Section 920

The longer the child lives in the orphanage, the more boring the children who bully him, and they find that no matter how much they bully and how excessive they do, the child is just on the sidelines, looking at themselves indifferently, and as time goes by, they gradually stop getting him. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Over the course of his long life, he finally developed a disregard for all harm, not only for outsiders, but also for himself.

He understands that the more painful he struggles, the deeper he will fall, the more he shows weakness, the more he will be bullied, he has known these naïve children for a long time, he knows what they are interested in and what they are not interested in, and when they don't get the pleasure of bullying, they will no longer be keen to bully him.

Thereupon...... His life has changed a lot, the teachers in the orphanage are kind, the children are friendly, and even ......

In his second year at the orphanage, he received his grandmother's first visit.

Grandma's face is much more ruddy than before, although she can't do without crutches, but the bad guy is still alive and can walk around on her own.

"Little boy!" Grandma's speech is a little slurred, which is probably the sequelae left by the lack of timely treatment.

The "grandma" child's eyes were moist in an instant, and he suddenly threw himself into the arms of his grandmother, smelling the familiar fragrance of soap powder on his grandmother's body, and longing to hang on his grandmother, who had inconvenient legs and feet.

"Have you suffered, why didn't you say goodbye? I miss grandma."

"No, everything is fine here, grandma, I was in a hurry, I didn't come to inform you, I'm sorry, grandma worried"

"Hey! Little boy, don't say it, grandma is distressed, grandma knows, why did you leave, go, go back with grandma, the village gave grandma a subsistence allowance, enough for our grandparents and grandchildren"

The child shook his head, the child in the orphanage has grown a lot taller, he raised his head slightly, and he could reach the face of the grandmother who was lying on his body, "No, grandma, I'm fine here, grandma lives with uncles and aunts, if grandma misses me, come here to see me, and when I grow up and have a good life, I'll take grandma out, okay?" The child's tone was more like coaxing the child, and he knew that the old child actually needed to be coaxed sometimes.

Grandma's cloudy eyes flashed with crystal tears, and she held the child in her arms, "It's grandma useless, grandma is useless......

The "......" child was silently let his grandmother hold him, his heart was already cold, and he could no longer feel warm when he was remembered like this, and some of them were just guilt and responsibility all the time, and there were ...... An obsession that I can't ignore.

Grandma's visit, so that the child's face expression more and more indifferent, until a year later the appearance of the Lin couple, he showed a rare smile, that is, this smile, so that the Lin couple decided to keep the child, just like the beginning, the child is very clear about their preferences, so even if all the children are excited to run in the small courtyard, jumping, want a sunny and healthy image, to attract their attention, but he just sat quietly in the corner, waiting for them to find themselves, everything, everything is the same as the original scene.

"I was ......" The child's brows were furrowed, and he was outside the dean's door, waiting for his parents to go through the adoption procedures.

The Lin couple brought the child home and gave him an official name, he is no longer the little boy, he is Lin Yan, Lin Yan who is destined to become famous, Lin Yan at the top of the food chain.

However, he didn't have to deliberately learn the childish knowledge in elementary school, the same ...... He also discovered his own strangeness, what he thought was a dream, but it was all present in his life, even this time he was adopted, he did it according to the instructions in that dream, and that strange dream, as he gradually grew, became more and more concerned about him.

He ...... It seems that he has seen through it" Lan Linfeng saw Lin Yan's appearance of contemplation on his palms for the Nth time, and couldn't help but praise, "If he can break the illusion independently, he can be regarded as a character"

Section 921

Lan Linfeng was right, Lin Yan found more and more abnormalities, his grandmother still kept in touch with him, and the old lady with impaired mobility was still the same, and every time they met, she would make a lot of his favorite snacks when he was a child.

Lin Yan is already a freshman, and his grandmother is still the same as when he was in the orphanage, not getting old, let alone dying, although he is very happy with such a thing in his heart, but in his head, there is always a voice reminding him "Wake up, wake up......

On this day, grandma still took the pot sticker cake, a loving face to visit Lin Yan, Lin Yan every time he met his grandmother's gaze, he would unconsciously compromise, although this kind of sticker cake is no longer delicious in his eyes, but he will eat it all every time, in the grandmother's gradually narrow arms, smelling the fragrance that has not changed for more than ten years, the heart is no longer pure, once again made waves, he remembered his cruelty in that world, and also remembered the person he thought he had forgotten, Liao Yuqing.

"Yuqing, I'm doing that to you, will you still show up?" A crystal liquid appeared in the corner of Lin Yan's eyes, and he whispered softly, but the old lady didn't hear it, and now she saw his silent tears again, and she tightened her arms with some distress.

"Little boy, grandma knows that you are bitter, cry if you want to, grandma is here, don't be afraid!"

At that time, Lin Yan was really like a child, lying on the old man's shoulder and crying, a suppressed whimper, a sobbing gasp, Lin Yan unscrupulously vented the fear and loneliness in his heart, he knew that he had changed, everything could not go back, he was no longer the poor and pure child he was back then, he had been polluted a long time ago, polluted by his own selfish desires, and now he was just the first grandmother who stretched out a kind hand to himself, and he couldn't veto everything he hadHe knows...... The script continues.

When he had cried enough, his grandmother's shoulders were already wet, and the old man looked at it with cloudy eyes and soothed it with his withered hands, so that the child who had suffered from white eyes since childhood was quiet.

Lin Yan tried his best to stabilize his emotions, and also tried to make himself normal and sunny, that was his disguise all along, he was a sunny and healthy big boy, like that......

We saw his hands unconsciously clenched into fists, watching him put away the cruelty in his eyes and send away the only harbor he could vent.

Liao Yuqing's appearance was like a ray of sunshine shining into Lin Yan's dry and irritable life, and I seemed to have a different perspective and once again saw the love between Liao Yuqing and Lin Yan.

From Lin Yan's point of view, it is completely different from Liao Yuqing's point of view, Liao Yuqing was a turning point in his life for Lin Yan at that time, the sunshine that belonged to him was gradually becoming real, Liao Yuqing was cheerful and generous, and he was obedient to Lin Yan, which made him, who had low self-esteem since he was a child, feel that he was expected and respected for the first time, he found his own sense of existence in Liao Yuqing, and also gained her heavy love.

But Liao Yuqing's love sometimes becomes a shackle, making him walk on thin ice, every time he wakes up in the middle of the night, the nightmare never disappears in his life, every time he sees Liao Yuqing sees his true self, he is hurt and resolutely breaks up with him, the dagger he stabbed into her chest in a panic has become the most painful wound in his heart, and he can't love...... Just destroy it, this kind of ** emotion pesters him all the time, making him want to enjoy love, but also afraid of touching love.

For a while, he deliberately avoided Liao Yuqing, which was completely different from the memory of Liao Yuqing I saw at the beginning.

Section 922

During that time, Lin Yan was indulged in the sweetness of the two, but every time he was left alone, he would suffer from gains and losses, and the whole person was like two different souls, appearing alternately on that body.

This situation has not changed because of Liao Yuqing's meticulousness, that kind of care has caused Lin Yan's pressure, which lasted until the two graduated, Lin Yan tried to rely on his own ability to find a decent company and start from scratch, but the reality hit him hard again.

"Again...... Again...... Lin Yan muttered, "why ...... again?" ”

At this time, a familiar scene suddenly flashed in his mind, and he looked at the door of the dormitory with conviction, "At this time, yes, this is the time, she will come, and then ......"

His words were interrupted by a burst of laughter, and the door was gently pushed open, "Lin Yan!" Liao Yuqing jumped in and ran in, "I helped you submit your resume, and a company with good treatment asked you to go for an interview"

Lin Yan smiled bitterly, "Oh"

"What's the matter, aren't you happy?" Liao Yuqing sensed his emotions and looked at her worriedly, as if she was afraid of being found out some secret.

"No" Lin Yan suddenly felt very powerless, his gaze at Liao Yuqing had changed unconsciously, as if all the emotions had faded, revealing the dirtiest core inside, she had completely become a tool for him to climb up at this moment, he wanted to stand at the top of the food chain, just like him in his dream, what was different was ...... He will never make the same mistake again, as for Liao Yuqing, if she can continue to live in such ignorance, it would be the best!

"Doesn't this TV need electricity?" An abrupt voice startled us.

“……”

That voice was right behind me, and I didn't notice it all the time?

I subconsciously rolled sideways, away from the source of the sound, and looked back, only to see a seven or eight-year-old child, looking at us with a look of surprise.

"Who?" Lan Linfeng's eyes flashed with a hint of darkness in an instant.

The child looked sideways at him, "You...... Why...... No future? "The child is biased" No, it's not no, why can't I see your future? ”

"Can you see the future?" I looked at the child in amazement.

"Of course," the child was very proud, "finally someone will believe me, haha......"

"What's your name?" The more I looked, the more I felt that this kid was familiar.

"Zhao Jingyun" The child raised his head and said with a serious face, "Zhao surnamed Zhao, quiet and quiet, white clouds and clouds"

"Uh" Lan Linfeng's face was like eating a fly, and he looked wonderful.

"Okay, Zhao Jingyun, why are you here?" I crouched down in front of the child, put my hands on his shoulders, stared straight into his eyes, and asked softly.

"I should ask you, why are you standing at my door? And such a strange TV? "Zhao Jingyun has a look on his face, don't want to fool me.

I looked up and saw that behind the child, there was indeed a door, a wooden brown door, and the door was open a crack for a creature about the size of the child to pass through.

"This is the memory of Master Jingyun? No, isn't he only known in dreams? How can this child see the future of man? I looked at Lan Linfeng in surprise.

Lan Linfeng also shook his head, he looked at Zhao Jingyun quietly, "You...... When did the ability appear? ”

Zhao Jingyun thought for a while, leaned his little head and said, "I don't know, it seems that since I was sensible, I have been"

Lan Linfeng's eyes deepened, "Do you remember that prohibition?" he looked at Jingyun's gaze even deeper, "It should be someone who sealed his ability and part of his memory"

"I think, I already know who it is" I let go of the child, there was something very familiar about the child, although it had become very faint, but I still felt it, he was very much like the dead old man, I thought...... This kid should have this kind of awakening because of this weak bloodline.

"This is Jingyun's unconscious memory, otherwise he wouldn't have appeared here, grandpa is afraid that something has happened there" Lan Linfeng raised his head and looked at the scene in his glasses, "I'm watching here, you go back quickly"