The seventy-eighth round of snow drifting in the summer
Section 184
As the crying faded away, and the guy in his hand looked like a ghost, which made me very powerless, the ghost is you, right? Why do you have a look that I'm more terrible than a ghost? (Compared to that, you ghost runner shouldn't have much to complain about, right?) )
"Uh... I'm going to go to the toilet, you can go back first" In desperation, I had to solve this problem first. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Oh, then I'll go back first" Chu Ying let go of the hand that was holding me and walked straight towards our seats.
"How...... What's going on? "I was only halfway through my words, and I understood why the guy was so talkative.
"Is there a mistake?" I wailed.
saw that there was already a long queue in front of the doors of the two toilets, so Chu Ying didn't say the words "You go, I'll wait for you", because I am afraid it will be the Year of the Monkey.
My business wasn't something that could be solved in a moment, so I naturally stood behind everyone, even ...... Every time I came, I would step back one place, and the people in the queue would look at me strangely, which was really uncomfortable.
But now it reminds me of when I was a child, when I was queuing up for vaccinations, the children lined up for a long time, and the timid would always quickly retreat when they were about to hit him, so as to delay time.
After a long time......
"Whew~ It's finally my turn!" I exhaled, and now there was no one in front of me, and I rubbed my sore calves as I looked at the half-open door that was so close.
"What do you mean finally? It's just that you have been refusing to go in, and you have been retreating and retreating! ”
"That's it......!"
From the seats near the toilet, the above talk can be heard.
I didn't bother to pay attention to them, so I dragged the guy who wasn't very responsive into the door and locked it!
"Okay, now tell me what you want to do" I didn't bother to turn around, and just asked.
"Can you really see me?"
"Hmm~hum~" was originally a definite tone, but at the moment of exit, it turned into a muffled hum.
"No... Be... Right...? ”
"What's wrong?" Looking at my painful frowning, the doubt in my eyes deepened.
"Huh?! ... Be... For what just happened? Do I want to thank 'you' for not playing in front of people? ”
wiped the cold sweat that flowed, "Okay, turn the page and talk about you, right?" What are your plans? The pain that I had become accustomed to had left a shallow mark on the tip of my eyebrows.
"As you can see, that's my decision" The translucent man, with a surprisingly determined look in his eyes, could not shake his decision even if it made him scatter now.
"That kid, there are a lot of calamities, I'm afraid it will be very hard for you to protect him," I shook my head with a headache.
"It's normal for an older brother to protect his younger brother, isn't it?"
"Are you ready to sacrifice? When he becomes an adult, he won't remember everything you've ever done."
"It's good that I know, and when he really becomes a person in this world, I'll leave"
"Really, another idiot! He's here to collect his debts, and he won't have to wait until his death is over, do you know how long he's going to have to wait? ”
"18 years!"
"Do you know what it means for you to stay here for 18 years?"
“...... I don't know! ”
"You will disappear, after you decide to protect him, your existence is to protect, when he no longer needs your protection, you will have no need to exist, so you will disappear"
"Disappear?" It was asking me, but it had a playful smile on its lips.
Seeing its fearless smile, I knew that it was indeed a 'stupid' "That's the rule of this world, and it's troublesome to mess with it, so... If you want to save the guy who is destined to disappear, someone will have to replace you, and the replacement will pay an even heavier price."
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"A heavier price? Disappear? It muttered.
"Even so, you have no objection?" When I saw it, I felt like I saw another self, so stupid that I hated it.
"So what? I disappeared as a guy that no one noticed, in exchange for the happiness of three people, why not? What do you say? Its smile was even brighter and brighter, and its translucent body was completely brighter, making it impossible to ignore.
"Sure enough! Idiot! I shook my head helplessly, "This is your choice, I have no right to interfere, you have to play to death, I have no opinion, it's just... Your nobody found out, it made me very angry, what do you mean nobody? Am I not? "When it came to the end, I was a little angry. You don't treat me like a human being at all, do you?
"Uh.... Excuse me, I don't know what words to use to describe you, are you human? It scratched its head in embarrassment, hey! Sure enough, it's still a child.
"Nonsense! What do you think I'm not human anymore? I blushed and looked at it fiercely.
"A lot of ......!"
"......" smiled weakly, you are really not cute at all!
"What do you say if I, a person who is not human, tell you that you don't have such a miserable chance of disappearing?" I smiled faintly.
"I refuse!"
"Oh?"
"This is my decision, I don't want others to bear the consequences, like you said, to save one person, there has to be another person to pay a heavier price, then... I'm thinking of a price to end up with me! ”
"......" I was speechless by its alternative ideas.
"I know, what you mean, you just paid the price for saving him, didn't you? The painful look just now is the price right? ”
"Well...... 'people' are sometimes not too smart, and they will be happier in life," I smiled wryly.
"The decisions I make, I will bear the consequences, as a man, I have to be responsible for the decisions I make, whether it is right or wrong, the road is my own choice, even if I step on blood all the way, I have to go down with a smile" Its face appeared mature and vicissitudes that did not belong to his age.
"You... Be... What did you experience to have such an insight? Your expression is like an old man who has gone through all the vicissitudes of life, besides... What kind of man is here? Even if you're human, you're still just a hairless imp," I looked at the self-proclaimed man with a feeble look.
"Hehe, you may not know, I didn't drink the thing Meng Po gave, and after crossing the bridge, I spit it out to moisten the land, so ...... I'm tired of reincarnation, so ...... Disappearing for me is relief, not punishment" From its eyes, I read infinite boredom.
The kind of boredom that can't grasp one's own fate, reincarnation again and again, and death again and again, seems to be a never-ending cycle, so that the people in it can't extricate themselves and fall forever!
Those who care, those who want to remember forever, those who can't be separated, those who ...... Everything has become the source of its boredom, why should people be reincarnated? Why do you want to go back to that, the world that once brought yourself infinite injuries, is it not painful enough, or reincarnation is not in your control at all, if one day you suddenly understand that you are just a puppet in the hands of others, and if you break it and repair it, you can take it back and continue to be a puppet of fate, I'm afraid no one is willing.
"Shall I say congratulations, then?"
"No, this is just my interpretation of fate, everyone's perspective is different, and the world they see is different, it's just the world in my eyes that made me make such a choice, what you see shouldn't be like this."
"Well, I see people who are constantly working hard even if they are ** control, such people are worth protecting, this is also my choice"
"......" silence spread.
After a moment, a small transparent hand and a slender warm hand clasped tightly together, "Choice!" ”
Different choices make for two very different lives, but ...... Different forks in the road overlap here......