Chapter 43: Intimate Night Talk

Li Zhi closed his eyes and pondered for a moment and said, "My first crown princess is the Wang family. He didn't seem to remember the queen's maiden name, or he didn't want to mention the woman who used witchcraft, so he only called her by her last name, "It was quite fresh when I first got married." When I was young, I felt that my father and mother were very affectionate, and this time I finally had Qin Se and Ming, and I was very happy in my heart. But after a long time, I found that she was really boring, and her words and deeds were very rigid. So, gradually, I lost my feelings for her. Later, I realized that my father and emperor were not the only ones who favored my mother, so I naturally had the Xiao family. ”

He thought of Concubine Xiao Shu, and sighed regretfully, "She was very young when she married me. Smart, elegant, proficient in poetry and songs. And she is so beautiful, before I met you, I always thought she was the most beautiful woman in the world. She made me addicted for the first time, and although it may have been the result of her sorcery, I really enjoyed the feeling of missing someone all the time, so much so that I wanted to be with her every day when I didn't have anything to do. ”

Tang Ying thought of Li Chunfeng, who was thousands of miles away, and understood this feeling very well. She has been feeling like this since she entered the palace at the age of nine, and after she and Li Chunfeng Cave Room reached its peak, and even not being together for a day was tormenting. But this feeling suddenly disappeared at some point.

Li Zhi didn't pay attention to the change in her expression, and was still reminiscing about the past, "Later, my father was seriously ill, and I met Mei Niang when I went to ask for peace." He seemed to feel a little disrespectful to Li Shimin, so he hurriedly jumped behind, "When Mei Niang first entered the palace, my understanding of feelings was completely different. Before her, I felt that my wife was just an accessory to me, and with her, I had ...... The feeling of the other half. She is intelligent and courageous, but at the same time tender and mature. She was always taking care of my emotions, something I had never felt from anyone else. It is true that she does not have the beauty of the Xiao family, nor the deference of the Wang family. But it's her that I like the most. ”

Tang Ying heard him say this so bluntly for the first time, and his eyes widened unconsciously, "Is it true?" Did you tell her? ”

Li Zhi nodded and shook his head again, "Of course it's true." Once upon a time, every night before I went to bed, I had to thank God for letting me have Mei Niang. But gradually, things changed. She no longer pays attention to me, but pays more attention to Jiangshan Sheji. Cold, silent, I can no longer find her as before. ”

After experiencing these things, Tang Ying was well aware of Wu Mei's changes, and she no longer deliberately explained to Li Zhi, but just quietly held his hand and was silent with him.

Li Zhi laughed twice without knowing the so-called dryness, and mentioned Helan Minyue again, "This little girl is beautiful and lively, but she is too self-righteous." To be honest, Ah Ying, I no longer feel the feeling of a so-called wife from her, it seems that after Mei Niang, my imaginary married life has disappeared. He shook his head a little lonely, "Maybe every man has this experience......

Tang Ying recalled that in the past, she had also seen the happiness of ordinary people in Wu Mei and Li Zhi. But the bloody storm of the harem changed all that.

She suddenly realized something and asked, "Huh?" You left Mrs. Helan behind. ”

"Oh, yes. Wushun. Li Zhi patted his forehead lightly, "She's just so non-existent." Saying that, he closed his eyes a little tiredly, and whispered to himself, "Why do you feel like you haven't seen her for a long time......

Tang Ying said: "It's been more than a year. Not long ago, I met her in Chang'an. She seems to be very sick. ”

Li Zhi let out a long "um", as if talking to himself, and as if saying to Tang Ying: "Wushun." In terms of appearance, he is not as good as others, and he has no talent, and his personality is even more boring than Wang's. She is the most honest one in the harem, but, but she is kind to me......" he said, suddenly with a hint of crying, "Ah Ying, I want to go back to Chang'an." ”

"Hmm." Tang Ying didn't know why, his nose was also sour, and he vaguely felt something.

Li Zhi sighed for a long time, and finally calmed down again, he patted Tang Ying's hand and said, "Ah Ying." I remembered this for a long time, and suddenly I felt that I was not a good example. As the Ninety-Five, these women don't seem to love me for any reason, and I never thought of ...... with only one woman."

He paused for a moment and glanced at Tang Ying quietly, she still lowered her eyelashes, staring at the hands held by the two.

In fact, he has not been unbefore, but this expectation has been rejected countless times.

So, he continued, "I never wanted to be with only one woman for the rest of my life. Ah Ying, you said that you should 'want to win the heart of one person, and the white head will not be separated'. If women want this, then I'm letting them all down. So, hopefully, what I say today will not mislead you. ”

Tang Ying smiled faintly and reached out to touch his face, "Your Majesty, you have also brought them a different kind of happiness." Well, don't think about such a sad thing. ”

Li Zhi also seemed a little tired, nodded and said, "You can go back and rest too." Thanks to you and Ming Chongyan, my illness is no longer serious. ”

Tang Ying stuffed his arm into the quilt and said gently, "When you recover, let's go back to Chang'an." I want to go back too. ”

Leaving the emperor's bedroom, the wind and snow outside had stopped. The stars in the night shine brightly. Tang Ying looked at this starry sky and remembered the sky lantern that Li Chunfeng released for her. When she returned to the small courtyard, she found that someone had already placed warm bath water in the yin and yang pool built for her by Li Chunfeng.

Lying down comfortably, the water caressed her skin, making her think of the time she hugged Li Chunfeng in the water. Tears couldn't help but flow down from the corners of her eyes, and her thoughts instantly overwhelmed her. She blamed herself for leaving him so ruthlessly on impulse.

He doesn't have as many women as the emperor, and he doesn't have as many thoughts as the emperor. Just love yourself with all your heart and take care of yourself. If not, how could he save Wu Mei, how could he break with the defenders, and how could he be forced to die again and again?

The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, and she couldn't help crying.

She has always asked for it, and she has never done anything for Li Chunfeng. Why do you still need fame, and why do you want him to please yourself all the time? He questioned that Ming Chongyan was also for his own safety. In order to protect himself, he fought against the black-robed man, his body was weakened, how could he bear to leave him alone in Xishan!

No, I'm going back. Go back to him!

As soon as she thought of this, she couldn't help but get excited, and hurriedly jumped out of the water, wrapped in clothes, and rushed towards her dormitory. He found out the clothes, prepared the snow hat and some coils, left a letter on the dresser, and hurried out of the courtyard.

As soon as I arrived at the entrance of the courtyard, I suddenly met Ming Chongyan with a bowl of hot soup medicine.

Seeing Tang Ying's clothes ready to go, he hurriedly asked, "What are you going to do?" Moon Shadow is enough. ”

Tang Ying shook his head excitedly, "I'm not going to collect medicine." In the future, the emperor can only rely on you to take care of him, I want to go back to Chang'an! ”

"Back to Chang'an?" Ming Chongyan was shocked, "Are you in such a hurry to set off?" What happened? ”

At this time, Tang Ying's mind was full of Li Chunfeng's voice and smile, and when she saw that Ming Chongyan didn't feel anything at all, she couldn't help but say happily: "Because Chang'an has my most important person!" ”

"I'll go with you." Ming Chongyan turned around and left with a serious expression, Tang Ying grabbed him and said, "No, you have to take care of the emperor!" ”

Ming Chongyan thought of his mission, tangled like an ant on a hot pot. Tang Ying saw him holding a bowl of soup and medicine, and hurriedly asked, "What is this?" Ming Chongyan came back to his senses, "Oh, this is a cold medicine for you." I'm afraid you'll catch a cold. ”

Before he finished speaking, Tang Ying took it and drank it all, and then stuffed the bowl to him, "Xie Lu Xie." In the future, the emperor will rely on you to take care of it alone, you must let him get better as soon as possible, so that he can return to Chang'an! ”

After saying that, she ran away with the wind under her feet, leaving Ming Chongyan standing in the moonlight, and her mouth opened wide in surprise.