Chapter 5: Illusion

I don't know where I got so much courage, I said so much to Yun Mengdie, I think, Yun Mengdie must be sad. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

But after all, she left.

I shouldn't have let her stay in my world.

I just, I just can't put it down.

I'm sorry, Yunmeng Butterfly.

From now on, I will still live alone as before, even if it is lonely, even if it is lonely, even if it is lonely, even if it is anything, it is just me.

Forget Yunmeng Butterfly, forget Ye Ziruo. I should never have provoked them.

I decided to go out for a walk.

I packed my bag and got on the bus to my hometown.

I abandoned the concrete-paved roads and found a path to climb in the direction I remembered.

This is the mountain of my hometown, a mountain that is not too big or too small, a mountain full of my memories.

Looking at the green trees all over the mountain, I don't feel a little emotional, when I was young, this place was covered with cultivated land, so now you are looking for so much green? Nowadays, no one lives here, and these trees have grown.

Maybe in a few years, it will be like a real forest, and you will never be able to enter it again.

Crossing the canal where I frolicked as a child, I finally found the foundation of the old house. After the old house was demolished, only this foundation was left here, and I used to come here with my friends to play, and I really miss it.

Before I knew it, I had grown so big, and those memories were so far away.

There is no reason, I thought of Yun Mengdie again, and Ye Ziruo, and suddenly felt irritable in my heart.

I took out my camera and was going to take a panoramic view of the place, but I heard something strange inside the grass.

"Sizzle!" A black shadow burst out of the grass, and I was startled only to notice that it was a black poisonous snake dotted with red stars.

Then I immediately realized that I was the target of this viper.

I was terrified.

When I was a child, I often heard old people say that this snake is very venomous, and I didn't care much about it at the time, but now I think about it and think it's terrifying.

Because, I'm facing it, and I don't have a weapon in my hand to stop it!

I seemed to see the coldness and cruelty in the eyes of the viper, which belonged to the eyes of a predator.

I was at a loss, but I didn't dare to move, but the viper didn't stop its attack, and still writhed and rushed towards me.

The viper jumped up and was about to pounce on me, and at that moment, I thought a lot.

In fact, at that time, the brain was completely confused, and all kinds of fantasies poured in. I have fantasized that after being bitten by it, I can't call for help, and then I die here; I've had fantasies again, and it just avoided me......

Then my sanity told me that I couldn't get away with it.

But just before the viper touched me, a miracle happened.

I seemed to see the horror in the cold eyes of the viper, and then the viper raised its head fiercely and sent its body up.

It's as if the target of his attack, my body, is a bush of thorns.

Although I felt a lot of pain under the impact of the acceleration, I was not bitten by the snake.

I saw the unscathed snake, writhing in pain and rolling on the ground, as if its body had been punctured by thorns.

At that moment, I was really stunned.

In front of me, the light flowed, and a crystal clear colored butterfly danced and appeared in my vision.

I had a wonderful feeling that that butterfly was a part of my body.

Then I saw the world through the eyes of the butterfly, and yes, I was no longer me, but a bush of thorns, and the snake had been punctured by the bush of thorns, and blood was flowing.

Of course, snakes don't bleed that much, I thought.

Then I was amazed to find that there was less blood on the snake's body.

A bold idea suddenly popped up in my heart, and it seemed that the world in the eyes of butterflies was determined by my heart.

I didn't dare to think about it any longer, but my heart beat violently, and yes, I felt excited.

Without any thought, I decided to try and test my idea.

I imagined that an inexplicable golden light suddenly fell from the sky, and then shone on the wounded snake.

Then, the wound on the snake's body quickly healed, and I imagined that the snake felt very comfortable when this light shone on it.

As a result, in my own vision, I saw that the snake slowly stopped struggling, and instead enjoyed being in a ball, like the light of the warm sun.

A term popped into my head, illusion.

Until I got back to the city, mine was still in a trance.

The feeling of suddenly having a wonderful ability like a superpower is too unreal.

And then I thought, what can this ability do?

The first word that came to my mind was deception, and yes, if I used these illusions, I could make people believe what they saw, but what I got was what they couldn't.

But this idea was just germinated, and it was stifled by me, I am not that kind of person.

It's the ability to do nothing, but not to do anything.

Butterflies, which seem to be made up purely of light particles, rested leisurely on my shoulders, enjoying the sun's rays.

It seems that this butterfly loves the sun.

Maybe I can't use that either, because it's the only one I've found, the illusion butterfly.

Actually, I have mixed feelings.

The matter between Yun Mengdie and Ye Ziruo is not over yet, and I suddenly learned illusion again.

Irritability, irritability.

It's not that I didn't think about making the illusion butterfly simulate someone, but the truth is, I don't know who to ask the illusion butterfly to simulate, and, after all, it's an illusion, just an illusion.

Last night I had a dream in which I dreamed that butterflies accompanied me, and in the dream, I had never been happy.

Maybe I should be alone, whether it's Yun Mengdie or Ye Ziruo, I shouldn't leave them around.

I also don't have the ability to keep them around.

However, the next day, Yun Mengdie reappeared.

I really wanted to harden my heart and ignore her, but the one I saw today was very haggard.

She didn't say anything, just snuggled up to me with affection.

I didn't have the courage to let her go.

I'm distressed.

Dream Butterfly, what's wrong with you.

Yun Mengdie shook her head, but she didn't say anything, just tried to drill into my arms.

The first time I hugged a girl like this, I only felt distress and pity.

At that moment, it occurred to me that what if everything in this world was fake?

Including Yun Mengdie, including Ye Ziruo, including everyone around me, my parents, my relatives, my friends, my story.

I was frightened, but I could only hug Yun Mengdie tightly, not daring to continue thinking about it.

Yun Mengdie suddenly spoke, I love you.

Yes? Although I was prepared for it today, when she said it, my heart was still so uneasy.

With that, she buried her head in my arms and refused to say anything more.

I'm actually quite struggling.

I'm wondering, am I attracted to Yun Mengdie, or do I just like to be with her?

However, the cruelty of reality has finally arrived.

When I looked up, I saw Ye Ziruo, who appeared in front of me at some point, tears like a flood that opened the floodgates, rushing endlessly.

She hid her face with her hands, finally cried, and fled.

I saw her back, it was so bleak.

My heart suddenly ached, it felt like a knife had been stabbed, and someone was spinning the hilt.

My eyes were blurry.

Ye Ziruo, then we will never intersect again.

I lowered my head and kissed Yun Mengdie's hair, and then forced myself to forget everything.

I suddenly felt that I owed Yunmeng Butterfly too much.

Letting the emotions surge in my chest, I made a decision, okay, Yun Mengdie, if I can, I will be with you for the rest of my life.

Unfortunately, maybe the world is really just cruel.

Yun Mengdie raised her head and looked at me, her lips moving slightly.

I will be with you for the rest of my life, but, as you think, it is not at all the same.

I could see the tears in her eyes.

Suddenly, my eyebrows were ****, and the crystal clear and beautiful butterfly rushed out of my eyebrows and stayed above the Yunmeng butterfly.

Yun Mengdie smiled reluctantly and ugly.

For a moment, her whole person was illusory, turning into particles of light one by one, slowly floating towards the butterfly.

The light of the butterfly is getting brighter and brighter, its body is becoming more and more beautiful, and an illusory and real aura is getting stronger and stronger, but the cloud dream butterfly is gone.

I looked coldly at the empty arms, as if I understood something, but finally, the tears still fell.

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