Chapter 261: Awakening
Now, there are two people in this room who have fallen, two people who were originally alive, but now have no sense, no feeling. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
They could have been alive, but now they're all dead.
They died in the contradictions and struggles between humans and vampires.
I should have died, but now I'm alive. I looked at them with my eyes open and felt a faint pain in my heart.
"If you want to continue to see the world a little longer, Lyle, you're definitely not doing nothing right now. Well, now, let's not think about anything, since someone has given it, then, it is natural to ask for it, and your friend does not want you to accompany him now. Perhaps, he still hates you, perhaps, he just wants you to take on more of what he should have shouldered. Don't let him down, choose in, Lyle, let's get started. β
I know what Lisa said about the beginning represents.
The structure of this vampire's body makes me feel disgusting in the first place.
Hearing Lisa say this, I closed my eyes in boredom.
The reason why I closed my eyes was not because I was afraid, but because, at the moment, I was really tired of it. An indescribable fatigue surrounded me, not because I was poisoned, but because Vincent, in fact, I really didn't want him to die, even if it had nothing to do with me, on the contrary, maybe the human who had planned to burn me with gasoline before, and I didn't want him to die.
In this place of carnage and blood, I felt that it was difficult to exist.
I closed my eyes and let the smell of blood waft around me.
Normally, these smells are a temptation for vampires, but for me, they are a nuisance, something that seriously interferes with my sense of smell and mood.
Eventually, the facts were confirmed, and I no longer had the bloodthirsty impulses that vampire nature should have in my vampire life. Even, every time I face this emotion that was originally full of temptation, there is no joy in my heart, but there are countless bad feelings. In this bad feeling, there are countless strong feelings of guilt.
Vincent saved my body, but he didn't redeem my soul, he pushed them deeper into the abyss.
Vincent said to reassure me and put me at ease. He said that I saved him, not harmed him. But, really, when he disappeared, I never forgave myself.
It is easy to be forgiven by others, but it is very difficult to forgive yourself.
In everything that happened next, I had my eyes closed. I was at the mercy of a lifeless corpse.
I have to admit that Lisa is a strange woman who borders on genius.
My eyes were closed, my consciousness was dull and numb with grief, but I felt a cold tube tap into my artery. Then, a liquid as cold as my body flowed down the tube and into my body. And almost at the same time, the heaviness in my body that was difficult to get rid of dissipated more and more with the entry of this already cool thing.
Lisa was quietly and methodically doing this by my side.
I couldn't see her expression, and I couldn't guess how she was feeling at the moment.
In my mind, Lisa will always be a mystery. Sometimes she is gentle as water, sometimes strong as iron. Perhaps, I will never be able to understand Lisa, and I will never be able to understand her love.
In this way, in the midst of a state of confusion, I felt as if I had returned to human time. Back to the days when I was a human child.
I enjoyed the warmth and pleasure of being taken care of by others, without thinking about what my current situation was like.
Replacing the dirty blood in the body and infusing it with new blood is almost a process of regaining a new life.
The process is refreshing and refreshing.
At first, I was still guilty of a kind of conscience, but it was not long before this self-blame was replaced by a kind of comfort, and before I knew it, I found myself asleep and dreaming. In the dream, it is all sweet stories.
In this way, I fell asleep in a state of warmth and contentment.
I don't know how long I slept and it looks like I've been through centuries. But it was like a new birth.
When I opened my eyes from the chaos, it was daytime, and it was a sunny day.
Around me, there was no one.
In this small room, I'm alone now.
Before, the room had never been bigger, but now, it felt indescribably empty.
I tried to make my brain clearer. Struggling to remember what happened before I fell asleep.
Eventually, I found the outline, and everything became clearer and clearer in my brain like a movie.
"Vincentγγγγγγγ I muttered a name, but halfway through it, I couldn't say it anymoreγγγγγγγ Vincentγγγγγγ He will always be just a nameγγγγγ But Lisaγγγγγγ β
I looked around and confirmed once again that I was the only one in the room and no one else.
The house was just tidy up. Everything seems more orderly here than it was when Lisa and I lived together.
But everything looks too orderly. Such a normative arrangement often excludes human nature. What makes people feel lifeless seems to be a residence that has been uninhabited for a long time.
I slowly stood up from the wall where I had been sitting.
That wall used to support my weight, and it kept me from falling when I was weak.
Lisa sat me down in this position.
Last night, no, maybe a night a few days ago, maybe a night dozens of days ago, Lisa put me here and brought me back to life. And the price of my new life was the lives of two people. One is a normal human, and the other is my friend.
I, stand up. I felt empowered all over my body. It seems that the slightest movement or slight force of my doing something will make the world read my presence and be shocked.
Driven by this feeling, I did it.
As a result, I reaped the rewards.
I got the floor on this floor from its original location to the downstairs.
When a puff of dust kicked up, my body was safe on the ground on the first floor.