Chapter 5: Me and Memory

Just when I was a little uneasy, Murong's mother gently said angrily: "Don't talk nonsense, after my daughter's family understands things, the natural changes are much greater, you are still young and don't understand, your fourth sister has woken up." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½ā€

Whew...... It's still good for Murong's mother, all the changes she has made to me are just due to my "awakening".

Brother Yu still looked at me with a stupid look, and completely threw away the heroic posture of his sword dance just now. And this child's face is getting redder and redder, and his sister, who grew up together, suddenly has changed her temperament, and it is inevitable that she will be a little excited, but it seems that he likes my change. That's right, which brother doesn't want his sister to be beautiful, at least don't be unkempt every day.

"Brother Yu, look, is it appropriate for me to wear such a dress?" I asked in a slightly ostentatious voice in front of him, and then turned it slightly, letting the hem of my skirt flutter like a blooming flower. In fact, I have wanted to do this action for a long time, and I have never had the opportunity to wear such a beautiful costume before.

Shota blushed and didn't seem to dare to look closely, but he also looked at me with a blink, and his big black eyes didn't blink for a moment.

"Brother Yu? You...... Okay? "I see that he hasn't answered me all along, and I can't help but worry about whether this little Zhengtai has too poor resistance, no matter how beautiful he dresses up, he is his own sister who grew up with him, and they are still young at each other's age, so they won't be dazzled, right? I looked up at him slightly, then waved my hand in front of his eyes.

"Oh...... Oh! Very...... It's very beautiful! No, it's really pretty, better than the paintings in the study...... More beautiful! He actually stammered loudly, and as soon as these words came out, I didn't have any reaction, and Murong's mother and the two maids in the back laughed quietly.

I saw that he seemed to be very nervous, turned his head to look at Murong's mother, she smiled with a little regret: "Rong'er is indeed good-looking, but it's a pity that our class is not blessed, if Rong'er is not the sister of the class, I will make the decision myself and let Rong'er marry our class." After saying that, he shook his head with a smile. But her words shocked me a lot, judging from her attitude before and after, it seems that I am sensible, well-behaved, and beautiful...... It's the same as wanting to get married. Oh no, doesn't that mean I'm going to be married off soon? I heard that when I got married in ancient times, I didn't even know what my husband looked like, so I wouldn't be able to accept it.

"Good Rong'er, what are you thinking about?" Murong's mother lowered her body and suddenly approached me and asked, and the sudden question made me tremble.

"No, it's nothing......" Because I thought of getting married just now, my face was a little hot now. Mother Murong, and Brother Yu, I think ...... It's getting late today, so I'll go back to the house and rest, right? ā€

"Hmm...... Yes, Ban'er, send your fourth sister back to the house. ā€

"Well, good!" Brother Yu seems to be quite happy, and he is really still immersed in the strange phenomenon of "my sister's big change", right?

Along the way, he just lowered his head and pulled me away, and a maid in the back carried a bunch of clothes given to me by Murong's mother for me. It's strange, why didn't he say a word? Am I getting too hot and making him a little unacceptable?

Let's test it.

"Brother Yu......" I said first, "Why don't you say a word along the way, did Rong'er do something wrong and provoke Brother Yu?" Isn't he angry with Rong'er? "This is called convincing softness, for the elders, especially the elder brothers and sisters, no matter how angry they are, using this soft tone will definitely make the other party angry.

"Ah, no!" Brother Yu denied loudly as he walked, and at the same time I felt that the strength of his hand had increased, "Brother Yu is very happy, the fourth sister is not as well-behaved as before...... Brother Yu is afraid that you will be bullied by the second brother and the third brother again. ā€

It turned out that he was thinking about it, but I almost forgot that in the afternoon, the second demon brother beat me up just because he suspected me of stealing his book, and he didn't show any mercy. What the? There is also a third brother!! Could it be that the third brother is as cruel and violent as the second brother?

"Third brother, he ...... Isn't it fierce too? "I have to figure it out, otherwise I will be beaten again in confusion, and I can take a little guard against it when I know it in the future.

"The third brother and the second brother are twins...... this sentence really scared me, that kind of vicious devil actually has a twin?

"They...... Don't you wait for Brother Yu to be by my side anymore, and you're going to beat me again? "I'm a little upset, I haven't been beaten since I was a child, and it's the first time I've been beaten so badly by a boy since I came here, I really don't want to go through it again.

"Fourth sister, don't be afraid, ...... in the future Brother Yu is guarding you and not letting them bully you. This Zhengtai said in an extremely serious tone, it seems that this is a more solemn "promise" of his. I'm really sorry for this Zhengtai brother, everything I did today is just because I came to this era, I was too uneasy, and I had to find an umbrella for myself, but if this child really liked me, it was destined to be a tragedy for him, because "I" was his own sister...... Still, there should be no problem, right? I used to hear adults say that boys were late in understanding, and in my time, most of those fourteen or fifteen-year-old boys only knew how to play computer games, and they didn't know what love and love were. Presumably, this kid is just feeling beautiful things now, and he hasn't thought too much about it, right?

When I arrived at my broken house, the maid put all the clothes neatly into the wooden cabinet for me, and Brother Yu seemed to want to sit for a while, but I saw that it was getting late, so I hastily sent him away.

Seeing his reluctant look, it really softened my heart, such a cute Zhengtai, he actually stuck to me, okay, I told him to come to me tomorrow, so that I wouldn't be afraid of the devil coming to beat me tomorrow, right?

Then I washed up and went back to bed, thinking a lot...... From this point of view, Xu Mansion is really a big family, I'm afraid there are still many people who "I" should be very familiar with, alas, sad, it would be good if I could wake up and return to the real me, but it is estimated that it is unlikely, I said softly to myself: "Dong Xiaoyou, Dong Xiaoyou, even if it becomes Xu Rong now, no matter what kind of ancient times you are in, you have to live well." ā€

The child's body may be more afraid of sleepiness, obviously I slept a lot during the day today, but now I lie down for a while, and I actually fall asleep again in a daze, whirring......

Hazy, it seemed like a voice sounded in my head......

I don't know where I am now, it's pitch black, I can't see anything......

"Xiaoyu?" Following the voice, a little girl appeared in front of her, with big eyes, long black hair, and white skin like jade...... Isn't this that Xu Rong?? So, she's in front of me, so that means I've changed back? Changed back to the original Dong Xiaoyu??

I immediately looked at myself...... Why does he still seem to be a child's figure, wearing that set of fairy dresses?

"Don't look at it anymore, you are me, and you will be [me] from now on." The girl in front of her suddenly spoke.

"What the hell is this...... What do you mean? "Confused, if "you" is Xu Rong, then why is my consciousness in you?

"Sister Youyou, do you know, Sansheng III?"

"Three lives and three lives? It seems to be talking about human reincarnation or something, right? ā€

"That's right, you are me, I am you, we are one."

"That's... For the gods I will be in ancient times? And how did I get into your body? "I'm still confused.

"This ...... I don't know, maybe it's God's arrangement, or maybe it's just God's prank. ā€

"Wait, you say you're me? But when I arrived at your Xu family one day, how do you feel that the personalities of the two of us are completely impossible to be the same person? ā€

"Well...... Sister Youyou, what do you think of me now? Could it be the dirty girl you feel who doesn't know etiquette and doesn't know how to dress up? ā€

As she spoke, she gently brushed her braids, her little red lips slightly upturned, and she looked more seductive than me, who had lived for nearly twenty years. A dead little ghost, you actually scratch your head in front of your mother, how old are you?? I really want to rush over and educate her hard......

"Sister Youyou, so we are all one person, no matter what our personality is or what we like, it's just that the environment is different in each life, and it is inevitable that we will have differences."

If you explain it this way...... I can understand that.

"So, what exactly are you trying to say?" I asked, I was stunned, I could believe that she and I were alone, because in fact, before the age of 13, I remembered that I was also a tomboy, but now it has been so long that I have forgotten about it.

"It's nothing, I just hope you can understand that we are alone. I know it, and you know it, but what you know, I don't necessarily know. Because, you didn't belong to this dynasty in the first place. ā€

This sentence is to the point, "Then you mean that God arranged for me to return to this era in the future, or my past life, and must have hoped that I would do something with my future knowledge?" ā€

"I don't know...... Maybe. She still looked at me a little playfully, "Sister Youyou, we are all one person, and we all think the same, don't we?" ā€

"Thoughts...... "Do you mean?" …… No matter which dynasty you are in, you have to live well, and you have wine today and drunk today? Is that what you mean?

"That's right, we are always an ordinary woman, what can we do? It's true to live a good life, who cares so much? "I love to hear that. Which stupid fairy asked me to make some contribution, that was the stupid fairy's big mistake, O(∩_∩)O haha~

"So, Sister Youyou, you will be a good Xu Rong in the future, don't be afraid of any changes, you are you, you are me, you want to know any memories about me, as long as you think about it with your heart, you will definitely be able to recall it."

"As long as I think about it with my heart??" I get it...... That is to say, I don't have to worry about who I should know when I see "Xu Rong" in the future, I can't call out the name, right? That's a good thing.

Suddenly, I woke up......

"Oh my God, what kind of dream is this...... You might as well let me go back. "I complained, the room was pitch black, it seemed that it was still in this dilapidated house, and I really wanted to go back to the old era...

By the way, what does this dream mean? Think about it with your heart...... I am...... Xu Rong? There are no small characters, and I grew up in Xu's mansion since I was a child...... I haven't met my biological father yet, but I watched from afar when I was a child...... Murong's mother is the second concubine of my father, Master Xu, and has taken care of me since I was a child......

Okay, the memory has come up, it seems that although I am still Dong Xiaoyou's character, most of Xu Rong's memories have slowly surfaced, okay, in this way, at least I won't be blind in this big Xu Mansion, right? Hum...... I don't have to worry about it, as long as I know who these people are, I can find the right way to protect myself!

It seems that God still doesn't want me to die in ancient times so inexplicably, right? Thank God, from tomorrow onwards, I will slowly live my little life in this Xu Mansion. Anyway, it's a big deal to die, and the next life is still my Dong Xiaoyou......