collapsed instantly.
"I know, it's all my fault. You've done so much for me, but I've always made you sad. I'm not a good man, I ...... I don't deserve you. Qing Xuan said quietly. When the road between the two of them came to an end, he just wanted to break up peacefully, and he didn't want to make a mess. Although the two people who once loved each other broke up one day, even if they couldn't be friends, he didn't want each other to be enemies. This is the bottom limit of his life.
"Who wants to listen to you say this......" Su Yan had red eyes, choked in his throat and couldn't speak.
"If it's painful for two people to be together, it's better to separate as soon as possible. Better a finger off than always aching. Qing Xuan sprinkled a handful of salt on the other party's wound.
"What's wrong with me, can't I change it? Why do you have to be a scorer? Are you in such a hurry to break up with me, and then you go to her? Although she wasn't very sure who this 'she' was and whether it existed or not, she decided that the reason why Qing Xuan broke up with her was because she had someone else. As everyone knows, Qing Xuan just doesn't want to be bound by love anymore, or by her in the name of love, which is no different from a prisoner for him, who has always been as unruly as the wind.
And love is selfish, in the world of love, there is no room for the emergence of a third party, love is possession, is the product of privatization. There is nothing wrong with no makeup, she wants to protect her love, but her possessiveness has touched the bottom limit of the other party, so nothing can redeem the love she regards as stars.
In fact, she knows very well that if a relationship has ended, don't hold on to it anymore, that will only hurt others and hurt herself. Su Yan is not a person who likes to drill the horns of the bull, she still thinks very clearly about this issue, she only needs Qing Xuan to say to her personally: "They are over." Then she would cry with tears in her eyes for a few days. After that, I will still be smiling and welcoming a new tomorrow.
However, although she was mentally prepared when she came, she still couldn't help herself in such a situation. She thought that she had overestimated herself, because she was actually very fragile on the inside. She needed a fulcrum to support her, otherwise, she was afraid that she would fall.
Finally said the words that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time, and Qing Xuan's heart was much more relaxed. She looked at the weak plain face and wanted to go over to help her, but she was afraid that she would misunderstand, thinking that she still loved her in her heart. So, he hardened his heart to see her lying on the table. Xiaoxiao came back from the bathroom at this time. Qing Xuan got up, took out a thousand yuan from his LV bag and put it on the table, and then said, "I still have something to do, I'll go first." No makeup, I'll leave it to you. ”
Behind him was a shocked smile, and a black face in front of him that fainted in an instant.
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