Chapter 477: Love Is Dead

Yu Youjia got up from the sofa, walked a few steps, came to Fan Xuebing, stopped, watched quietly, and didn't move, as if he was thinking about something. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Yu Zhicheng overestimated my self-esteem and thought that I would not reveal it to others if I died, because it was the most self-righteous humiliation of my life. That's my humiliation, yes, but it's also Yu Zhicheng's humiliation. He thought that by sending you, he could avoid the embarrassment of being refuted to my face and have nothing to say, and he could keep his secret, but I would not do what he wanted, and I would tell you the reason for all this. You can also use this as a weapon against him if you need to. Since I am determined to speak out about my shame, I will never intend to become an enemy with you, not only you, but also Gu Lian, and I will no longer have any thoughts of using it. Fan Xuebing insisted on stretching out her hand, and the last sentence was a declaration of determination and a temptation intentionally or unintentionally. She will not forget what Yu Youjia had warned her about for Gu Lian.

Yu Youjia's eyebrows moved, bowed slightly, and helped Fan Xuebing up like a noble son, and the warning projected in his eyes again could not be misunderstood, "Gu Lian has nothing to do with our affairs." ”

"Okay, I remember." Fan Xuebing got up to greet him, showing a smile of understanding. Confirming that Gu Lian was one of his bottom lines, she would not make this mistake again in the future - unless it was time to betray as a last resort.

"So, tell me the story you want to tell me." After Fan Xuebing stood firm, Yu Youjia naturally let go of her hand and sat down again.

Fan Xuebing turned her head and picked up the wine bottle that had fallen to the ground from the floor, there was still a small amount of red wine left in it, she grabbed the bottleneck, looked around, there were no cups for pouring wine, remembered that she had broken it before, smiled, raised her head and took a sip, the wine overflowed a little, and slowly slid down along the beautiful jaw.

Holding the wine bottle, Fan Xuebing shook the liquid in it slightly, "Just before I was ready to dress up to welcome your arrival, Yu Zhicheng hurriedly called me, and only told me four words, and he knew." ”

"He knows, who is he?" Yu Youjia thought of Zhang Fengyi, whom Fan Xuebing mentioned before, "Think about whose woman she used to be", and intuitively felt that there was a lot of connection.

"Who is he? Of course, he is a person, a person who is so important and powerful that Yu Zhicheng and I have to be honestly afraid. Yu Zhicheng and I both understood what the sinister meaning of that person would be when he knew about this. So, it's no wonder that Yu Zhicheng called so anxiously, I think he should have received some news from that person. Fan Xuebing raised the wine bottle and wanted to drink again, mentioning this person, her irrepressible anger came again.

"Don't drink it." Yu Youjia said softly.

Fan Xuebing looked at him, was silent for a long time, and finally nodded obediently, "Okay." Putting the wine bottle on the floor next to the sofa, he closed his eyes, his chest heaved and heaved, and said in the calmest tone possible, "After receiving this call from Yu Zhicheng, I was a little crazy for a moment. It seems that my efforts over the years are still not worth the words of that person, and I am still just the ant that was pinched to death by the other party in a snap of my fingers, I am unwilling, I am unwilling to want to die, but I have no choice. ”

Yu Youjia's gaze couldn't help but glance at the fragments on the ground next to him again, and the single broken eye seemed to stare at him more and more dazzlingly.

"Seven years ago, the Zhongyang Building on Jinbao Street was completed, and Yu Zhicheng won dozens of floors in the middle of the Zhongyang Building at a moderate price among many competitors, which offended several children of the family, but then it was safe and sound, and Huayue also developed smoothly all the way, and many people were curious about how he was settled. Yes, he does have a lot of skill, which is one of the things I admire about him and one of the reasons why I fall in love with him. But this matter, with his ability alone, is not fair. Do you know what trick he came up with and who he found? Fan Xuebing clasped her hands and smiled a little miserably, "At that time, it wasn't long before the change, you know, every time there was a change of power, there was always a group of upstarts, and there were a number of them on and off the stage." Yu Zhicheng is looking for this kind of upstart under the stage, who does not hold any position in the government on the surface, but in fact, he is very weighty in speaking and doing things in that class. Speaking of which, he is just the personal secretary of the wife of a certain big man, but who dares to underestimate this secretary? I think Yu Zhicheng has taken this line before, and his vision has always been good. That night, he asked me to dinner in the most expensive hotel box in the capital, and I was dressed up and dressed up to wear the full set of jewelry he bought for me. It's ridiculous, at that time, I felt that my relationship with him was very stable, thinking that he wanted to choose this date to propose to me, and I was still thinking about working hard for my career, not wanting to marry so early, some unnecessary troubles, thinking about how to persuade him to postpone the marriage. When he arrived, he actually opened a ring box to give to me, but not to propose. He wept bitterly and told me that it was difficult for him, that he didn't know what to do, that he wanted me to help him, but that he wanted me to stay away. At that time, I was no longer the simple girl who had just debuted, I had just learned a lot of things in this circle, but for him, I still maintained my original trust and love. Naturally, I asked him with concern what had happened and how I could help him. ”

"Next, you should be able to guess what. He told me about his predicament, the bank's funds were suddenly frozen, and Hua Yue, who was developing well, was in danger, and he said that it was all because he had taken the floor of the Zhongyang Building, and the children of the family wanted to take revenge on him. He said that even his father could not do anything about this, he could not watch his father and his career ruined, there was no other way but to go to the man for help. And the only thing that person asks for is ...... He pulled out a room card, and it was in a suite in this upscale hotel, and the man was waiting for me. I have never seen Yu Zhicheng in such pain, so I still believe that no matter how much he was indifferent later, his pain at that time was real. ”

Fan Xuebing touched her hands, the hands in the sunlight were beautiful, slender, white and delicate, like the hands that all beautiful women should have, "What did I think at the time?" I sat in my chair and froze, he crawled over to my knees and hugged me, tears dripping on my hands and burning terribly...... I was flustered, he looked at me, and he was full of remorse, and suddenly opened his bow left and right and slapped his own face, and said hatefully that he blamed him, let me run by myself, run away, and leave him alone......"

"After all, I was still too young at that time, thinking that I was sophisticated enough, but I didn't know that this bit of money was not enough in the eyes of real sophisticated people, especially that person was still Yu Zhicheng. At that time, I still believed in love in my bones, even if it was not so pure. Without long hesitation, I took the room card and went to the room with a somewhat self-absorbed and sad state of mind. ”

"Now you understand, why didn't Yu Zhicheng tell you about this? It would be a great shame for any man of ability, if not worse, to ask a woman whom he still liked at the time to spend the night in another man's room to save his career. Whenever he saw me in the future, he would be reminded of the most shameful event of his life, and this shame was much heavier and deeper than his sacrifice for me, and it was enough to bury all the feelings between me and him. It's a pity that at that time, I didn't understand the truth at all, and my understanding of men was too superficial, thinking that loving him and sacrificing everything for him could be exchanged for his lifelong love, which was really a dream. If there was still some love between me and him when I promised him to go to the man's room, then at that moment, our love was already dead, and he and I joined forces to kill it. ”

Yu Youjia listened silently, and suddenly felt that the sunlight was a little cold.

"The rest wasn't what I thought it would be. I was actually scared, and when I entered the room, I did try to please the man, but he slapped me in the face and told me not to go near him. In fact, I spent the night in the room with the man and did nothing...... I can't say the same, I can only say that apart from that slap, there was no physical contact between us. He looked at me and made me feel ashamed to be stripped naked. After he asked me some questions about Yu Zhicheng and Hua Yue, he didn't say anything more and asked me to take a shower and sleep by myself. Fan Xuebing felt that her face was a little cold, and she couldn't help touching it, as if she could still feel the pain of being beaten that day, "I've never seen a man like that, that's the real deep and cold." I looked at me with disdain as if I were looking at an ant, and I was terrified and lost all self-esteem in front of him. It had nothing to do with the fact that I knew he was someone I couldn't offend, and even if I didn't know who he was, the look in his eyes alone would have scared me into saying anything. ”

Fan Xuebing lowered her head, her hands clenched unconsciously, although she tried her best to stay calm, there was still a look of palpitations on her face, although a long time had passed, it seemed that that night that year still left a deep shadow in her heart.

"If you need to, take a sip of the bar, maybe it'll be more relaxing." Yu Youjia said.

"Thank you." Fan Xuebing seemed to be waiting for this sentence, and immediately picked up the wine bottle on the floor at hand, raised her head and poured a few deep sips, almost unable to swallow, the burgundy liquid overflowed the corners of her lips, she sipped it, and then coughed, maybe she drank too quickly and quickly just now, choking.

Yu Youjia waited patiently and didn't say anything.

At times like these, silence is the best conversation and the best comfort.