Chapter 487: Precious
Chapter 487 Precious
The Teachings of Chengqing......
How much weight these four words have, Ziyan didn't know until now. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
That journey that started from Linzi, the fairy who appeared under the moonlit night, what kind of traces would be left in the heart of the helpless young Xiong Xin, in fact, Ziyan himself didn't know.
Xiong Xin was still a simple teenager back then, although he was a few months old with Ziyan, but he was well protected, he had not been in contact with anyone who was sinister, and he was so naïve that he could be called cute and stupid. Suddenly pulled into the whirlpool of power, all I saw was unknown scenes of dirt and darkness, such contrasts, such stimulation, not everyone can bear it.
But what if you can't bear it? Life still has to go on, and he still has to live. The strength of people is here, when the environment around them changes drastically, even if it is an unbelievable change, when they can't escape, they can only bear it.
As in a fable told in a later secondary school textbook, the original sentimental prince, when faced with the doom that befell him, when others mourned his suffering, he could say:
"Please don't say that, sir. Whoever suffers from any human calamity will have to endure it, and it will endure it all, as long as he does not die. As for death, it was an easier task. (Note)
However, there are many ways to live, whether it is a healthy, free, independent, dignified life, or a fragile, humble, languishing, worthless life, the difference is still very big.
No one wants to retain dignity, which is the most basic spiritual requirement of every intelligent creature. But in this sad era, dignity needs strength to be preserved.
Maybe the original bear heart suddenly came to this filthy power field from the clean prairie, and he would suffer a lot of dark losses, pay a heavy price, and even leave a psychological shadow for his life. But all this changed because of Ziyan's intervention, Ziyan's conversation with him was not to let him express his pressure as a complaining receiver, but more to teach him some scheming and methods. When he was frustrated and suffered, he found that he was not at a loss, someone had taught him what to do, and he knew what he should do.
When he first tried to defend or counterattack with the methods that Purple Smoke had taught him, he would instinctively continue to use them to protect himself. Even if the means are not so bright, at least it can make him pay a lot less than he could not afford at all, and at least he can retain his hard-won sincerity.
And the existence of Ziyan is that when he uses these means again and again, it deepens again and again, and it is more deeply engraved in his mind again and again.
There is a theory in biology that small animals will take the first creature they see when they open their eyes for their mother, and the situation of Bear Heart is somewhat similar. From the grassland to the world, it can be said that it is a psychological re-opening of his eyes to see the world, and Ziyan is the first creature he met after leaving the grassland to keep his integrity intact, and he instinctively has a natural closeness.
And Ziyan is the opposite sex for Xiong Xin, the opposite sex with a similar age and outstanding appearance, teenagers and girls at this age will instinctively have more good feelings for the intelligent opposite sex, under various conditions, and as a bear heart who has not had much contact with the opposite sex before, there is naturally a feeling similar to the beginning of love. If there is more contact in the future, Ziyan will have an extra spare tire that has a crush on her, but after that, Ziyan has never seen Xiong Xin again, and Xiong Xin's feelings for her have turned more into complex emotions that are also teachers, friends, mothers, and lovers, and it is this complex emotion that will make him unconsciously follow Ziyan's words, take Ziyan's hopes and theories as holy decrees, and even, strive to become what she wants him to be.
Maybe it's because the power of this psychological suggestion is too strong, Xiong Xin actually really becomes what she needs, maybe not all, but he will instinctively do it.
Xiong Xin is not a fool, he may not know less about Ziyan's news than others, Ziyan did not hide his real name from him back then, Xiong Xin already knew Ziyan's identity, and also knew her current situation and Xiang Yu's entanglement.
Maybe it's because of Ziyan's existence, maybe it's the obvious result of his rational analysis, maybe it's more because Ziyan created a character that doesn't love fame and fortune for him at the beginning, so he chose this best choice for Ziyan at this time.
But he can't say anything, what can he say? Ziyan now has a husband and children, if there is anything to do with him or rumors to spread, Ziyan, who has already suffered such a hurt once, may not really be able to bear it. So even if he has a thousand words in his heart, he can only press it in his heart, and he doesn't dare to reveal half a word. Perhaps, the only thing he leaked was the four words in this letter, carefully left in code.
The Teachings of Chengqing......
Although there are only four words, each one is as heavy as a mountain abyss, so heavy that Ziyan dare not bear it.
Xiong Xin was just a passer-by for Ziyan, not even a very important passer-by, and when he taught him these things, it may not be all a good intention, and Ziyan even used some dishonorable means at that time.
These things, the naïve bear heart couldn't understand back then, but today's bear heart may not be able to see through it. But Xiong Xin is still the same, giving her such a big gift......
Such a heart is too precious and too heavy, how can she return it?
Her contemplation, rain and smoke never bother, but reality never let go.
"Knock knock." The crisp sound of horses' hooves came in, and it was Luo Xing who knocked on the door.
It was Yuyan who poked his head out and replied: "What's the matter?" ”
Yuyan's gaze fell on Luo Xing's body, and she instinctively repelled this girl. Don't think she can't see her thoughts, she wants to hug Ziyan's thighs, right? It's all about begging for a way to survive in troubled times, Yuyan would not have been demanding, after all, it is not easy for anyone, but this girl, Yuyan feels that she and them should not be all the way.
"Someone came from the front, saying that it was okay to enter the city, General Xiang asked his wife to enter the city for a while." Luo Xing was a little uncomfortable stared at by Yuyan's gaze, although she was bigger than Yuyan, but she has been begging for life at the bottom of her in terms of momentum and the lethality of her sight, where can she compare to Yuyan, who is in her hands?
"Got it." But Ziyan didn't teach her to put on a face casually, she looked at Ziyan's expression, and then there was nothing important anyway, so she let Luo Xing come up. After entering the city, there is still a grind, such a girl, it is not convenient to walk down all the time.