Section 764

Hurried home, the bedroom without lights was immersed in dead silence, I threw my coat on the side of the bed, looked at the alarm clock placed at the head of the bed, half past four in the morning, this time is not embarrassing, is it to sleep, or not to sleep?

I rubbed my sour eyes and fell into the single sofa in front of the window, my hand on my chin and my eyes slightly squinted, quietly waiting for the dawn. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I don't know if I was too tired or too idle, I fell asleep unconsciously, but when I opened my eyes, the sky was already bright, what posture before going to bed, what posture is it now, I moved my neck a little stiffly, but I found that I don't know when, there was an extra blanket, the texture of the blanket is very soft, it feels very comfortable, I am sure, this is not something in my room, then this is ......

"Take a picture," I whispered to the computer.

The computer made a soft "pop" sound, and the pitch-black screen gradually lit up, revealing the scene in the room when I was asleep.

In the picture, I seemed to be sleeping deeply, when the bedroom door was gently opened, and an unexpected person appeared outside the door.

"How so?" I looked at the image in amazement.

In the picture, my mother's eyes were full of struggle, she hesitated for a long time before slowly stepping into the door, but disappointed to find that there was no one on the bed, just when she was disappointed to leave, she found me trapped in the sofa.

She leaned over cautiously, and after seeing my face clearly, she let out a long breath, and then she carefully retreated again, and after a while, she appeared in the picture again, and she had this blanket on my body in her hand.

Looking at her cautious appearance, I suddenly had a delusion, as if everything had been fake all these years, and my mother was still the one who was not very enthusiastic about me, but would care about me silently somewhere she couldn't see, as if everything was still the same as it was at the beginning.

At this time, another person appeared at the door, and when he came out of the shadows, I saw the face of the person who came clearly, and my brows jumped, "Dad?" "These two people don't sleep in the middle of the night, what are they doing in my room?

I vaguely felt that something was wrong, and sure enough, the conversation between the two soon cleared my mind.

"Shi Yu, reluctantly, just be kind to her, I've seen you torture yourself so much over the years, I feel distressed" Dad's voice was deeply tired.

"It's good to her, I can't face Jing'er in my heart, I can't do it, I can't do it" Mom's voice was very small, as if she was afraid of making noise to the sleeping person.

"Yan'er's words, I believe you also have feelings, otherwise you wouldn't have gone to sleep in the middle of the night, back and forth to check if she has come back, Xiao Ning's state is indeed a little wrong recently, she is also a person, she also has a heart, she doesn't cry out for pain, it doesn't mean that she won't hurt, you have tortured yourself all these years, and you have also tortured her more horizontally, Shi Yu, let her go, let yourself go."

I didn't fully listen to my father's words, and at this time, I kept repeating the phrase in my head: "Go back and forth to see if she has come back!" I jerked up from the couch, my voice trembling with an imperceptible "They... Know I didn't come home all night? ”

I didn't have time to think about it, but the dialogue between the characters in the picture continued.

"Her father, do you think she'll leave?" Mom nervously grabbed Dad's hand.

Dad's face was a little gloomy, but his tone was very calm, "I don't know what this feeling is, but I just can't ignore it, some of her recent tones and attitudes are indeed like saying goodbye to us, or saying goodbye"

I couldn't help but tremble when I saw the back in the picture, and the feeling of falling from despair into the abyss of despair made my heart tremble, and I muttered, "What am I going to do, what am I going to do?" ”

"My fault?" Mom shook her head helplessly, "But... Forgive her, I can't do it, I can't face Jing'er's face, forgive the person who wiped Jing'er, I can't do it, why force me" Immediately, her face turned to the side of the sofa "Wronged, wronged! What should I do with you? ”

That kind of helplessness, that kind of reluctance, that kind of deep blood bond, that kind of hatred that goes deep into the blood and bones, the despair of losing the flesh and blood of the heart and facing the person who is also on the tip of the heart, that kind of helplessness, tearing her heart.

"Shi Yu, I don't want to, we don't want to, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, we don't care, everything is providence, don't want to, since she is back, you should go to bed early, you can also toss enough this night, sleep, as long as the sun rises, everything will be fine, believe me"

Section 765

The scene didn't come to an abrupt end until the figures disappeared by the door, and I closed my eyes tiredly, curled up all my body in the sofa, my cheeks rubbing against the soft blanket, but I couldn't warm up anyway.

Maybe fate is right, a person who should not exist in the world, but if he wants to stay, he should be prepared to face the butterfly effect caused by himself, whether it is him or me, he should understand, but unfortunately understanding is one thing, whether he will do it or not, it is another thing, we have always been the same kind of people, so he didn't bother to stop it.

This tangled mood lasted until eight o'clock in the morning, when the alarm clock suddenly exploded, and I almost rolled off the sofa in fright.

Hurriedly stopping the alarm clock, I rubbed the ends of my slightly curly hair, quickly cleaned myself up, breakfast was already set on the dining room table, I was carrying a small travel bag, just a curly glance at the restaurant, and was about to sneak out.

"Xiao Ning, you look like this, we will think that you have escaped" My brother's voice sounded behind him, he was dressed very casually today, which was different from the meticulous appearance he usually wore at work.

"Huh? Sister, you're already awake, what's the matter...... Wait a minute! Boot? Are you really planning to run away? ”

"No, I just made an appointment with someone, I'm going to be late, and it's the same for breakfast on the way" I glanced at the direction of the restaurant, "Breakfast, you guys use it slowly"

"Yay? This can't be done, my aunt prepared it early in the morning" Yan'er couldn't help but drag me to the table, "I don't care, it's just a bite, you have to eat it too"

“......”

I picked up a slice of toast and said, "That's it."

"Hey!" Yan'er looked at the hand she was still tightly clamping just now, and was a little stunned, when did my sister take it off?

"Brother!" Yan'er almost jumped up and shouted, "Take it!" ”

“......”

The elder brother smiled warmly, "Mom has been preparing for a long time, let's eat a little"

At this time, my parents came out of the kitchen with a pot of hot porridge, and saw our three-legged appearance, and my father frowned, "Ning, your mother has prepared a lot, and it's not too late to leave after eating, your grandfather has been waiting for so long, and he doesn't care about this moment."

"......" The corners of my mouth twitched unconsciously, what do you want me to say? Am I really going to be late? In other words, that guy won't kill him directly, right?

"Got it," I sighed and sat down at the table nervously, however, my worries were unnecessary, they didn't question me about going out in the middle of the night, and the table still maintained good dining etiquette.

It wasn't until I went out that I saw a trace of entanglement in my mother's eyes, and my father patted her hand encouragingly, and my mother took a deep breath, walked a few steps quickly, and took out the package that had been in her hand all morning, "These are taken to eat on the road, there are some words here, and there is one for motion sickness"

I actually don't get motion sickness at all, but somehow, it's the bus to my grandfather's house, and when I get dizzy once, I don't feel good, like... It's like me and the car rush.

"Thank you!" I didn't know what to say, so I smiled faintly and thanked me.

My brother's car had already driven close while talking, and I touched Yan'er's head, "During my absence, you are also obedient"

"Sister, generally you are more worry-free than me, right?"

"Okay, if you're unhappy, just call, your sister and I'll make your trash can for free" I finished speaking, patted her on the head, "Remember, if you're not happy, just look for me" Remember something, it's healthier to eliminate!

"Hmm" Yan'er nodded, looked at me with some expectation, and whispered, "Sister, aunt, uncle, they are waiting, you go and say goodbye" She never forgot to ease the relationship at home.

I smiled and said, "Dad, Mom, goodbye!" After saying that, I got into the car, and out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of a trace of nervousness on my mother's face, and I felt weak in my heart.

It wasn't until the car drove out for a while that I heard a fluttering voice from behind, "Go early, go back early!" ”

Section 766

Before I arrived at the passenger station, I saw Yan Shu's anxious figure from a distance, and I hurriedly said, "Stop!" When the car stopped, I immediately got out of the car and apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm late"

Yan Shu's originally desperate eyes instantly burst out with a light called hope, "I thought I was going to be released a pigeon"

"Hehe... Unexpected, unexpected" I laughed twice, and smiled at my brother who came out with a puzzled face, "Brother, just send it here"

"I'll see you get in the car" After speaking, he turned back into the car and said, "I'll go park first, wait for me here"

“......”

Yan Shu snatched my bag, "My mother is here, right?" ”

I looked at the bag that was almost torn, and the corners of my mouth twitched, "The bag is rotten, your mother is gone"

"Huh?" Yan Shu's hand immediately stopped, and a pair of hands carefully guarded the bag, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I just wanted to help you get the bag"

"Be careful," I smiled, "by the way, don't you have any luggage?" ”

Yan Shu paused, and then suddenly said, "Where's my bag?" ”

"......" I looked at this guy who was so confused that it was desperate, and he spun around in place, rubbing his forehead, "Where did you lose it?" ”

Yan Shu thought about it in fragments, while recalling, "After I arrived at the passenger station... Just waited outside the door, and then... Went to the toilet? No, I went with my bag, no, no! And then... Then," he hammered his head and looked around in confusion, "When did the bag fall?" ”

At this time, my brother parked the car and dragged my luggage over, and when he saw Yan Shu's appearance, he couldn't help asking, "He's going too?" What's going on? ”

"Oh, I said in a casual conversation yesterday that he was going to find someone over there, and he didn't know the way, so he made an appointment to go together, but he lost his luggage" I looked at him a little helplessly, "What is valuable in your bag?" ”

"No, it's just a few pieces of torn clothes, forget it, if you lose it, you will lose it, let's go, don't miss the car" Yan Shu gritted his teeth, the old one doesn't go, the new one doesn't come.

"Rags?" I turned my head to look around and nodded lightly at Liu Xiuying, who looked loving and helpless.

Liu Xiuying immediately understood, her figure slowly faded, and after a while, she appeared with an angry face, tilted her head at me, and motioned for me to follow.

"I'm going to go to the bathroom," I said, running.

"There's something in the station" Yan Shu watched me run in the opposite direction, and hurriedly reminded me.

“......”

"Your sister is weird"

"Let her go, she's always mysterious, maybe stay a little while, and your bag will come back" The brother's eyes gradually sank.

I found that bag in a trash can, and Liu Xiuying looked indignant, "Damn pickpocket, that's my precious son's bag, how dare you throw it in the trash?" ”

I gave her a blank look, "Then you say, what should they do with the bag without money?" It's a blessing that it wasn't destroyed."

“......”

I didn't delay when I got my bag back, I rushed back with my bag, and the eyes of the people here were so strong that I almost stuffed myself into the tube.

"Did you really get your bag back? It's worthy of family, what your brother said is really accurate! Yan Shu took his bag with a shocked face.

"Huh?" I looked over and saw that my brother's eyes were very complicated, and the luggage was clenched tightly in his hand, "Brother?" ”

"No, I'll take you back" Brother's eyes gradually regained calm, and he said lightly, "Let's go back"

"Brother?"

"Mr. Yin?" Yan Shu was also a little puzzled.

"If you resist there, then we won't go" The brother's eyes were full of worry.

"Hehe, grandpa asked me to go back, after so many years, think about it too should I go, what are you worried about? Just go there to live for a few days, relax and spend time with grandpa, Ann! I patted my brother on the shoulder.

As a result, until the car drove away, my brother kept his face calm and pursed his lips, and even if we waved goodbye to him, he only nodded symbolically, and then added a sentence "It's too late to change your mind"

"No," I shook my head firmly, not that I would not retreat, but that there was no way back.

Seeing the bus station disappear around the corner, I sat upright, the car was not very stable, and after a while, the uncomfortable feeling gradually came.

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