115 can't forget, 2
2 Hope that something can change in that life,
In the midst of that, faintly, also there quietly waiting,
What awaits change, and what awaits change,
What was there disappeared there,
It's as if something has disappeared for a long time and for a long time and has been going on and on and on.
It's a vacancy, it's a blank,
It's just working hard there, and a lot of times, that kind of effort, it seems like a blind effort,
He didn't want to be so blind, but when the goal was gone, the expectation was gone,
The purpose and direction of seeking and guarding are also gone there,
It was as if he had come to a sea filled and submerged with a thick mist.
He's just a swimmer to exhaustion, and if he doesn't reach the finish line,
Or if he can't see the end, he'll sink in it,
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I gave up the struggle that belonged to life.
Life and life seem to need some sustenance,
Just need some emotional and psychological sustenance in general,
I hope that what I have will be better there, and my dreams will be better there,
It's as if you're getting better there, just waiting there.
It also seems to be just waiting quietly there,
It also seems to be waiting there silently,
I don't know what everything will become.
Everything is blurred there, too.
But I seem to be just there to take that kind of vagueness, and there is no way to do it.
I seem to be there to want to change,
However, when it comes to changing something, it takes a huge price and hardship.
In the face of that great difficulty and tribulation, it was as if there was nothing to be sought there,
It's like something that's hard to find there, it's hard to find,
There seems to be something that can be done there,
It's as if it's just because I'm powerless there,
It's just that I don't have any strength there.
And I am also in it, and I am not willing to pay much more and how much effort I have.
Because I don't want to give, and I can't get it in the end.
But in many cases, it always belongs to what is not willing to pay there,
But it's something that I want very, very much there.
The gap between fantasy and reality is always there to magnify,
It's as if it's been magnified by the infinite,
What is a dream, what is an illusion, and what is a fantasy.
Dreams also need to be realistic, and dreams also need reality as the foundation.
It's just something that's confused in there, it's just something that's blurred in it,
It's just that what is unknown and unclear in it, it is a kind of stagnation, and it is also something that stops.
There is a kind of stillness that is quiet, like stagnant water that is still there,
Many, many things are general that don't exist there, and it seems to be a general that is difficult to exist there.
He doesn't want to face reality, just because reality is too barren there, too dull there,
It's unacceptable, it's not as beautiful as I imagined, and it's not as magical as I imagined.
It's like there's always so much to want, and there's always so little to really get.
And after that endless extravagance and desire, after all the dreams of all things have disappeared there,
Everything seems to have been beaten back to the prototype there, and it seems that it is there that it has returned to a reality again.
A very painful, very difficult, very sad and helpless kind of embarrassing reality,
is also in that difficult reality, just there to comfort myself,
It is also there that I want to comfort myself, and I am also in that comfort and relief,
Slowly calming something down, as if you were calming your own mind in it, calming there, calming there.
If there is something that can be cherished there, there is something to be cherished.
Because no matter how unsatisfying and inadequate everything seems at this moment,
However, the reality is that it can get worse there, and that is a kind of cycle of time.
It also seems to be a kind of reality of time, and in the torture of that reality of time,
When what kind of vertex really appears there, everything becomes empty again in it,
And it's a void that seems so completely shattered.
It's like a lost and lost void that is shattered and hard to find, a pain of the same world.