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"Writer Ninjiro Takami committed suicide yesterday by taking sleeping pills at home. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info" Kazama read the headline aloud while reading the newspaper.
After we left last night, the landlady came to collect the rent that Ninjiro had been in arrears for three months, and his body was found. I was amazed that such a man who could afford such high-end coffee could not even pay his rent.
But one thing is that I shouldn't worry about Asami's affairs anymore, because according to the order of inheritance in the law, the money will eventually go back to Asami's hands.
And what I care more about is that when Asami knows the death of Ninjiro Takami, should she be happy? Or is it sad?
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"Oh, that's a shame......" That's the only reaction I had after telling Asami.
"Your reaction was unexpected." I say.
"Actually, my uncle is also a pathetic person. I don't hate him, it's just ......"
"Just what?"
"I can also understand the pain of losing a family."
"He is hateful, because he has taken everything from you; However, he is also a poor worm, and the poor thing is that his heart has been reduced to pieces because of the loss of his family. ”
"Liqiu Jun has the charm of a mature man. If only everyone in this world was like Li Qiujun and could think farther. ”
"Perhaps, if everyone could see farther, the world would change because of it."
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A few years later, after completing her graduate studies at Kanagawa University, Asami also graduated with a bachelor's degree, and the long-awaited life of the two of us finally came, and the day Asami graduated, we went to register and became a couple, and since then, I have found that I love her more than ever.
Because of Asami, I found someone I didn't want to live up to; It is also because of her that after experiencing so many things, I am stepping towards my own correct life step by step. I should be grateful to myself for resolutely going to Japan to study and moving my household registration from China, if I had reached a compromise with my family and not going to Japan to study, what a regret it would be!
After leaving university, we found a job in Yokohama, where I worked as a business manager for an anime company, and Asami became the manager of a café. This café should actually be considered a bar, so I will come over from time to time to help out if I have learned bartending with others, and the uniforms there are slim versions, which makes the posture of the clerks look quite plump, and I have heard of this shop in Yokohama for a long time, and the uniforms are not only slim, but also famous in Yokohama for "highlighting the breasts". So if Asami is on duty, I'll take a look at her when she's working.
After going home every night, that short time made me spare no effort to love her. When combining, Asami also became more and more active, and afterwards we hugged each other face to face, feeling each other's warmth and warm breath. Although the matter between me and Asami is a foregone conclusion, I will never forget the deceased environmental protection uncle and Kaede, I am responsible for their passing, and more importantly, they gave me hope to continue living in Japan when I first arrived in Japan and seemed isolated and helpless. Every year during the Seimei Cherry Blossom Festival, I go to Shinjuku and Osaka to worship them.
One year in the early summer, Asami and I went to Hokkaido and stumbled upon an "indicator brother and sister" who had returned to Japan. Because it was summer, the little girl litmus was dressed more revealing than the last time we met. But Shi Lei said that since that incident, litmus has hardly done anything like it. I think I'm starting to understand this little girl, maybe she just wants to present her body perfectly to the world. Mr. Shuichi, who accompanied him, has really bowed his head. The bare head reflected the sunlight, like a beautiful tea egg, perhaps because of the exposure to the sun, the head was also as brown as the tea egg, but the only thing that could not be changed - his hand was still the old and yellowed "Bible Stories".
Asami was naturally happy to see her distant relatives, plus I had a friendship with Shi Lei and Shi Rui when they were young, so the four of them became closer. When the siblings knew that I had truly become their brother-in-law, I could never forget that expression—the expression of happiness and joy for others, and happiness for myself.
After nine years of investigating the environmental protection case, the Metropolitan Police Department was forced to close the case after declaring the case a terrorist attack because no progress had been made and the motive for the old man's attack on the square was not known. When I came to Shinjuku and told the environment that the matter was over, I thought he had put a stick of incense on his grave, replaced it with a fresh perfume lily, sat down on the ground, took out a sake jug, and sipped a sip of sake while crying for a while before reluctantly driving away.
When I came back, I suddenly felt that environmental protection is very long-lived. In recent years, whether it is China, Japan, or any other country, the mortality rate in the world has increased a lot, the average age of people is declining, young people always do not pay attention to their own safety, car accidents and other accidents are endless, I have seen on TV and newspapers many people who died in their teens and twenties, and some children of a few years old also died in accidents. Not far from the eco-friendly grave, there is another grave, a child who was born in the 74th year of the Showa era, but died in the second year of Heisei.
I continue to enjoy the sweetness of love with Asami. I saved enough money to take Asami on a trip back to China and meet my family. Although everyone's conversation was cold, I could tell that they also approved of Asami's girl. It's just that my father kept bothering me during the few days I borrowed the house: "I want you to find a foreign girl, but you get back a little devil Japanese girl for Lao Tzu!" I had to smile wryly and tell Asami: "My father-in-law is praising you, don't mind, we people here talk just like Tokyo people, we are all short-tempered." ”
At the entrance of the Forbidden City, I took a photo with Asami, I don't know if it was because of the light, her face looked a little sallow. When I returned to Japan, I framed the photos and spent money on a large color TV, and this small apartment is no longer what it used to be.
I want to live with Asami forever, love each other as deeply as we do now, and never be separated, whether rich or poor.
With this small apartment as the center, I feel that everything around me is cheerful and happy, and perhaps this is the power of love. The first meeting at the hospital, the encounter in Mitsusaka, the reunion at Kanagawa University, that kind of pursuit, forced me to keep working hard, leaving the world behind, not wanting to drown in the overly competitive Black Sea, and not wanting to die like gnawing on books, Asami and I share a common dream - we want to pursue our own world.
Happiness came too violently and too heavily, but I was willing to accept it. Who wouldn't want to be happy? Adam and Eve, who stole the forbidden fruit, eventually created the world, and Asami and I couldn't resist the irresistible addiction of the forbidden fruit, and we just wanted to ripple in the delicious taste of love. I don't have to be "great in life, glorious in death", if ordinary life can bring me happiness, I would rather be ordinary for a lifetime.
However, what comes too quickly is lost faster. Just as I was enjoying my time with Asami to the fullest, bad luck was creeping in. God seemed to be laughing at me: "I can easily give you happiness, and of course, I can easily take it away from you." ”
My life, her life, our life, will be eaten little by little because of the end of the spirit, and when our hearts are hollowed out, the body will also perish.
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