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168 childhood aftertaste

Li Xianxian was still walking forward, a little confused and walking forward, but he felt confused there,

It's just that I'm confused there, and I feel something weak and painful in it, and sometimes I'm there to doubt,

Still a little hesitant, hesitating about the reasons and reasons, and suddenly crying there, and suddenly laughing there.

Suddenly I cried, I laughed, I was stupid, and I was stupid.

, just there confused, a little incomprehensible, but also there feel at a loss why?

Why? Why all the hard work?

Why? Because there is something that is there for a long time, and something can be changed in that hard work.

And her life needs to change, and it's better to be there every day.

And apart from her own efforts to try and change there, life itself cannot be changed,

You have to try to do something about it, and then, what kind of changes you see there.

There are some things that cannot be answered there, and some things that are forgotten and forgotten there, and there you can't help but get angry.

If you are not careful, you will get angry there for some small contradictions and problems.

It is not only angry with others, but also a kind of anger and anger that you and yourself can't get rid of, as if you are angry with yourself there, and you are angry with yourself.

There is always something that is difficult there, and there always seems to be a difference and change,

And then just forget about it, dead in general?

Is she dying? Li Xianxian just felt funny there, how could she suddenly have this thought?

Did she want to curse herself to death?

It's just that sometimes it feels very, very depressing to stay in that empty world.

She felt so depressed that she felt like she was about to die.

, she doesn't like this feeling of oppression, what kind of depression she wants to eliminate. There is something that you want to cherish there.

In that life, there will always be something that you cherish there, and something that you want to cherish very much.

And it's still very, very reluctant to be there.

Some reluctant items, reluctant some memories, some memories, it seems that even memories are a little reluctant,

I'm just worried that if I remember it again, I'll be heartbroken there, and I'll feel sad and difficult there, and something seems to be there to say goodbye.

Say goodbye to what, say goodbye to someone, say goodbye to what kind of process you once loved, just be there and be reluctant,

Just feeling faint there, just feeling a dead silence where you are about to be able to breathe, where you need a kind of courage,

It takes courage to face what is really in life what has been lost and forgotten there.

It's some of the things that I would regret very, very much in retrospect.

And then, in the midst of it, trying not to regret it, and then, trying to revive itself,

Try to resurrect yourself, to be resurrected again, to come out of the shadows of the past.

Everyone makes mistakes, she Li Xianxian is also a person, she is also a person who is at fault,

But she couldn't just be so immersed in the shadows of some of the mistakes and troubles of the past.

She needs to come out, out of the shadows of the abundance, to welcome a new day, to wait and wait for a new encounter in life.

Always there to look forward to what kind of updates and changes, as if always there waiting for the dawn,

On that dark road, I searched tirelessly, and I searched and searched and searched on that road without stopping.

What kind of mistakes are there, what kind of ups and downs, and what kind of difficulties have you had, and you have been in doubt there,

I was disdainful there, disdainful of some people about things, but there was a sense of self-centeredness and self-righteousness there.

But this kind of self-righteousness and hypocrisy, in fact, is just her ignorance, if, what can she really understand,

Or if she understands a little deeper, she will feel that everything is unnecessary there, and there is no need to be so pretentious in life. Don't worry too much about it.

Happiness is not something that is calculated, happiness needs to be cherished. Otherwise, happiness is like a crystal that is very easy to break.

When you inadvertently misunderstand with happiness, and the person who is at fault has not yet reacted, before she can react in time, happiness will be there and never look back.

What did Li Xianxian miss, what kind of life and life that belonged to the world and was still very beautiful,

What kind of prostration, what kind of weakness there is in that life and the journey of life,

What kind of indifference and forgetting what you want to do your best there, what you want to do your best and what you want to do your best to maintain and wait for,

However, you will find something difficult in it, and you will just feel puzzled there. What kind of heart is that?

The heart was cold there, the heart was lonely there, and the heart was happy,

The heart once had a fever in a certain sky full of panicked dead leaves, and the forehead had a fever there,

Her heart burned there, as if it were sunk in a sea of golden fire, and her forehead had received a burning kiss from someone.

She just stared there, stunned as if she wasn't the client.

What the hell was going on there, when she hadn't discovered anything, when she couldn't understand what was going on,

In that world of golden and withered leaves, she was soon the only one left,

She stood alone in the golden dead leaves and the wind, and the man, the shadow-like man, disappeared there, completely and completely.

She didn't have time to cherish it yet. She didn't have time to sigh yet.

She didn't have time to understand, she didn't have time to savor the process, everything was there like lightning and flint, and it was completely gone.

When there is, whose heart is wrong, and then, in the midst of which they do not understand each other,

It is also in that incomprehension that they are intertwined and intertwined with each other, which should not be and is not good.

It's a misunderstanding between each other, but it's still something that can't be explained in it.

Sometimes she didn't want to explain it, thinking that it was important to him, and she worked very hard to do that thing for him.

When she really did that thing for him, he wanted to thank her, but he was still very reluctant there, as if he was embarrassed there.

He didn't want to embarrass her, but she eventually found out that he was not happy.

He didn't like it. Sometimes, it's always wrong there, even if the original intention is good, but it's still wrong there.

Not only is it thankless to be there, but there is also a feeling of injury there.

It's like it's masochistic there.,I don't know much about myself.,Always feel bad there.,

Always there to feel that you are not enough, always there is what you are there and always not able to understand,

It's always the same that can't be understood and imagined, just hesitating there, just being confused there,

It's just that I'm demented there, and I'm still a little angry, and I'm troubled and distressed by some misunderstandings that I don't understand.

There is always what kind of trouble, and what there is that is there to be bored.

There's a feeling of annoyance in it, and there's a very, very scared feeling in that boredom.

I don't know what kind of faint smell there is, like the fragrance of leaves, or very fresh and fresh breath,

It's like a drizzle falling on a very bright spring, soft and simple, fresh and lovely.

There was a warm embrace there, and that embrace was my grandmother's embrace,

Grandma held her in her arms, and she felt the simplest and most affectionate family affection there.

It's just that when I have it, I don't know how to cherish it, at least, there is still a comfortable feeling there,

At that time, she was still very young, and she didn't know about death at that time, and she didn't know that her grandmother would die, and she didn't know about death at that time.

And sometimes, she feels that she doesn't understand what a happy thing death is, and every time she thinks of death,

Thinking of her grandmother, Li Xianxian still felt that she couldn't help but be scared and frightened.

What kind of troubles swirled like a storm in her unknown and seemingly blank mind,

It is the wanton aggression of the storm, where you feel the power of the wind, where you feel the strength of the wind, and where it will tremble,

I just felt as if I was almost torn and torn apart by the wind and rain in the midst of that raging storm.

What you have is there that you want to cherish, and what you have is there bit by bit.

On the road in that memory, it was a tear stain, but it was unknown and confused, and it seemed that there would still faint there.