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43 hard to find

What struggles, what is constantly struggling, is what kind of struggle that is so helpless, and cannot easily let go and let go, that is a haggard wait, and what kind of empty waiting that cannot wait. Writing "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info she just suddenly had to flinch. That's a sense of smell that is unique to foxes, a more sensitive sense of smell.

It was like this that she suddenly felt the air around her, the air around her was incredible, but in that incredible, she felt some difficulties.

Just waiting? Is it just unknown? Or is it gone, once and completely? Is it such a smoke-like disappearance that is hard to find anymore?

The childhood relationship is so simple and simple to get along, it is the relationship of staying together for so long, the long-term getting along and waiting together, it is the long, far away waiting in memory, and it is a long, long waiting, how long will the waiting.

How far away will the waiting and waiting in the depths of memory be, how long will it take, what will disappear, how suddenly it will disappear, it will disappear there unconsciously, and then it will disappear completely, what kind of disappearing, and what will no longer be found.

He took a step forward, and she immediately took a step back.

He asked confused and puzzled, "What's wrong?" She just shook her head slightly: "No, nothing?" ”

"If it's nothing, it's nothing, so why are you avoiding me?" He asked in a trembling guttural voice, "For what reason?" ”

"Why?" She just shook her head wistfully, "No, that's not true, actually, myself...... I don't know why, so how can I answer you? She just replied so wistfully, and so cluelessly.

"That's right." She sighed deeply, and then could only turn her head helplessly, "If there is really no reason, or if you can't say what kind of reason you can't say, then it won't force you, and it shouldn't be too much and force you too much, force you, maybe it's not good." It's just, perhaps, I just want to know if you've been avoiding me all along? ”

"I ......," she just stepped back a little nervously, and for a moment her eyes wandered away and she couldn't find any answer or reason, so she had to say, "I don't know very well, as if I didn't seem to be hiding from you." ”

"Really?" He just asked quietly, asking what kind of wandering feelings were there. She only paused, and then, with some trembling voices, replied, "It seems to be true." ”

"You're not supposed to lie." He shook his head quietly and melancholy, "You shouldn't lie to me, you can't fool me." ”

"I ...... How could I lie to you! She retorted with some excitement and irritation, "Why lie to you, if you don't believe it, forget it." ”

"Don't do that, Minstrels." He just said with a bit of anger in his heart, "You look terrible like this." ”

"Is it bad?" She was a little angry and emotional, and said, "Am I really bad looking like this?" If, if, that's the case, why are you here? Why should you come again? Don't come here, don't come to me! ”

"You misunderstood me." He just sighed sadly suddenly, "Why do we have to keep such a distance between us? Why do we have to keep such a long distance between the two of us? ”

"No, I didn't have to keep my distance or anything." She just tried to find an excuse to respond, "I just...... Just scared, and ...... And, how exactly did you find this place? As soon as she finished asking this sentence, she sighed deeply in her heart.

She was glad that she could finally forget something, that she could finally push something away again, but in what kind of sudden change, how she couldn't find it, and how suddenly she couldn't find it anymore.

It's a kind of noise, it's a kind of confusion and confusion, it's just the feeling of being close and the temperature of being close, it's also very good, the feeling of being able to get closer again, it's still very good, it's just that what you don't know, what you have is so unclear and unclear.

"It's not hard to find here." He was just quiet and in the quiet words and breath, he seemed to have some anger in it, "Why, it turns out that you can also speak, but you haven't told me all the time, you have a lot of things that have been hiding from me, have you?" How long have you been hiding it? ”

"Concealment?" She replied with some surprise, "I didn't mean to hide it, but ...... I don't know much about speaking. And, moreover, I'm scared, when I speak, when I speak to you, you're scared, you're scared. ”

"Scared...... Maybe it's a little bit. He sighed helplessly, "It's a little bit scared, is it because of this that you haven't spoken?" ”

"The white fox can't speak." Yin Ling had no choice but to reply, and halfway through his words, he retained his generality, "Yin Ling can't speak." ”

"So, what now?" : He suddenly laughed, his eyes brightened, "Now, what do you do?" I already know, I know everything, so what else can you do? ”

"Can you still ...... What else can be done? Yin Ling stepped back with some hesitation, "What else can I do now?" What do you want to do? ”

"Me? Huh, do you ask me? His eyes were soft, and he only suddenly had a sly smile in his words, and he replied with such a strong smile, "Won't you go?" I still hope you don't go again. ”

"Don't go any more?" Yin Ling still had a blank mind and responded in a trance, "What do you mean?" What do you mean to stop leaving, where am I going? ”

"It's better not to go anywhere, it's better not to go again." He just smiled, "Don't leave me again, okay?" ”

"What?" She was confused and puzzled, but inexplicably angry, "Failed, we have no relationship with each other, why?" And why are we together? We...... There is always a separation between us, we ...... We are not from the same world at all......"

She was annoyed, she was angry, but she was sad, and then, she tightened her legs, and rushed forward, and as she did, and as she passed by, he just stretched out a hand, and as she slid past him, he touched her with his fingertips, and brushed her snow-white fluff.

She finally ran away, she finally escaped for so long, it was a prison city, the city of locks was like a huge prison cell, and before she could fully escape from it, before she could find her own reason and reason for re-liberation, he came, but he came again so silently.

What's going on here? She was brought by Li Xianxian. If it weren't for Li Xianxian, she wouldn't have come to lock the city, so what about him? How did he get here? What did he come here for?

Thinking of this, she suddenly stopped like a brake, and then turned back in a trance, she still hesitated, she hesitated and didn't know if she wanted to go back, she didn't know if she wanted to go back to him, she didn't know if she wanted to ask him some reasons and reasons, but when she suddenly turned around, she just saw the city she had just seen, the houses and castles she had just seen, and it had to disappear and disappear suddenly.

It was as if it had disappeared again and again, as if it had disappeared completely, and the castle that had disappeared had become a deserted city, and it had to become a deserted city again, what kind of disappearance there was, what kind of indifference but unconscious disappearance, and the sadness of some disappearance.

She was just so lightly and faintly sad, sad, a little bit, a little sad and sad, and there was a little sadness in the air, some regretful sadness.

In that sadness, she had to be silent, she sighed so silently, although she was melancholy, but at that moment, she found that she had no reason to be sad and sad. She was just so softly melancholy, she just felt that she had no reason or reason to be sad.

She couldn't regret it anymore. Because all of this is because of her, she escaped on her own. It's her own choice. Since, she chose to escape, since she chose to escape and escape. Since she is gone, what can she do? What else could she do?

Nothing to be found there. When something disappeared, she just turned around melancholy, and suddenly someone's voice came from the air again: "Why are you avoiding me?" You're avoiding me, right? Silly girl, why are you avoiding me? Why do you always avoid me? ”

"Missed?" Yin Ling was surprised and suddenly startled, she looked around, but she just saw that there was such a blank space around her, nothing, she just faced the blank surroundings, she was so sad and whispered, "Are you there?" Are you around? ”

The air is still so quiet and gone, the air is a disappearing silence, what kind of silence, what kind of tranquility and blankness.

It's as if it doesn't exist, as if the sound in my ears doesn't exist, as if nothing exists in the air.

He's not there, the leaves are empty, he's gone, he's gone, he's gone again, he's the one who came and went suddenly. Just as she breathed like a sigh, she spit out a trace of air so softly, what kind of disappearance and pain there is, in fact, what do you care about.

When she repels him very much, or is very angry with him, in fact, she still wants to get closer, or so wants to get closer, but she hasn't found out yet.

Before she knew it, her heart had already fallen on him, but even when her heart had completely fallen on him, even he himself did not know. When your heart doesn't know it, it doesn't belong to you, and you have been caught by someone before you know it.

When her heart was so messy for something, and for some reason she was swayed by the shackles in her heart, she realized that she was so annoyed, a little annoyed, a little annoyed by her own troubled heart, or so angry.

It's just that she's still powerless, still so messy and overwhelmed that it's messy, there's something cramping and messy there. The chaos of something just starts to get more and more chaotic before you know it, or so completely chaotic, with the slightest bit of chaos.

"If you think about it, then what are you hesitating about?" It was the contemptuous voice of Yun Die that suddenly appeared, and she just let out a somewhat piercing laugh from her throat, "You obviously care about him, you obviously miss him, what are you still hesitating about, what are you still so entangled and concerned about?" What are you hesitating about? ”

"No, it's not like that." The spirit just shook his head in confusion and struggle, "I...... I thought, I thought he wouldn't be like this. This...... I still haven't reacted to it. The white fox's spirit just trembled and retreated.

He stepped back without stopping or hesitating, and his words trembled: "I thought that by coming to lock the city of worries, I could become a human, and then go to see her, and get close to him again as an ordinary woman among human beings." However, I don't know why I can't become a human being, I can't become a human being. And at this time, I was still a fox, I was still a fox, but at this time, I suddenly met him. It's hard for me to think of a failure in Locky City, and I didn't think of it at all. And all of a sudden I met him, and I ...... I really have some ...... Some ......"

"Nervous?" Yun Die was no longer a contemptuous laugh, and that contemptuous laughter turned into a gentle response voice like this, "Are you a little nervous? Are you feeling anxious? Some feel overwhelmed, don't they? ”

"It seems so." Yin Ling just nodded lightly in response, and replied so immersed in that place thinking about something, "It doesn't seem to be like this, it seems that it's not just like this, but when I haven't discovered anything myself, it's just a little trance, you know the kind of person you want to see, but you want to keep some good impressions and there is a special place to cover up your loneliness and missing, but, just then, and he found out that he was most reluctant to go back to the side he had discovered, how frightened it was, and how overwhelmed it was. What kind of distance will there be, it will feel so much, there is a distance, a very far, far away. The bard just replied in a deep and low voice.

"Want to see someone, but afraid to see someone? I don't particularly understand. Yun Die just shook her head like that, "But because I care about someone, I am afraid that the other party will see my bad side and have some bad thoughts, so because of this, I feel scared, I feel afraid, I feel difficult to face, is that so?" Spirit. ”

"It seems to be, and it doesn't seem to be." Yin Ling just shook his head helplessly and silently, "It's just, keep your distance from him, maybe it's not bad, I don't want him to get too close." I'm worried, I'm worried, if he's too close, if he's too nice to me, I'll panic, I'll be completely flustered, I'll be so panicked, I'll be so panicked, I'll be so flustered, I'll be so messy, I'll be so overwhelmed, I'll be so scared, I'll be so hard to get close. Because, if you care too much about something, you may lose yourself because of the other party, the kind of trance that loses yourself, but it is a kind of pain, a person has lost himself, a person is even difficult to control himself, what kind of sadness will it be? However, I will still be swayed by this emotion, and how can I be good for that kind of sadness and innocence that is in a dilemma? ”

"Will loving someone be flustered and upset?" Suddenly, as if it were a voice from somewhere in the clouds, Yun Die asked, "Could this be the case?" Is it really going to be like this? Yin Ling, the reason why you are flustered is really because ......"

"Yundie, please, please, don't ask me how okay? Don't ask me about this, okay? "I don't know, I really don't seem to know, it's like I don't know anything." It's like there's no answer, it's chaotic for no reason, it's like a foggy world, it's unreal, it's like a corner of the heart, where a voice keeps echoing: not necessarily true, not necessarily so real, there will always be some kind of deception, and there will always be unconsciously deceived again. Be careful, be careful. Be cautious, be cautious.

It's not necessarily as good as you think, and maybe some things aren't as bad as you think in your heart. It's just that there will be so much in life that it is so difficult to answer, and when there is no solution, there is something chaotic there. That's an unbearable mood, and what an unbearable world. What a fluttering, trance-like world it was. There's going to be something, wandering away and disappearing like a dream.

"For what?" Yun Die asked suddenly.

"Not for what?" Yin Ling glanced over, but there was a cold breath in his words, "If there are a lot of whys in life, then many things don't have to work hard anymore, just a why, just a sentence of what and answering questions, you don't have to do anything else." ”

"What, do you want to do something else?" Yun Die tilted her head and asked, as if with some curiosity on her face, "Yin Ling, do you have any other plans?" ”

"Maybe there is, or maybe not." The Minstrel looked at the intertwined and jumble of buildings under the sun and the blue sky, the buildings that were intermingled together, and those buildings were not the way they are now. It was as if she had lost her memory, and suddenly she asked, "I...... Who am I? ”

"Please, don't play the game of amnesia, okay?" Yun Die replied with some weariness, "You were fine just now, why did you suddenly lose your memory?" ”

"No, it's just, who are you?" Yin Ling suddenly raised her head and asked Yun Die, but found that Yun Die's face suddenly changed again, and the face and appearance that reappeared were unfamiliar to her, a very unfamiliar picture.

In that world, there was always such and such pain, there was too much pain. And sometimes in order to forget and forget what kind of pain, forget those tangled and struggling pains, or perhaps, so long amnesia, so amnesia may not be too bad.

Amnesia, not only does it lack those joyful and cheerful memories of the past, but amnesia can also erase many painful and troublesome memories. It's as if there is a kind of pain again, whether it is the pictures and memories of the happiness of the past, or the troubles of the past, the recollection in that silence is still a painful and seemingly difficult state of affairs. Something that is going to be too tough there.

There will always be too many moments of struggle, and there will always be a moment when you lose your words, your memory, your perception and feeling, and it will be like a punishment that will suddenly disappear for some reason in the future, what kind of cause of pain it is, what kind of reason it will disappear and disappear.

The reason for the disappearance is not because it is too close, not because it is too much and there are too many possibilities. It's always so suddenly like there's always something impossible, there's a pain that seems to be about to collapse, something that's gone, something that can't be found anymore.

I want warmth too much, what kind of search I want, but I seem to find that there is such a way that I can't find it, it is a sadness and sadness that I can't find, it will be gone, it will be something that suddenly disappears in the air, and I will no longer look for it in that disappearing.

It's like a sudden end in the search, it's the end and end of the mood, and there's no way to do anything about yourself. The Soul just felt as if it had nothing to do with him.

Her troubles, her worries, her anxieties and anxieties, perhaps the same mess of her own heart, the same helplessness and difficulty in finding it as her own.

In the midst of the hard to find it, he suddenly found some melancholy, some anxiety and anxiety as if he were about to be exhausted, and he was still there in his rage.

And for a while, when she was still so helpless herself, she tried so hard as if she were trying to explain something, trying to find something, as if trying to find something again.

It was her cry, it was her cry for help, it was her helpless words, and she found what kind of uneasiness in that place, what kind of uneasiness there was, what kind of uneasiness was messy there, and there it was messed up and crumpled together.

It seemed like a fatal thing, as if everything was about to kill her, she was just so uneasy, but there was nothing she could do.

There is no way to get it at all, it will be so much anxiety and confusion in the confusion, what kind of helplessness that cannot be found, in the midst of the unfounding, just such empty frustration.

Empty and lost, just a sadness, but a long entanglement and all kinds of fatigue and fatigue, but just choose to be stronger, hold on for a while longer. Just trying to comfort myself like this. Even if it's an empty dream, don't forget to try it once.