027 Turn awake
Lin Qixu woke up on a warm morning, as if he had been in a different world, and the sun was as indifferent as gold, falling on the side of the bed. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoHer body felt like it had been hollowed out, her whole body ached, and her throat was dry and smoking.
I instinctively touched the pear blossom branch table next to the bed, but I didn't want to almost fall out of bed. Lin Qixu looked around the room with his eyes right, and saw that the layout was fresh and bright, the colors were bright, and the ornaments were all of the highest quality.
After a moment of confusion, Yan Zhu came in with a decoction.
Seeing that Lin was not only awake, but could sit up with her arms propped up, she suddenly had red circles in her eyes, hurriedly put down the tray, and hurriedly stepped forward to support the weak Lin Qixu.
"Master, are you awake?" Yan Zhu burst into tears with excitement, and was in a coma for three days and three nights, and the decoction was constantly poured down, and even they were about to give up being slaves.
Fortunately, there is no endless road.
Lin Qixu's thoughts are so transparent, a person like a crystal liver has naturally figured out all the joints, and this is probably the wing room of the princess's main courtyard. She felt a palpitation and asked, "Why is this here?" ā
Yan Zhu withdrew her tears, and saw that she was unexpectedly organized, her speech was clear, and she had no sadness about losing her child, so she had to reply: "At that time, you relied on ginseng soup to hang your life, how dare we move easily, don't look at the weather is sunny now, it rained yesterday." How to send you back to Agarwood Pavilion. ā
Lin Qixu touched his shriveled lower abdomen, a little stunned.
Yan Zhu brought the medicine bowl, looked very distressed, held back his tears, and said gently: "Master, drink the medicine." ā
In fact, this master is really good at serving, just take medicine as an example, she won't be bitter, and she doesn't want to give candied fruit. lost a child, what a heartbreaking thing, as a concubine next to her, she has long been unforgiving, and she can't stop crying.
Lin Qixu was weak and weak, and could only be fed by Yan Zhu in one mouthful, his expression had not yet turned back, and his eyes had a somewhat hollow sense of emptiness, and he only turned around occasionally. Yan Zhu intimately wiped the corners of her mouth, and said sadly: "Master, there will be no one else." If you're sad, it's okay to cry. ā
You can't even cry as you like.
Just because the people in the main courtyard were smiling at the princess's good news, if the Lin family was grief-stricken and cried, the princess would definitely be displeased. just didn't say anything on the face, but the princess was already disgusted with the Lin family, and she had even more ideas in private.
There has been no one for three years, and she can still sit firmly on the throne of the princess regent, when the Ning family gave birth to her eldest son, several old grandmothers were also worried, for fear that one day the palace would change masters. However, it backfired, and the princess was always the princess. If he gives birth to his eldest son this time, he will be even more solid, and no one can shake him.
Even if the master is aggrieved and annoyed, don't show it. It was not a wise move to offend the princess before, and it will not be now.
Before Yan Zhu could figure it out, should he tell his master that the princess was pregnant.
The peach blossom outside the door had already come in with clear water to wipe the antique utensils, and when he saw that Lin Qixu had opened his eyes, he was still being fed medicine by Sister Yanzhu, and he was elated at the moment, put down the copper basin, and said, "Lin Ji is awake, I will go back to the princess." Yan Zhu didn't even have the kung fu to stop her, and watched her go back to life.
Although Lin Qixu was weak and sleepy, and his mental strength was not as good as before, how could Yan Zhu's mind not be able to see it, and asked weakly at the moment, "What's wrong with you?" "Now that I am recuperating in the main courtyard, I should go to report to the princess when I wake up.
couldn't hide this matter, Yan Zhu whispered uneasily: "The princess is two months pregnant. ā
Today, the Fuguo Mansion came, and the lady and the county lord were all beaming. At this moment, the sisters, mother and daughter are talking in the inner sanctum.
Lin Qixu was slightly surprised, then gently covered Yan Zhu's hand and smiled lightly: "You don't have to worry. I know it all. When I was feeling better, I went to thank the princess. ā
Yan Zhu only admired the princess and worked in the main courtyard for many years, but at this moment, looking at the woman with a pale face and an indifferent smile on the bed, she was full of softness, and she thought about her with all her heart, and she really regarded her as her master.
"Master......" she called softly, distressed by her abnormality.
"Since the princess is happy, I will go back to Jingxue Xuan to recuperate." There is no need to add sadness to this festive courtyard, and besides, the prince doesn't want to see her, so why bother with the pestle here, there are people watching when you go in and out.
Yan Zhu was slightly stunned, then shook his head and smiled: "The princess said that there is no need to move to Jingxue Xuan." Agarwood Pavilion is suitable for recuperation, let's just go back there. ā
Lin Qixu stretched out his thin hand, touched Yan Zhu's face, and smiled sourly: "You don't have to feel too sorry for me." ā
Yan Zhu replied without thinking: "Isn't the master sad?" ā
As soon as the words came out, Yan Zhu regretted it, Zhang Huang knelt down in a panic to admit his mistake, and said again and again: "The slave and maid don't have a heart, just look at the master's ......"
It's so bland that you can't see a single tear.
Yan Zhu was even faintly worried in his heart, the master was in such a hurry to return to the Agarwood Pavilion, whether the care was loose over there, so that he could take advantage of the gap to find a short view.
Lin Qixu was silent, and a sadness spread in his heart.
How can it not be sad.
She has always been prepared for danger in times of peace, and she has suffered from gains and losses. Every time she gets something, she thinks about the lost moments.
The death of my sister was sudden and inhumane. But as expected, her sister was born bright and lovely, and Zhao's eyes looked at her no different from looking at a fat sheep waiting to be slaughtered. The death of her sister brought her a gushing anger and hatred.
And after her mother gave birth to Qichen, she lingered on the sickbed, and since she had an heir, the Zhao family would never tolerate her living again. From the age of four to ten, she accompanied her mother to serve decoctions, serve tea and water, and finally, quietly watched her die, but she was powerless to return to heaven. Zhao sharpened her with a soft knife, the kind of dull pain and sadness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, made her hatred for Zhao accumulate day after day for six years, and a drop of water could still penetrate the stone, not to mention the hatred of killing her mother.
As for the child who didn't have a chance...... It's very different from my sister and mother.
Coma is caused by the body's self-protection mechanism, which is more than it can bear, and in order to protect itself, it loses consciousness.
She was unconscious, not because of pain, not because of blood all over the ground.
Because in that moment, she knew three things.
First, she had a child.
Second, this child has been with her for more than a month, like a shadow.
Then, she is now losing him.
There was no buffer, no hesitation, no foreshadowing.
When she felt that she had something new, she lost him in an instant.
Therefore, the pain is unbearable.
Otherwise, how could that little pain make her unconscious?
Lin Qixu stroked his abdomen, which was as flat as ever, and slowly recalled the feeling when he had him, and the taste in his heart turned a thousand times, trying to force the tears back into his eyes.
No wonder she is always sleepy and tired, but it is ridiculous that she still knows a little about medical skills, but she is so dull.
"A month, huh?"
"Hmm." Yanzhu was also in tears.
Lin Qixu lay quietly.
What a tragedy. Her child didn't die at her hands. If she hadn't been bold and reckless and insisted on leaving the Lin family, there would have been no deprivation of innocent lives.
His own life, like duckweed, is really ...... You don't have to add another child.
Don't let him go through his life again, desperate and cold.
Lin Qixu took a breath suddenly, wrapped her cold hand by Yan Zhu, she smiled brightly, giving people reassuring warmth and comfort, Yan Zhu followed her example, and smiled: "Slave go and get some food." ā
Before the words fell, there was a sound of footsteps outside, breaking the silence and silence abruptly.