Chapter 12: Sadness
When he returned to the Jade Courtyard, Qi's face was still not good. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
"Mother is not feeling well, do you want to ask the doctor to come and have a look?" Zhang Lingchen helped Qi sit down and asked her.
Qi shook his head and smiled bitterly, "The disease in my heart, how can there be a cure." ”
"Is it because of my father?"
"Yes and no, because of him, and because of myself." Qi Shi took a deep breath before saying, "Just now, the person in the outer room came to invite your father away, saying that Sister Qing was sick. ”
"My father is not a doctor, I don't go to ask a doctor when I'm sick, what does it mean to come and ask my father to leave, what kind of idea did she have!" Listening to Qi's words, Zhang Lingchen was on fire for a while.
"It's her business whether you invite or not, but whether you go or not is your father's business. It's not proper for her to ask your father to go, but your father is willing to go, who can take them? After Qi finished speaking, he felt that his emotions had straightened out a little.
None of this happens. The decision is up to Zhang Yanyuan. But Zhang Yanyuan allowed these things to happen, and even sometimes went up to add fuel to the fire. He made an innocent appearance, either putting the blame on the Qi family, saying that the Qi family was too temperamental to force him away, or he pushed the responsibility to Fan Yunzhi, saying that Fan Yunzhi was too active with him at the beginning. But in reality, he is the culprit.
has been tossing back and forth, not only is Zhang Yanyuan's feelings for her weakened, but she is not weakened by this feeling. All the love and hate are hidden in the deepest part of her heart, and they are for Zhang Yanyuan, who has died in her heart. Now this person, she is just a stranger.
Mama Jiang watched Qi grow up, and naturally could detect the changes in her mood, so she said, "I was worried about my wife before, but now I am relieved." In the past, my wife took them to heart, and she was only angry with herself. If the wife can figure it out, it's good to treat them as cats and dogs. Listen to a few dog barks once in a while, and it will be considered a relief from boredom. ”
Zhang Lingchen was so angry, the big courage in the outer room dared to send someone to call Zhang Yanyuan away. She wanted to rush over immediately, beat someone up, and pull her father back.
"Mother, why didn't you stop me at that time!"
"I don't think it's fun to stop. If he likes to go, he will go, and if he can keep him, will he be able to keep his heart? Qi laughed at himself.
"If you can't keep someone, how can you keep his heart?" Zhang Lingchen asked rhetorically.
Qi Shi didn't answer her words, but said introspectively, "I have come to this point with your father, not only because of his problem, but also because I am at fault. But I'm sad that even if something is wrong with me, he just said it, how could he go and lift an outer room to block me. Am I so wrong? Could it be that our husband and wife relationship for many years is not worth his careful consideration before doing things? ”
Qi was not angry with him, but really sad. She knew that the vows she made when she was young could only show her sincerity at that time. People change. But she didn't expect Zhang Yanyuan to become the one she was most afraid of.
Because I met each other at a young age, I cherish this feeling extraordinarily. Zhang Lingxi suddenly had a feeling that he was also a fallen person at the end of the world.
Qi said, "I suddenly don't hate Fan Yunzhi at all. No matter how she calculates us, in the end, it is your father who lifts her up and gives her a chance. ”
"Mother, you know that it was her father who lifted her up. I don't think my father may have a sincere heart for her, as long as my mother and father solve all the knots of misunderstanding, where will she still have a foothold. Zhang Lingchen had always wanted to say this, but she didn't dare to say it like Qi Shi before.
"There is no misunderstanding between me and your father, but there is a knot in my heart. For the sake of you and Ling Xi, I have already taken a step back, and I will not tolerate anything again. ”
Mama Jiang couldn't help but step forward to persuade, "You and the old man Qin Se are in harmony, and you can live a comfortable life." If you want me to say that you don't blindly back down, go and fight at the right time..."
"Why is she fighting with me, and why should I fight with her?" Qi interrupted Mama Jiang's words in a flat tone, "I won't lose my worth in order to fight for such a husband." ”
The Qi family is still strong and proud in their bones, and Zhang Lingxi has a little respect for his mother. In the past few years, she has looked at everything that happened around her coldly, and felt that she had lived one more life than others, and she had seen through everything. In her eyes, the Qi family only knew that they were frowning all day long, but they didn't do anything to save Zhang Yanyuan, which was really useless. But it turned out that Qi's was not inaction, but disdainful, her deep affection for Zhang Yanyuan did not allow her to bow her head, and the pride in her bones did not allow her to bow her head.
Thinking of the concessions made by the Qi family to Zhang Yanyuan for her and her eldest sister yesterday, Zhang Lingxi suddenly felt a little distressed. It turns out that Qi is such a person, she asks for loyal love, if this relationship is tainted, she would rather not.
Will Zhao Jiashan be like her father in this life? Zhang Lingxi shook his head and forced himself not to think about it. Xu Qinghan is no longer alive, Zhao Jiashan is still young, and he will definitely continue.
As long as the step-room doesn't have any bad intentions for Ze'er.
In fact, she had already planned in her previous life. Her own body knew that she had thought early on that if she died one day, she would entrust Ze'er and Zhao Jiashan to Hui Niang, and the letter would be pressed under her jewelry box. But who would have thought that Hui Niang had already made arrangements for the camp step by step, how could she stand those stimuli, so she left in a hurry, and was reincarnated here in a daze.
Zhao Jiashan must have read the letter, maybe Hui Niang has become the wife of the Zhao family.
I just don't know if Hui Niang really treats Ze'er well, or if she treats Ze'er well for Zhao Jiashan's pretense. Hui Niang's idea of secretly beating Zhao Jiashan is certain, so she is always waiting for her to breathe? Such a person is really terrible.
Do you really want to hand over the rest of Zhao Jiashan's life and Ze'er to that woman? She is not reconciled! If you don't bother to scramble, can you stop scrambling? For your own sake, you can not fight, but what if it is for your children?
Qi family, will you ever be as entangled and heartbroken as her?
Zhang Lingxi's heart couldn't be quiet.
There is also Zhang Yanyuan who is still quiet in his heart.
When he got into the carriage, he was still apprehensive, feeling that it was moving too slowly.
Sister Qing'er has always been weak, and it is difficult to get well when she gets sick. The thought of this made his heart burn.
"When did you find out that Sister Qing was sick, didn't I confess, and let people know immediately if there was something?" Zhang Yanyuan asked anxiously.
"I had a fever the night before, and my grandmother stopped us and didn't let me tell my lord." Although Fan Yunzhi has no reputation, the people in the outer house still respect her as "grandma".
Zhang Yanyuan was a little angry when he heard this, "What is she stopping you from doing?" ”
"I said I was afraid that my wife would be unhappy." The servant replied.
Zhang Yanyuan snorted, annoyed in his heart, "Could it be that the Qi clan is such an unreasonable person in her eyes?" She usually makes her temperament, Sister Qing is sick, she is still so tormented! ”
In the past, it must be the Qi family that the master wants to be annoyed by. Why is it that today, a sentence is brought to Grandma Fan, saying that it is grandma who makes her temperament tossed?