Chapter 2: Tribulation. Well!
That's right! That's right!
What can I do wrong with myself! Ah, no. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
I'm just a, an ordinary person. Lazy, don't want to do, can't do.
Isn't that true for everyone? Even if it's just me, how can I be, I'm like this. You like to go.
I don't want that grinding, and I don't want to be pointed out to anything.
I said that I was a voluntary independent, and I would do whatever I wanted. Do whatever I want!
Why! I did something wrong. No one... To even... No one can judge me for anything!.
That's how I am, and that's how I like it.
From childhood to now! Who have I offended? I've always lived trembling and trembling. Who can I offend.
I'm afraid that if I can't come there, I can offend anyone. Why?
Did I offend God, do I still have to say that God has offended me, why did I be born, have thinking, and have personality!! Isn't it all God's fault!
I live like I'm living like a fire every day, what can I understand!.
I am who I am, and I don't try to make any big difference. I just wish I could have an ordinary life.
Don't want anything, don't want anything, it's troublesome! I'm afraid of trouble!.
Why do you punish me like this!!!
Why do you treat me like this!!!
Why do you slander me like this!!
Why did you hit me like this!!
Why!!
It roared like a wild beast.
Think about me, all these years, and what's going on.
It's just that you don't have the motivation to do anything, you don't want to do anything, what's the matter?
If you don't want to do anything, isn't it the freedom of people's minds?
But why? Why??
Tears kept coming from the corners of my eyes, and this was the first time I cried so much, when I rarely cried.
Like a child, crying and mourning, holding his head and beating his chest.
It wasn't until I became weak that I slowly stopped.
Lying quietly on the bed, silently looking at the wooden ceiling.
It's like a weak, prostrate, puppet. Motionless.
Slowly fell asleep!!!
yes, dreams,.
yes, I thought it was a dreamer.
I thought I wouldn't dream.
I thought it was all fake.
Untrue. 、
Unreal!
But that's how real he is! It was so unfolded before my eyes.
When I woke up again, I couldn't see any light outside, and the wooden windows were introduced into front of me.
The rooms are all wood, and almost all of the house is made of wood.
Even the roof is made of wood, yes, yes.
I got up from bed, slowly calmed myself, thought about it, thought about it.
Did I leave anything behind???
That's right! Oh, yes! It seems like? There's nothing left!
But do I really, clearly, recognize? I'm no longer in my own home?!
I'm in a world I probably don't know!!
Give yourself an answer explicitly. Why?
How did I get here?
The key? Why am I here?
Aren't those all plots of novels, movies, etc.? The plot needs it!
I'm needed by the plot. Why am I being caught up in this unrealistic, no! It's supposed to be a world that doesn't exist, huh?
I started slapping myself in the face, yes, once, again, right and left!
It hurts! It hurts! There is not the slightest sense of dissonance, not the slightest sense of dreaming or falsehood!
I had stopped thinking with a confused face, and my cheeks were red.
Began to wander aimlessly around the room.
Why is this happening, without asking questions?
Why! I also wonder why!
What will my own world look like?
Possibly, or!!
My hand grasps my own.
Still look ignorant!
I'm afraid to go out, that's what can be said! I'm afraid,
Really, really scared.
In case, even one in 10,000, it's not a prank, or a dream!
It's really crossed, what should I do!
As a passage through my mind, all of them are works, anthologies, novels, light novels, etc........
No reference to the use!
If it's a crossing, should I be capable? Superpowers? Or a god-like setting!
These thoughts, as soon as I thought of them, suddenly became excited,
Yes, yes. If there is such a setting, right? Maybe there is?
He began to look at the cup on the side of the bed with a confused expression, trying, or trying to see if he could move.
After comparing it with my hands for a long time, I found that the cup did not move at all.
Disappointment, this is no longer the level of disappointment.
What the hell am I crossing for?
Or even if I were given god-like powers, I would rather not cross over.
!!!! Perhaps!!!
Hawkers! Of course, since you have crossed but have no ability, what an abomination it is.
Why crossed! But not capable! Isn't that abusing me! This is the rhythm of abusing me!
I can't imagine why, crossing just to abuse me, why.
I can't figure it out, I still can't figure it out!.
Is this cause and effect?
What am I doing wrong? No...... Handful!
Even if there is one or two wrong things, it will not be like this... Let's do it!
It's simply .... Hell?!!
It's hell! It's hell, an endless hell with no end!
How could it be in such a real situation.
I can't imagine, it's hard to understand. All of this happens!
Or rather, I can't comprehend what's happening in front of me.
Am I the main character, at least? I'm the protagonist.,Can you give me an ability for the protagonist.,Or experience.。
Yes, experience, there will never be an experience without going out behind closed doors.
There are thousands of thoughts, although I don't dare, or I don't dare to face reality, but what is in front of me is indeed .... That's right! .....
The move was to move around the room, and the room itself was not very big, except for a bed and a chair, which was almost bottlenecked.
Can a small hut be tens of meters long? Maybe not even a few meters!
I was scared, but I walked slowly to the door, and as I held the doorknob, I swallowed a mouthful.
The horror and the unknown terrified everything behind the door. That's all there is to it.
If I had said it the other way, I wouldn't have the courage to open the door. Don't even want to open the door and never want to.
There is an inner bolt on the door, and you can remove it slowly.
The rest is behind the door, what if the door is opened and it is a monster, what if it is endless darkness?
In case of..... In case of....... In case that ???!!!!
Everything is waiting for me to be sure, of course I can't imagine it personally, and the same thing would rather only appear in the story.
Real encounters, real fears.
I have a feeling of fear of everything,
If I don't go out of the room to make sure, how will I survive and eat? How to solve the toilet??
Thinking of this, it's just urging me to open the door quickly and be sure!
But it's really scary.
Why is this so true? How nice it would be if it were a dream!!
I swallowed another bite and slowly opened a small slit, my heart began to beat faster and my breathing began to rapid.
The heart is almost like it's going to pop out. Fearful of whatever was going to happen behind the door!!
My eyes widened as if it were in slow motion, just looking at the crack in the door, like some monster was going to appear.
Something like that.
Pay attention to every detail and movement.
I'm still breathing, my heart, you have to hold on, I'm really afraid that the door won't open yet, and you'll jump out.
From the slightest crack in the door, little by little, it began to expand. From one can pass through one finger, to one fist after that.
Slowly, slowly, soon you can pass sideways,
Soon you can see what kind of world is behind the door, monster? Or what? Practical joke!
Well..... Of course, I'd rather be a prank.
Although it's just a matter of thinking.
The door was suddenly opened by an external force!!
This external force is not very large, but I was nervous, and I sat back on the ground in shock.
With a flutter, it was hard for me to imagine what kind of frightened face I was at that time, and even the pores began to move irregularly.
I was so frightened by the sight that I couldn't move freely, and my whole body was so stiff.
I was short of breath when I heard a voice, unimaginable.
It's noisy, like a murmur.
Or maybe it's no longer clear whether it's a sound or what!
"Guests? Guest? ...... Guest," shouted one last time!
"Me? Do you mean me? Eh.. That one.. Are you sure it's me? ”
"Of course it's you, who else could it be! I've brought the food, so if you have any requests, go downstairs and tell me."
"Alas??? Ay!!!! "I'm frozen almost all the time!
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