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130 Fear and trembling

It was a kind of fear, and it was also a kind of trembling, and it was at a loss in the midst of that fear and trembling, and it was blank.

I was numb and paralyzed in it, and I felt difficulties in it, and I didn't know how to face it.

I don't know how everything is going to continue to be maintained, as if everything is hard to hold there.

It's hard to sustain the general, everything becomes difficult in it, and everything is wandering there.

It's a kind of hesitation and powerlessness, and it's also there hesitation and fear.

In those days of life, there were always too many difficulties, and there were also a lot of difficulties.

There are also a lot of hurts, there are also a lot of difficulties, there will be crying, there will be forgetting,

It's a kind of powerlessness, powerlessness struggle, powerlessness to face there, powerlessness to exist there in general,

It's like you can't exist there. Everything is broken and disturbed in it,

It's in that place where you are at a loss, and in that place you are afraid of something that lasts for a long time.

Time flows in that quiet wind, and it flows quietly in the whirlwind of that wind, silently,

It's as if it's silent.

Always restless there, always wandering there, as if there is still no choice in that place, and as if there is no other choice there.

Everything creates a kind of pressure there, and it will squeeze there to produce a kind of depression, very depressed emotions and air.

Everything is in the middle of it.

It is a kind of abandonment, it is in the midst of being at a loss, and there is no choice but to choose to give up there, and in that there is a silent abandonment.

All the forgetfulness will be there to be no way to face, only there is a blank panic, and there is a panic and evasion,

It is a kind of panic in the face of life, and it is also there to face the difficulties of life, and in the difficulties of that life, it is a silent cry,

There's a lot of pressure, and there's a lot of mistakes, as if everything is shattered in it.

It was in that midst that it shattered silently, shattered in the world of weak glass.

In that shattered injury, it was all a broken world, and in that broken world, struggling was full of scars, and then, so scarred and scarred that he fled back.

It is because of a difficulty, a brokenness, in that difficulty, crying, that I found that everything is so difficult,

will feel a kind of regret in it, a kind of brokenness and hurt in that life, and finally give in there,

There I felt a kind of regret, a deep regret, and all the regrets were shattered there, all of them were blank there.

It was a urging, as if it belonged to a kind of urging of life and life itself, and it was constantly urging.

It's as if it's urging the opening of the wound, as if it's urging a kind of pain there, and it's like it's there to forget and forget the pain.

It's that there is no choice, and it's also there that I don't know how to choose.

It was there quietly, and it was there quietly and silently.

Because everything is not going well there, and it is not going well there.

There are too many unsatisfactory and unsatisfactory things, so what can be done?

Is it just sighing there? Faced with many unsatisfactory sighs, or sorrows?

It seems meaningless, but in that broken waiting life, I can't help crying there,

When I couldn't help crying, crying was just a relief, crying, as if I was releasing a feeling, releasing a suppressed emotion.

It's just a matter of venting there. In the midst of too much pressure and urging,

There is an impulse to confide, to let go, to vent.

But I still can't vent there, when everything is not easy there, I just swallow the tears in my stomach little by little,

Don't cry, try not to let yourself cry, just let the tears flow, let the tears flow there silently,

I also forget and forget in that flow, because many, many things are powerless to change, and it seems that they can't be changed there.

So, I would wipe away my tears there, try to dry my tears, and then I would do my best there, try my best.

Everything is a kind of hurt, as if it is a silent kind of hurt and persecution,

In the midst of that hurt, no one really cared about her, at most it was just a need and use, and she would face everything there with just a pair of eyes open,

With a pair of stunned eyes, and then, there you learn to accept reality, and in that you learn to accept a cold world,

In the world that is trying to learn to accept, it is still there to cry in pieces, a kind of crying silently,

But she was there trying not to let herself cry, because it was useless to cry.

She can only learn to be strong there, she can only learn to be strong there, a little stronger,

No matter what everything in life has become there, there is no way to make a choice.

It's as if she was already there so chaotic that she unconsciously lost a choice about life itself, and it seemed that there was no other choice.

I also want to work hard in that there is no other choice, and try to find my own path again.

She really thought about it, so she had to say loudly to Ye Luokong: "I can also not care, I can also not care about many, many things, including you." ”

She had always wanted to say it, but she had never been there, and when the thought came to her mind, she was almost there to face him.

She just hid there, and the hardships of life were only the hardships that belonged to her, and they were like strangers to each other.

He didn't know much about her life, and he didn't know much about her toil and pain.

Therefore, she doesn't care too much, and it's useless to care too much about something.

But she would still be there crying and crying, and she would cry silently there.

It is a kind of emotional decline, and it seems to be an emotional sustenance and nostalgia, she once thought about letting Ye Luokong walk away from the bottom of her heart,

Or, don't let him occupy her heart too much, she shouldn't be so passive.

However, she still found there powerlessly and helplessly that she always needs some sustenance in her life, and always needs some emotional sustenance.

If, in her life, if there is no one in her world,

In her emotional world, if she doesn't even have someone to sustenance and care for, she will feel broken there.

The white fox's spirit is still very fragile, whether she is willing to admit it or not,

In that lonely time, the loneliness seemed to kill her there, the silent air,

It's going to be completely out of her breath. So, in those times, she always needs some support, needs some sustenance,

Then, Ye Luokong quietly returned to her heart, back to her memories and minds.

When she was very lonely and lonely, she could miss and feel some residual warmth, and it seemed that only Ye Luokong was left.

He seems to be a person, and it seems to be a shadow when she is very lonely and lonely, and it also seems to be a sustenance and sustenance.

Many, many things will become very chaotic in there, and they will become very inexplicable and messy in there.

It's something that can't be approached even closely, but in fact, many, many times, it's something that is very difficult there.

It's also something that is very reluctant there, but there is still something needed there, and there is a need for someone.

However, in that world of exchange, everything needs to be exchanged there, whether it is money and material exchange, or emotional exchange and transaction.

Therefore, she can't just blindly ask for it from others, and others will disapprove of it.

Therefore, the white fox's spirit needs to be a useful white fox, and she hopes that she is somewhat useful,

Then, it is good to be needed by others, and that feeling of being needed by others.

However, it is very difficult, and many, many things need to be paid there, and they need to be paid.

It's a deep, deep price, and in the midst of those costs and difficulties, she is cowardly there, and she will be hurt there,

A little sluggish, she never thought that everything was so difficult and so difficult to deal with,

Is it true that she can't face it there, and she can't solve it?

She herself is not very clear, but she will often find a lot of difficulties and problems in that life.

In the face of so many difficulties and problems, I will hesitate and be afraid there.

There is also some fear of what to give and bear there.