109 Disappointed, 4

4And there he was silent, looking at the fist,

Quietly looking at those hateful and resentful eyes,

He was dismissive, and in the midst of it he was indifferent,

is also disgusted in it,

But it's not like this, it's a cold, it's a sadness, it's a sadness, it's a kind of sadness,

And in the midst of the stubborn resistance that I was trying to resist, there was a kind of haggard that was hurt,

But he was also in the midst of being hurt, trying to hide his feelings and body taste of being hurt,

And then, hardening your heart there, as if you were there to make your heart strong,

But when the heart is strong and hard,

It was also cold, and his heart became ruthless and indifferent unconsciously. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

Strength seems to be a kind of defense and defense, and it also seems to be a kind of cruelty and hardness of heart that is helpless.

Although I know that being hard and being strong are two different things,

But when I was trying to be strong, I didn't know how to get closer to the ruthlessness,

Although it is not what he wants, but he will resent,

He will feel that this is the world persecuting him, that is, driving him to a dead end,

He is in the middle of that desperate way, and he cannot find it,

On the road that is sought and unsearchable,

It's like the beauty of the world and the warmth of the world, which he can't have and can't have.

He's resentful there, he's hateful there,

And the flame of hatred burns in the heart,

But the flame of resentment melts in the eyes, and it becomes a kind of coldness,

It will become a kind of coldness, and it will be cold again and a kind of sadness and sadness in the bottom of my heart.

What you want to change, but what you can't change,

He will be in the midst of all the resistance and protest, and he will eventually choose to flee in the midst of it.

Choose to escape, choose something that will never come closer.

Since they were going to chase him, he didn't want to stay any longer.

He used to be so stubborn that he thought,

And also truly departed,

To this day, he is still so resentful,

In the anger and resentment that burns like a flame,

He still didn't want to come back.

But he still had to come back,

It's still so helpless to come back,

Just because somewhere in that cold and cold heart,

It seems that there is still some kind of tenderness there,

Or what kind of softness exists in it,

In the softness that exists, you will feel a kind of pain in it,

A kind of helplessness, and a kind of helplessness and forgetfulness,

And it's the kind of precipitation over time, the pain and regret,

will also become more and more intense in it, and it will make him a little remorseful, a little remorseful,

But no matter how much you regret it, no matter how much you regret it, everything is still happening there.

It's all happening, and he's gone.

It was in that downpour that there was a girl, a very stupid and stupid girl,

He wanted to scold her, wanted to teach her a lesson, and wanted to flatten her, and wanted to beat her,

But he forgot to pity and love her,

Because at that time, he couldn't take care of this, and he couldn't take care of her.

At that time, he was so decisive to leave,

But years later, he still can't help but think of that rain frequently,

In that cold rain, he was not the only one who was cold,

And her, who was stupidly drenched in the rain with him,

Did she catch a cold in the future?

He doesn't know, it's just a guess,

However, her physique is not very good.

And maybe he was a little too much with her, maybe he shouldn't have done that to her.

But what should he do now that it has come to this?

He can't get anything back, and everything is already gone.

But he couldn't help but think about it there again,

Even if you don't want to,

But in the bottom of his heart, it will always be like a fog that has not dispersed for a long time.

It also seems to be a heavy rain, one that is falling in his heart and in his memories, violently and surgingly a heavy rain in his mood and memories, which lasts for a long time.

"Disappointed, don't go, okay? Please, don't go, frustrated, don't go, please, please, don't go, don't go......"