The twentieth time, the ruler is thinking about Lang Jun, and the cloud is relieved to care for people
The sky is clear in the fog. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info At the end of the world, unprovoked thoughts are scattered. Fools have their own troubles, and fate is difficult to find sooner or later. If there was no momentary encounter, maybe there would not be today's lovesickness. Knowing each other will only add to your worries.
If you are alone, you will live better. At least there won't be so much sorrow, and the tormented heart will be haggard. How could it be like now, struggling with emotional entanglements? Helplessly, this flying flotsam in the sky caused people to be disturbed. The world is vast, but there is no place to stay.
I don't want to be an emotional flower, I just want to follow my heart to the end of the world. Such a simple life is always difficult to achieve. Is it a trick of fate, or is it too demanding. Caring for each other, whether it is happiness or pain, will only be mediocre people.
The green hills in the distance slowly disappeared under the slanting sun. The bird flapped its wings and returned to its nest. Everything around you is as quiet as ever. The night in the desert came very early, very early. It seems to shroud everything in the world under this firmament.
No one can escape his own heart. Just like the strong ruler, it has been a few days since he came to the Yuchi family. Every time he sees Qiaoqiao laughing, Qi Su will be very envious. She envied Qiaoqiao that she could have an older brother like Mu Chenxuan.
Lying quietly on the table, his mind was full of Lin Yifan's dark eyes. She couldn't forget Lin Yifan's resolute face. I can't forget that he was in front of his sedan chair. The reluctance in his eyes is a kind of emotional care.
The snuggling of two hearts can be without sweet words, and there can be no flowers before the moon. But the concern for each other, or a small gesture. will let that floating heart find a home in the wind. In fact, Qi Su also longed for this, and she knew for the first time what it meant to miss.
She wanted to see Yifan, and she desperately wanted to know. What is he doing now, has he arrived in Jiangcheng safely. The desert was barren, and she had been dreaming all the time. It's just that Lin Yifan in his dream always treats himself coldly. It was just a dream, and she was comforting herself.
Within a few days, Qi Su lost a lot of weight. She had thought of taking this opportunity to rush to Kyoto as soon as possible. But Mu Chenxuan has been guarding her and will not leave for a moment. So she couldn't leave at all, so she was bored and looked out the window.
At this time, Chu Chen came in with a bowl of red date porridge and said with a smile: "I heard Mu Gongzi say, you haven't eaten well for several days." This is the porridge I asked the cook to boil for you. Looking at this bowl of red date porridge, Qi Su was very grateful. She realized what it means to be a friend.
It's also strange that I would be so grateful to a stranger in the first place. Why later, when I saw my sister Xianyun again. Qi Su will suddenly have a cold attitude. Are you blaming Xianyun for her ruthlessness, leaving her alone back then? Qi Su didn't understand a little, but suddenly understood something.
It turns out that I have always been thinking about my sister. I was also looking in the dark, but I suddenly saw Xianyun. In her memory, there is only loneliness in the heavy rain. At that time, Xianyun left her in the wind and rain and never came back. Every time I think about this, I close my eyes slightly.
Either way, Xianyun is her older sister. This is an indisputable fact that everything of the year. Why do you need to explain it again, as long as you are doing well now. And what does it matter, for rulers. Her only regret in this life is that she didn't kiss her own mouth and called Xianyun "sister".
The moment she stepped into the Buddha's door, she let go of all her thoughts. Except for Lin Yifan, this is the matter. She clasped her palms together and meditated, hoping that the Buddha would forgive her. In the future, let time write for her. This story is also hidden in the vast desert.
Lonely shadows are scattered, scattered all over the world. The geese chirp on the earth, evoking a scene of spring. Distant memories slowly grow old. The once familiar smile is also spreading bit by bit. I really want to go back to that early autumn, where there is a memory of ruler. There is her, and the story of Yifan.
Listening to the encounter at that time, it was as if a pot of old wine was brewing. It exudes a long-lasting smell, perhaps time is too rushed. Before I had time to think about it, the old past began to blur. One by one, the fallen flowers under the tree begin to spread slowly.
In that early autumn, it was the first encounter of shakusu. Although those cold eyes, they touched the softest place in her heart. From then on, the concern began slowly. The story of Qi Su and Lin Yifan is still slowly unfolding.
"Don't worry, I'll let the evening makeup go out to find it," Chu Chen gently patted her shoulder, but her heart was endlessly sad. Because yesterday, the evening makeup told Chu Chen. It was said that Donglu posted the emperor's list to find the missing "jade talent". After careful inquiry, there is no doubt that it is the ruler.
The next news really surprised Chu Chen. Those about the identity of the ruler are slowly said in the mouth of the evening makeup. Xu is the use of conspiracy, Xu is the struggle for power. But no matter what, the spearhead is pointed at the ruler. This news surprised Chu Chen.
However, for Chu Chen, she never asked about the affairs of the imperial court. She only hopes that her passers-by can return satisfied. That's fine, but now the ruler is so pitiful. Thinking about it, Chu Chen decided to hide it. Maybe it's the evening makeup that makes a mistake, or maybe it's just the same name and surname.
Chu Chen ordered the evening makeup to hide the news. It's good to hide it for as long as you want, just don't know it. Therefore, Chu Chen asked Mu Chenxuan to drag the ruler. The ruler I saw in front of me did describe emaciation. Let Chu Chen sigh unconsciously for this. If she learns the news, she doesn't know what will happen.
But the only worry is whether Lin Yifan will already know. If so, what will happen to the poor ruler? Looking at Chu Chen's frowning brows, Qi Su knew her. was worried about himself, and he smiled unconsciously and said, "Sister Chu Chen came to see me, I'm very happy." ”
You can hear that what she said was very reluctant. And the eye sockets are sunken, which makes people extremely worried. Chu Chen stroked her cold hand and comforted: "Have a good rest...... she didn't want to ask anything more, about her identity, in comparison, Qi Su's body was the most important.
"Sister Chu Chen!" Qi Su shouted, stroked Qingsi, and said, "After so many days, it's time to leave." I'll leave tomorrow, it's not far from Kyoto. "Isn't it good to live here?" Chu Chen was thinking about how to keep the ruler.
Xu is Chu Chen said too politely, and Qi Su was a little embarrassed. came out of Kyoto, except for Wanning and Lin Yifan. Chu Chen was the best for her, and Chu Chen smiled slightly: "When you go out, you rely on friends." You are weak now, and it is best to recuperate for a few more days. ”
Once upon a time, he listened to the most words in the deep palace. It is "joy and anger are invisible", and years of training have made her forget what friendship is. It's nice to be able to meet a friend or two. It can be regarded as a life in vain, which is the happiest thing for rulers.
But Qi Su was worried about Yifan, so he had to say goodbye and leave. If you have a thought in your heart, you can't let it go. This is the bond of the red world, and no one can get rid of it. Since he was so stubborn, Chu Chen had no way to persuade him. I had to say cherish.
The day is warm and the wind is light, and the white clouds linger. The wind shifts, and the shadows of the trees are mottled. Dotted gardenias, in the middle of a barrenness. Blooming his youth, that moment of longing, familiar taste, lingering in memories. A wooden lattice window reflects a tear-stained face.
Thinking back to entering the palace in the early autumn of last year, the encounter at that time was still in front of me. Chu Junhao's feelings about him are true or false, which is unpredictable. Sometimes it's as gentle as jade, and sometimes it's really cold. The hearts that care about each other are also rising and falling.
I don't know what Jun Hao will be doing at this time. Isn't it already ready to go to Kyoto? Yes, it must be. In order to fight for the throne, he used all means. Including sacrificing the emotions of ruler and Yifan, and also including living up to Wanning's infatuation.
In fact, Wan Ning was thinking of Jun Hao and asked her to be a chess piece. She confessed, but asked her to stay in Jiangcheng. Separated from Jun Hao again, she is really difficult to accept. If it's fate, it's okay. If it was said by Jun Hao himself, it did make Wan Ning hurt his spirits.
Push open the window, and the warm wind is accompanied by the warm sunshine. Splashing a wisp of fresh breath, blowing the dispersion of a winter. The scenery in front of her was a little blurry in Wanning's eyes. She rubbed her eyes, and it turned out to be a white light. Even if you try harder, it's just a glimmer of light.
She knew it was the spring sun. The shadow of the lake was reflected, but unfortunately she couldn't see it. Come to think of it, it must be a beautiful spring scene. The wind blows the green silk, accompanied by the smell of gardenias. Encroaching on her body, she could feel it.
Close your eyes gently and take a deep breath. The sweet smell of gardenias, permeating every cell around the body. It's a good feeling, and it can make you forget all kinds of troubles for a while. Footsteps sounded behind him, and it was Xianyun walking over with rice wine.
Rice wine in the morning, with a slight smell of dew. But it lacks the heaviness of dusk, and I remember that it was in the Zhengyang Hall at that time. The soaked rice wine has a feeling of nostalgia. In the past, it all went east. Although Jun Hao promised himself, it was useless.
When she turned around and reached out to take the rice wine. But because my eyes were blurry, I touched the edge of the rice wine. With the sound of "open-minded", all the rice wine was sprinkled. Wanning was shocked, only to realize that she couldn't see anything.
Her head was a little blank, and she froze there. I didn't know what to do, but I felt a little weak. It seems that light bubbles are floating all around. She could see that in the early autumn of last year, the gardenia was slightly falling. I really want to see that the peach blossoms five years ago are as gorgeous as the sun.
"Is the girl alright?" Xianyun didn't care about cleaning up the broken porcelain bowl, and instead grabbed Wanning's hand anxiously. It's good that it hasn't been burned yet, and Xianyun breathed a sigh of relief. Only then did he lean over, and while cleaning up the broken porcelain, he comforted Wanning, "What is the girl thinking, so distracted?" ”
I didn't hear Wan Ning's answer, but I saw that her eyes were a little dull. Xianyun was startled, and hurriedly put down the work in his hand. stepped forward and helped Wan Ning to the soft couch, patted her shoulder gently, and asked with concern, "What's wrong with the girl?" Tell Yun'er quickly, girl......"
At this time, Wanning's ears were full of buzzing sounds. She could faintly hear someone talking in her ear. I just couldn't hear it very clearly, and my head was full of scattered gardenia petals. She looked blankly at the pale sky, a little scared in her heart.
I remember the previous time, in order to find Jun Hao as soon as possible. asked Yuan Yibin to give himself acupuncture, and the price of this acupuncture is a pair of eyes and a memory. Could it be, is it time? No, it won't, it won't! Wan Ning shook her head in horror.
The indifferent fragrance of gardenias permeates every corner of the surroundings. The brilliant sunset soaks the sky in a bright light. The birds pierce the remnant sun and find their home. In mid-air, a beautiful arc is crossed. Reflecting the twilight, it is quite beautiful.
When Wanning woke up, it was already the afternoon of the next day. That is, she slept for two whole days. Xianyun couldn't bear to disturb, and she was afraid that something would happen to Wanning. I have been staying by the side, when I went to the Moon Tower to find Jun Hao. I didn't find it, and there was no one there for Xiao Yihan.
So in the huge Mu Mansion, only Wanning and Xianyun were left. Xianyun couldn't leave, so he asked the family to find a doctor, and he sat quietly next to him and drew the pattern. From time to time, he stood up and meditated with his palms together, hoping that Wanning could wake up as soon as possible.
"The girl is awake?" Xianyun watched Wanning slowly sit up from the couch, unconsciously surprised and delighted. Busy making tea, a cup of warm tea soothed Wanning's heart. It has been scattered for a long time. Xianyun helped Wanning to lean on the couch, and only then did he personally eat tea for her.
Xu has slept for a long time, and Xu has nightmares. But when she saw Wanning, she didn't speak, nor did she look at Xianyun. just took advantage of the situation to eat tea, which made Xianyun more and more worried. At this time, it stands to reason that he should be sober. But why, Wanning looked so confused.
So Xianyun gently shook her shoulders and kept shouting Wanning's name. longing for Wanning, there will be a reply. I don't know how many screams, and Xianyun's tears flowed a lot. But there was still no Wan Ning, and if there was any reaction, Xian Yun cried urgently.
In fact, Wanning didn't agree, but she couldn't hear it at all. It wasn't until Xianyun shook her shoulder that she slowly replied: "Xianyun? Is that you? Hearing Wan Ning suddenly ask, Xian Yun cried with joy. hugged Wanning and nodded vigorously.
It's good that Wanning can speak. At sunset, the doctor finally came. After diagnosing the pulse for a long time, he shook his head and sighed, and left with the medicine box on his back. Regardless of Xianyun's pleading, the doctor just ignored it. Turning to look at the sluggish Wanning, Xianyun's heart was very sad.
At the beginning, her uncle asked her to take care of Wanning, but now she has lost her duty. Xianyun was a little ashamed, and she reacted. But it was carefully put in her ears: "Yun'er, don't be sad...... I know very well in my own heart that this is actually a matter of time......"
Yes, the consequences of acupuncture in the first place. Now that they have all been fulfilled, what else can be said? It's just your own self-inflicted hardship, if you listen to Yuan Yibin's words. Now, the eyes will be almost better. At least not, as painful as it is now.
Anyway, fortunately, there is Xianyun by his side, and fortunately, his memory has not dissipated. Everything is just for the best, and she keeps comforting herself. She naturally knows that there is still a long way to go. So she must be strong and never be beaten by difficulties.
The gardenia on the windowsill is quietly sweet. In early spring, admire your own fragrance. The years are long, and there is a long road that reverberates around you. Those who have passed away are far away one by one with a slight sigh. In the blink of an eye, they went their separate ways.
In the rolling red dust, the gardenias are still there, the indelible memories are still there, and the people who have helped them are also there. Wan Ning was not too weak, and she tried to open her eyes. Longing to follow the light, in the vast darkness. Looking for a glimmer of hope, longing for that comfort.