Chapter 327: Taeyeon's Mind
"Taeyeon, ...... you" After Sunny left, Sika pushed away Taeyeon, who was still cowering in her arms, and looked at her with a complicated expression, now she really didn't know what attitude to treat Taeyeon, if Taeyeon hadn't confessed to her, maybe she could have pretended not to know, but now it's obviously not okay. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Although Taeyeon's confession to her last night seemed like a joke, Sika knew she was serious, and Sika could tell it in her eyes.
Although Taeyeon is usually not very reliable and likes to joke, but once she recognizes something, she will not hesitate, Sika really doesn't want to hurt her heart, but she doesn't know how to refuse her.
Besides, she didn't really want to refuse.
"Sika ......" Taeyeon approached her, leaning next to her and calling her softly, this room is soundproofed so they can talk freely without worrying about being known.
"Sika, I've told you my heart, what about you? Can you accept me? Taeyeon didn't have a smile on her face, she looked at Sika very seriously, her hands quietly hugged her arms, and she used a lot of force, it seemed that she was very nervous.
Sika was silent for a while, turned her head slightly, looked at Taeyeon expressionlessly and said, "Taeyeon, why do you like me?" Although I admit that I am charismatic enough, this is not a reason for you to like me, you should know that we are both women and there is ...... between us"
"I know......" Sika was interrupted by Taeyeon before she could finish her words, she shook her head, "I know we're both women, but what's this, true love doesn't discriminate between men and women, as long as we like each other, gender doesn't matter, as long as we're happy, why care about anything else?" ”
A wry smile appeared on the corner of Sika's mouth, Taeyeon thought too simply, how could it be so easy.
Patting Taeyeon away, Sika took a few steps back, sat on the bed with her buttocks, her hands went straight up, her palms touched back on the bed, she looked up at Taeyeon and said, "Taeyeon, although what you said makes a little sense, but what you think is too simple, you only know that you want to be with the person you like, and you don't care about her gender, but have you thought about the consequences of being with her?" ”
"The consequences?"
"Yes, the consequences." Sika frowned slightly, "Have you thought about what you're going to face when you're together?" If your relationship is known by others, how do you get through your parents and family, how do you face the strange stares of relatives and friends, how do you deal with the pressure from the world? ”
"This ......" Taeyeon pondered, she only thought about wanting to be with Sika, the person who made her feel at ease and liked her, but after Sika said this, she realized that there would be so many difficulties in the middle.
Sika didn't speak, quietly waiting for Taeyeon to think, she wondered how Taeyeon would deal with the pressure, and she was thinking about it in her heart.
"Huh" Taeyeon exhaled softly for a long time, raised her head again and looked at Sika and said: "Sika, I figured it out, although, although after we are together, if others know about it, there will definitely be many people who oppose it, but I won't regret it, this is our own business, why do you care about other people's eyes?" As for my family, I ......."
"I don't regret it, even if they don't recognize me as a daughter, it doesn't matter, anyway, I have an older brother and a younger sister in my family, I don't have to worry about the succession, I just want to pursue my own happiness, even if they oppose me, I won't regret it."
"Hey" Sika sighed, shook her head slightly, and slowly lost focus as she looked at Taeyeon.
Although Taeyeon seems to have made up her mind, she won't agree to Taeyeon so easily, although she also wants to be with Taeyeon, but she really doesn't want to hurt her, she is hopeless, she is either single or Lily in this life, there is no other way to go, but Taeyeon is still saved, after all, Taeyeon's interest in women has only recently begun, and if it is timely, there is still hope to return to normal.
But if she was really with Sika, it wouldn't be long before she would be completely bent and never be able to change it, but she knew that it would be as difficult as it was to get those senior lily girls back to normal than to let them take the initiative to eat a bowl of hot soaring, or even more difficult.
In a word, she doesn't want to hurt Taeyeon's life, which is why she hesitates, but she doesn't want to reject Taeyeon at all in her heart.
……
After a long time, Sika finally thought it through and rejected Taeyeon for the time being, although Taeyeon would be sad in this way, but she had no other way, if she ...... If Taeyeon still doesn't return to normal after a year or two, then she will be with Taeyeon, and no one will be able to stand in the way.
"Taeyeon, ah......" Sika stood up, walked to Taeyeon's side and hugged her, leaning into her ear and whispering, "I'm sorry, Taeyeon, you may not have thought about it for a while, let's take it slowly, maybe when you calm down, you will find that you don't feel that way for me, so let's be sisters now." ”
Taeyeon had a surprised smile on her face when she was hugged by Sika, thinking that Sika had agreed to be with her, but the smile on her little face immediately froze after hearing Sika's words.
Sika ...... You...... Are you rejecting me? Taeyeon's small body, which was hugged by Sika, trembled a little, and said in Sika's ear.
Sika was silent for a moment, but finally relented, "I'm sorry Taeyeon, what you think right now isn't necessarily what you really think, calm down, maybe you find that what you're thinking now isn't what you really want." ”
"......" Taeyeon didn't speak, but her body trembled even more when she was hugged by Sika, and after a while, Sika felt the wetness on her shoulder, and she knew that it was Taeyeon's tears.
"Ah, Jessica" Taeyeon suddenly pushed Sika away, she didn't know where the power came from, she actually pushed Sika back three steps, Taeyeon raised her little face, and a beautiful face stained with tears appeared in front of Sika.
Pointing at Sika, Taeyeon choked up with tears in her eyes: "Why, why do you want to reject me, obviously people have already confessed everything to you, I know you like me too, so why do you reject me, do you really confess that you treat me like this?" ”
"Taeyeon......" Looking at Taeyeon's tears on her face, a trace of distress flashed in Sika's eyes, as if this was the first time Taeyeon was so sad in front of her, even that time in the Black Sea, she was holding back her tears.
Taeyeon is a soft-willed girl, but now she is crying so sadly.
"You say I'm not thinking what I'm really thinking, but how do you know what I'm thinking? I can tell you clearly, now what I think is what I really want, I just like Sika you, like Sika you have to like crazy, Sika you are so smart, don't tell me you didn't see it, since you see it, why do you want to reject me? ”
"Taeyeon, ......" Sika felt guilty in the face of Taeyeon's questioning.
"Don't speak, listen to me first." Taeyeon suddenly raised her voice, and Sika opened her mouth, but finally had to choose silence.
"I've tried so hard to confess to you, do you know how much courage it took me to make up my mind? I thought that Sika would hesitate and consider, but I knew that you liked me and would accept me in the end, but I didn't expect you to reject me so ruthlessly.
"Jessica, you're going too far."
"Taeyeon ......"
"Don't you often say you're a pure master? Those men are not as good as you, but why do you use those reasons to prevaricate me? Family? Friend? World? Even I don't care anymore, you're so independent, so autonomous, so strong, you've always been dismissive of other people's eyes, don't you often say, 'Go your own way, let others have no way out'? I know you don't care what other people think of you, you only care about what the people you care about. ”
"Even I don't care about that anymore, why do you refuse me so much without hesitation?"
"Jessica, you're just a coward, you have to be afraid to be with the person you like, worry about this and that, what qualifications do you have to be called the card king by fans, what qualifications do you have to be our umbrella, and what qualifications are you to be my favorite person."
"Sika, you coward, I hate you." Taeyeon touched her tears vigorously, gave Sika a painful look, and turned around as if she had run out.
But before she could leave, she was stopped by Sicara.
"What are you doing, Sika, you quickly let me go...... Hmmm......"
Before Taeyeon could finish her words, she was turned around by Sika, and the next moment Sika's lips were imprinted on her mouth.