Chapter 40: Thoughtlessness

"Ming Chongyan!"

The young man in white reined in his horse and turned around, saw Tang Ying panting and catching up, and hurriedly dismounted and waited.

Tang Ying clutched his chest and gasped for a while, and said apologetically: "Please don't be angry with him, he is not usually like this." My Master...... It's just that I value privacy very much, and I don't like to deal with people very much. ”

Ming Chongyan smiled faintly after hearing this, and said gently: "I'm not angry, after all, I came abruptly." Please don't mind, too. ”

"But you came at my invitation. We've been on the road for a month......" Tang Ying said, her eyes a little red. Seeing this, Ming Chongyan hurriedly patted her on the shoulder, "It's okay, I haven't been to Chang'an for a long time, so I can just go around!" ”

Hearing him be so compassionate, Tang Ying felt even more embarrassed. She even felt that Ming Chongyan could be regarded as the most cultivated person in the world. Looking at his soft expression, Tang Ying's heart softened, and he couldn't help but say, "When I handle it properly, maybe I will go to the side of Emperor Luoyang." ”

"Hmm." Ming Chongyan smiled, "Don't worry, we'll meet again." Tang Ying suddenly felt that this situation was a little weird, how could she be like a little daughter-in-law who was reluctant to let her husband travel far away?

He got back on his horse, and suddenly remembered something, and bent down to her: "I saw that Taishi's complexion was not very good just now, so tell him to eat more things to replenish qi and blood." Tang Ying nodded hurriedly, "Don't worry, I will take good care of him." ”

Ming Chongyan nodded succinctly and turned the horse's head, "Goodbye, I'm leaving." ”

"Hmm." Tang Ying watched him ride away on horseback, reluctance and apology mixed together, turning into indescribable thoughts. Ming Chong is talented but introverted, gentle and humble, especially this kind of indifferent bearing, like Li Chunfeng back then.

Tang Ying looked back at the small courtyard, and Li Chunfeng's gray figure was half exposed outside the half-hidden door. It can't be seen clearly, and it's unpredictable. Sixteen years have come and gone. She walked towards him stupidly, not knowing how the embarrassment between the two would end.

Fortunately, he silently stretched out his arm and hugged her in his arms again, and the familiar warmth made her cry silently. She felt that she didn't understand Li Chunfeng's heart at all, and she couldn't see through his thoughts more and more. This may be the estrangement caused by thousands of years of different ideas, and she is afraid that this estrangement will push them away from each other.

She loves him so much that she buries her true emotions with silence, turning a blind eye to the surprises and misunderstandings between the two, preferring to endure rather than maintain the stability of the relationship. In fact, she didn't know how long she could endure it.

Li Chunfeng saw everything at the gate of the courtyard. Surprisingly similar to Tang Ying's thoughts, he also saw his former figure from the scene just now. And this boy in white is really young!

Perhaps, he and Tang Ying were originally a mistake? The thought sneaked back to torture him.

He hugged the beloved in his arms even tighter. He has reached the end of his rope, how can he delay Tang Ying any longer?

How should he be good, how should he be good......

The days flowed in his uncertainties, and soon the warm summer passed and the bleak autumn came. Tang Ying was bored with him all day long, which made him fall into deeper self-blame. His body can't support happy things, and Tang Ying doesn't always ask him. Seeing Tang Ying's suppressed nature and living a life like a pure cultivation with him, he felt more and more guilty of sin.

Tang Ying found that during the period when she was at home, Li Chunfeng almost no longer did any cultivation except for sword dancing, especially the cultivation of immortality, which made her very uneasy in her heart, as if Li Chunfeng was deliberately seeking death.

In fact, Li Chunfeng's thoughts were just the opposite, he was afraid that Changsheng would quickly guide him to the inevitable death result of not breaking or standing.

At the end of autumn, the crown prince Li Hong returned to Chang'an, and some senior officials returned with him. The emperor and empress and Ming Chongyan are ready to celebrate the New Year in Luoyang. Tang Ying attacked and went to see Li Hong, and he said that the emperor had a good life in Luoyang, but Li Zhi's dizziness disease mostly occurred in the harsh winter, and Wu Mei felt that he should not work, so it was better to wait until next spring to come back.

Hong was still thinking about Tang Ying's birthday, and this time he brought her a gift. Tang Ying accepted his farewell and did not leave Penglai Palace immediately, but went to see Wushun.

This indisputable and obedient woman, under the double torture of falling out of favor and losing her daughter, no longer has the original demeanor. Now it has become described as withered, and it seems that it is not lightly ill. Although his own son Helan Minzhi is mixed in Chang'an, he has always regarded this mother as a "martial artist" and has never come to see it, and it is not even as filial piety as Li Xian, who she brought up since childhood.

Seeing that Tang Ying still maintained his usual respect and affection, Wu Shun took her hand and fell silent after saying a few words, so that Tang Ying could not answer. Or when it was dark and Tang Ying couldn't help but say goodbye, she asked a little embarrassedly: "Your Majesty, is your health okay?" ”

At this moment, Tang Ying was very moved. Maybe besides her, there is another woman who really misses Li Zhi. Although Wu Shun was ignorant and the most impersonal woman she had ever seen, her concern for Li Zhi was not lost to her in the slightest. Immediately, she silently told herself in her heart that she must tell Li Zhi and ask him to come back to see Wu Shun as soon as possible.

Back in Xishan, Tang Ying saw Li Chunfeng reading by candle, so he thought of a way to make him happy, and pestered him to ask him to teach him to write, but he didn't expect to be rejected by Li Chunfeng.

His hands were already trembling now, writing was the easiest to see, he just didn't want Tang Ying to be suspicious. Tang Ying was full of grievances, shrunk at the foot of the bed and began to count Li Chunfeng's recent cold performance in his heart. The two of them are like this again, and the dialogue is getting less and less day by day, which almost makes Tang Ying crazy.

Li Chunfeng noticed her unhappiness, and he didn't know why. The two are together every day, isn't this the so-called long-term relationship? After thinking about it, he began to wonder if he couldn't satisfy her, so he felt a deep sense of shame and powerlessness, and even sulked even more.

When the New Year was approaching, Ming Chongyan came to see Tang Ying with Wu Mei's edict. As an imperial doctor, he obviously didn't have to run errands, but he came here to see Tang Ying in person, and his thoughts could be seen.

This time, Ming Chongyan didn't enter the house boring to himself, and Tang Ying also talked outside the courtyard for a long time.

Wu Mei's handwriting is asking her to go to Luoyang to reassure Li Zhi. Although she and Li Chunfeng did not get along well, she was reluctant to leave. Ming Chongyan saw her hesitation and didn't force it, but just told her to think slowly, and he went back to the post station in Chang'an City first.

After Tang Ying sent him away, he saw Li Chunfeng standing at the door with a displeased face, and simply said, "Mei Niang asked me to go to Luoyang." ”

Li Chunfeng asked, "Why not the messenger, but him?" He still found it right here? You told him we lived together? At this time, Li Chunfeng simply felt that the timing of the appearance of this man named Ming Chongyan was too coincidental, and he always felt that there was something suspicious.

The encounter between Tang Ying and Ming Chongyan was completely due to the onset of Mount Tai Feng Chan, and everything was accidental. In addition, she also took the initiative to invite Ming Chongyan to Xishan, so she understood Li Chunfeng's suspicion as distrust of herself. The anger that had been pent up for a long time finally erupted like a volcano. She rushed into the house, packed some clothes, turned and rushed out of the courtyard.

"Ah Ying!" Li Chunfeng shouted at her, "Where are you going!" ”

Tang Ying gritted his teeth, endured and endured, but he was still reluctant to say the words that pierced his heart, but said coldly: "I want to go to Luoyang for the New Year in accordance with the holy decree...... Take care of yourself alone! With that, she walked out of the courtyard quickly.

Although she was extremely reluctant to admit it, for a moment, she really felt at ease.