My hand was holding on to the tree, and now, my chest was heaving violently. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info I remember that a few days ago, when I was confronted by Jack, he used to tell me that vampires don't have to breathe, but, now, obviously, I feel that if there is no air, I will die.

I wish the air that was flowing into my body would take away some of the consciousness that was in my brain at the moment, because I felt too much to bear。。。。。。。

"Lyle, I'm sorry, perhaps, I was wrong, I didn't realize that your human traits are still so strong, I 。。。。。。 I'm so sorry, Lyle。。。。。。 Liz stood beside me, still whispering an apology to me.

Eventually, I held on to the tree and gasped for a moment, and when I felt like I could face it, I straightened up and looked at Liz, "No, Lis, it's not your fault。。。。。。 ”

"Lyle," Liz said now, looking at me with some sympathy in her eyes, "I think of those days, when I was just turning from a human into a vampire, and I used to face such panic, but, now, they are so far away, so, some things, I almost forgot about them, so, I'm so sorry, Lyle。。。。。。 ”

"Don't say that, Liz." I interrupted her, "I know, now, I'm a vampire, and I need to face the future, not the past。。。。。。 ”

Liz didn't say anything when she heard me, she just looked at me quietly, her eyes full of understanding.

"Lise, do you like me?" I asked her.

"I like it." Hearing my words, she smiled, smiled beautifully, and calmly, "I've been putting that word on my lips all the time, Lyle." ”

"Yes, Lis, I'm sorry, I feel like I'm a little messy." I'm sorry.

"It's okay, you're already very good, if I were you, I guess, I can't face myself anymore。。。。。。 But you're strong。。。。。。 Liz laughed.

"Really?" I said, "I don't know if I'm who you say I am." Come on, Lis, I think, now, I'm ready。。。。。。。 ”

As I said this, I reached out to Liz and tried to pull her into my arms.

Liz nudged me away, "Wait, Lyle," she looked around, "This is still a human world, and it would be unfair to them if our appearance was seen by humans." ”

That's when I realized that we were still standing on the side of a main road, and if we just hugged or kissed Liz, it would be fine, and if we were too affectionate, this was obviously not the place to stand.

I looked at Liz and smiled at her, "Come on, Liz," I held out my hand to her, "we can continue our vampire journey。。。。。。 ”

Liz looked at my outstretched hands, she stared at them for a moment, then smiled, she put her own hand in my palm, "Lyle, you're so charming, I'm almost captivated by you, it's true。。。。。。。 Liz said, "In this world, the man who once charmed me, besides Caesar, is you, Lyle, if you are still human。。。。。。。 ”

"Don't say it, Liz, I'm not human anymore。。。。。。" I stopped what she was about to say.

"Well, perhaps, I should accept everything you want to face, because this is a lesson you must go through on the path of vampire life, and I feel very fortunate that I taught you this lesson, and maybe, because of this, in the future, you will not easily forget me." Liz said, with a charming smile on her face, and walked up to me, "Come on, Lyle。。。。。。 ”

Hearing Liz's words, I lifted my steps and walked forward with her.

Yes, this is the only way for vampires, that is, to completely abandon human feelings, everything about human beings, and even, human desires.

When you finally face the vampire, you must abandon all the things that belong to human beings, even if some things are precious, nostalgic, or even reluctant, those need to be removed, because those have become the past, the eternal past, and can never be returned。。。。。。

I feel a little heartache when I think about this.

Just like some precious treasures that are still in my heart, at this moment, I have to take them away, and I am very reluctant in my heart.

But, just when I felt reluctant, I also felt glad because, as Liz said, she was my teacher, and she taught me that it belongs to vampire love.

Perhaps, originally, vampires have no love, as Joseph said, what vampires do is just an empty shelf, no matter how perfect and enviable they will seem in the eyes of others, but, for themselves, it has long been meaningless.

And the imperfect, even scarred human love is always real and warm。。。。。。

Liz and I had not walked far before we came to a garden, and because it was late at night, it was silent, even quieter than I had felt at night when I was a human.

I found a small wooden chair near the flower garden and sat down.

The chair is just big enough for two people to sit on, and there is a rockery behind the chair, which makes people feel beautiful even in the dark. In front of the flower beds, there are fragrant flowers.

When I sat down with Lise, Liz said that she liked the place very much, and joked to me that when I was a human, I must not have been lonely in love, as I myself said.

However, Lisi didn't believe it, and I couldn't make her believe it, in fact, these things have long ceased to matter.

I reached out and grabbed Lis's waist and pulled her closer to me with a gentle force.

In the moonlight, Liz looks particularly charming, her face with a dreamlike glow, like a serene ink painting, sweet and beautiful. At this moment, her big eyes were looking at me tenderly, and I dare say she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my life.

Lisi looked up at me with tenderness in her eyes.

I reached out and stroked her hair, her head was soft, and it was already a little wet in the dewy night, but it was this wetness that made her look even more attractive.

My hands gently stroked her hair, and eventually, they moved to her cheeks, and I gently lifted her sweet face up, and then, lowering my head, slowly brought myself closer to her。。。。。。