Chapter 33: Failure

All around, there was silence. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

In the sky above me, at this moment, there is not even the call of a bird, and the world seems to have been forgotten.

The stones that pressed down on my abdomen were so heavy that they almost crushed me to just two layers of skin.

If I were an ordinary human, I would have died long ago. It's just that now I'm a vampire, and as a vampire, it's impossible to get killed like this. That's why Lisa knew this, and she dared to do so.

However, being tied here like this, there is no way to leave, and what will happen after a long time, I don't know. All I know is that a fear, boundless, ravages around me.

Eventually, after waiting a little longer, I had some very small hope that Lisa would turn back and save me, but when I waited a little longer, and there was still silence around me, I knew that she would not come again, that she had left me.

Gone with her so-called love.

Time passed quietly for a while, and eventually, I closed my eyes and began to focus on myself.

Yes, that thing, it's called myself.

That's me as a vampire, I exist, in this world, still alive, I still have energy, I still have power.

Since that's the case, I can really do something to change, some of the constraints that are around me at the moment, to change my destiny.

I closed my eyes, searching, feeling the flow of not too much blood in my body, there was a lot of it that Lisa had given me from hers, in fact, our blood was exchanged, and it was impossible to tell who was hers and who was mine.

Thinking of this, an indescribable sadness still rises in my heart.

The nose is a little sour and a little 。。。。。。 I miss her for a while.

At this moment, I also suddenly understood that vampires are not completely emotionless, it's just that something has changed and temporarily drowned it.

Is this affection? What is it?

The blood was swimming in my body, and I closed my eyes and waited quietly, I waited for a hope, a hope, a hope that could save myself。。。。。。。 Only in one's own body。。。。。。

Waiting for the outbreak。。。。。。

Maybe it's a long process, maybe it's for any reason, I've been waiting for a long time, I've been pregnant with my life, my energy, my strength, my inspiration, my light, my 。。。。。。 Everything that belongs to me that I can use, and I want to break free from those shackles.

When I opened my eyes again, I knew that I was exploding, and I was going to use this final blow, the last game, to save my life.

I didn't expect to rely on anyone, but now I have to rely on myself completely.

Perhaps, I will really thank the people who love me, like Jack, and Lisa, who has just disappeared, for giving me this opportunity to break out of the cocoon again.

Perhaps, I should thank them, perhaps。。。。。。。

I brace all my spirits, to explode, to break free, to fulfill, to fulfill, that little bit of hope。。。。。。

When I erupted, I heard my roar, not too loud, but at least I was scared.

As a human being, I've never yelled like that, and as a vampire, I've never heard this voice, and it's a little creepy and a little desperate.

When I heard my own voice, I knew I had failed。。。。。。

I failed。。。。。。。

Really failed.

My voice, as if it had been of some use, was stirred in the woods, which had been quiet and silent, and among some of the trees not far above me, some birds had jumped out, and they were panicked, and seemed to be very afraid of my calls. They looked around, not knowing what was going on.

I, still tied to those trees, rolled to the ground with a few large stones in my belly because of my roar, but only to a few of them.

It was useless, and the countless stones, large and small, were still in place at the moment, as if they were smiling at me, laughing at me, at my incompetence, and at my failures.

I yelled in my voice, yelling at my failures, despairing because of my failures.

I tried my best。。。。。。

I know, I've tried my best, I've done my best, there's no way I can break free from them, there's no way, there's no way.

I, failed.

A few birds that had just been startled out of the branch eventually discovered the root, and they probed their heads at me, but when they found the root, they flew back and began to stand on the branch and sing.

The cry was originally absent. Now, they're singing。。。。。。

Hearing those ignorant creatures singing, I laughed and laughed so happily。。。。。。。

Yes, they're singing, I know, it's singing, they're laughing at me, even the birds are laughing at me。。。。。。

I closed my eyes.

Lisa, she won, she can finally take my life, she wants my life in a high-sounding way, and, too, she says that it is to train me, to give me a chance, to make me thank her.

She's gone, and I'm the only one left here.

Lisa, she hates me, I know she hates me, because, I made her a vampire, because, I used to be for my own survival, regardless of her existence, her feelings, because, I used to plunder her like crazy, because, I used to refuse to convert her.

She's taking revenge on me, and now, that's how she gets revenge.

I laughed, I laughed, laughed, and then cried again, I cried because, all of a sudden, I was homesick. It occurred to me that I was still the home of humanity.

When I became a vampire, it was like a heartless thing, painful, but nevertheless homeless, and now, when I realized that maybe soon, I would disappear, I was homesick, thinking about the home of humanity.

My grandmother, who raised me, has always lived with me, my sister.

My lovely sisters, with round faces, were more beautiful than Lisa and sweeter than Lisa, but I could never see them again, just because of Jack。。。。。。

My heart ached, and as it spread, it widened.

So I cried, I cried very sadly, very sadly。。。。。。

When I had finished crying and was tired, I went back to the birds' singing, and listened to their mockery at me, and then laughed again.

So, like a ghost, I was tied to the earth, helplessly, waiting, waiting for death, crying and laughing。。。。。。。

When night fell, there was nothing around me except the birds, and I was still alive.

This made me feel a little panicked, I wondered, how long would the vampire live in my situation, would they still be immortal? It made me feel a little glad, but a new fear arose.