Chapter 4: Parting

Jack lowered his head slightly, and his gaze was fixed on the two hands that I was hanging limply beside me at the moment. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Lyle," Jack muttered, "we 。。。。。。。 Can you still hold hands? ”

I looked at him, at his familiar face, and in my mind, there was the way he had when he was human, the look he had when he was human, the way he had looked at me as a human。。。。。。。

But now。。。。。。

I hesitated。。。。。。。

The atmosphere around us was a little awkward, and eventually, he abruptly withdrew his gaze.

"Lyle, don't say it, don't say it again, I don't need your answer, I've got it。。。。。。"

I looked at him, still looking at his face, and a tingle appeared in my heart.

"Lyle, let's go our separate ways." Finally, he looked up, and in his eyes, I saw a kind of firmness, "Let's part." At this, he suddenly laughed, "If I had known this, I wouldn't have done it." ”

"Do what?" I asked expressionlessly.

"Turn you into a vampire," he said in a somewhat abrupt tone, "Originally, I wanted you to stay with me, but now, neither of us can do it. I really regret that if I had known this, I would have kept the original memories instead of completely ruining our friendship for the sake of my own pitiful expectations, Lyle, I really regret it. ”

"Jack," I didn't know what to say, and listened to him with some numbness, "let the past pass, and since it happened, we need no regrets." Now, perhaps, it's time for us to make a decision。。。。。。 ”

"Yes, make a decision!"

"Goodbye, then, my old friend," I said, looking at him, trying to squeeze some smiles out of him, "hopefully in the near future, when we meet again, you'll be stronger." I said this, but, very sadly, my heart did not want him to be strong, and I tried to find the feeling I had when I was a human being, the sincerity, the passion, the enthusiasm and the expectation, but I searched every cell of myself and could not find them.

"Yes, Lyle, I'm sure we'll see you again, as vampires, we have enough lives to continue our future encounters, you and I, Lyle, we'll see each other."

"Yes, I believe, Jack."

Jack looked at me, his gaze faint, but eventually, something suddenly welled up in his gaze, and at this moment, he spoke again, "Lyle, although the world of vampires is immortal, it is also full of dangers. I hope that the two of us, in the future of both of us, will have countless days of reunion and encounter. In this cruel world, we will not be destroyed as weakling. We're going to survive, and we'll be -- forever。。。。。。 He looked at me with some anticipation in his eyes.

"I swear, Jack, this will come true."

"All right," said him, as I finished speaking, he approached me, held out his hand, and, taking his hand on mine. His movements were still as skilful as ever, and he had a temperament that I knew and loved. But as soon as his hands touched my skin, a biting chill spread along the spot.

I endured what was a wonderful hug, and eventually, he left my side.

"Take care!" He looked at me with a moment's reluctance in his eyes, and then he turned around and took a big stride forward.

"Take care!" I looked at his back, looked at his familiar back, and suddenly felt a little sour in my nose, and that kind of parting was something I was reluctant to leave. But now, I can't allow myself to grieve to my heart's content.

Eventually, a numb emotion came over me, and I just looked at him as if at an extremely ordinary object, until he completely disappeared from my sight。。。。。。。

When he completely disappeared from my side, for some reason, a sense of solidity rose in my heart. It was a sense of security, a sense of comfort, a sense of comfort, I can't put into words what it was, in short, a feeling that I had never felt in the previous days of my life. So now, I can think of it as a special feeling that I only had after I became a vampire.

When this feeling rose in my body, I couldn't help but think of such a story, that is, when I was a human being, I once heard the grandmother who liked to tell stories say that vampires, they are a group of creatures who like to be alone, they are withdrawn, they don't like to live in groups, they have no friends, only themselves, they live in cold and despair forever, however, they are greedy for life and never want themselves to disappear, they are a group of indestructible things, seriously endangering human beings。。。。。。

When this story rose in my memory, my heart was immediately seized by a feeling of namelessness.

Vampires, they are a serious endanger to humans.

Yes, that's what Grandma said. I remember it vividly now, the look on her face, even her gaze, and her slightly quivering lips when she said this, and she told me that her grandfather had lost his life to a vampire, and that her grandfather had been the love of her life.

My heart suddenly ached, but in the end, it was covered up by a numb calmness.

Grandma, that's a distant memory, just like now, humanity will finally be far away from me. All memories will disappear in my life.

At this very moment, in my heart, something suddenly arose, a feeling I had not felt before, a feeling that kept and on

What is that?

I was a little puzzled.

Eventually, I understood that it was a sense of self that was spreading and spreading because of my loneliness. Once this consciousness spreads, it can never be taken back. They greedily devoured every cell in my body, imprinting its qualities firmly into it.

At this moment, I felt better than ever.

I am like a beautiful thing standing in this heaven and earth, with infinite power and endless energy, in my eyes, no one is nothing!