Chapter 11: Stillness and Sleep
The darkness is not terrible, the terrible thing is that the light will become weak, the spread of darkness is not as fast as the light, but the condensation makes the light impenetrable. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Boredom, or a kind of helplessness, although I don't want to sit down directly on the dirty ground, but I can't stand all the time because it's dirty, although there are haystacks, but it's still dirty.
Pick up some casually and place them in the corner of the wall, so that you can lean on them, which will be more comfortable. Of course, I just wanted to be comfortable.
Although I have nothing to do now, it looks like I'm going to be sentenced to death soon, and I feel like I've made up my brain for the crime of hitting the noble lady, and the picture is the same.
"Can you plead guilty" to the fantasy justice of so-and-so?
"Confession!" Fantasy me!
"You've bumped into this beauty! Kind! Miss Noble, whose sins are too great to be forgiven," said Justice So-and-so.
"I confess my guilt, I bumped into this beautiful, kind one! Noble lady. I admit it's true," I said, imaginarily.
"Then sign and draw" was delivered to the front, paper and pen, and red handprints and red clay.
"Since you have confessed, then execute the execution" I was escorted to the execution ground and shot! Wait a minute........
In this era, how can there be any guns, at most they will be hanged. Hehehehehehe...........
I can't help but smile bitterly, I am almost half of my life, and everything is a failure for me.
But in half of my life, I have never been in prison, and I actually sat in prison once in another world, yes, prison.
It's something I can't imagine, and it's probably a shadow that I won't forget for the rest of my life.
Until now, the wooden box has also been lost, gone, and I am also mixed in prison, who can let me understand what the situation is.
There was silence for a long time! It's just cold, damp and damp in this prison, and it's built underground, and I don't know what the weather is like outside.
It's dark? Maybe it's already dark. The walls are all uneven, and this prison doesn't even have toilets, so how to deal with it, how big and small???
Thinking of this, sitting on a pile of straw, I got goosebumps all over my body and even wanted to get up immediately, but! Still sitting on the ground.
It seems like I'm just alone, and even the other side is in a state of no one, hehe. I couldn't help but laugh.
I'm in prison myself, but I'm in prison, I said to myself loudly.
There was no sound, and no other sound at all.
Nobody! Such a thought.
Possible! Maybe this is the last time, if dying in this world is real death, it is really ........., but another thought!
Hehe...... With a wry smile, sitting in prison, you may even die here, just because I bumped into it! Noble lady!. This would have been unimaginable in my world.
It's because I bumped into a noble person, and I have to sit in such a prison, and I have to face the situation of being hanged, hehehe..... Oh, my God! It's really sad.
Death is not terrible, what is terrible is that I have not yet been able to face death in my heart. This is starting to get me a little annoyed.
I began to wander around in such a small space, and when I first came to this world, I still had a vague and even, dreaming, or unreal, a kind of psychology. Until now, I started, upset, and after this move, the problem is, I'm dead! Will you really go back, if you can't go back there? Don't.....!
Never mind! It's also a ......... to go back, and it's still going to be like that.
For me to go back or not.............. It doesn't make sense anymore!
Although sighing and sighing, but I am powerless, a person who has nothing to do, rather than being so rotten, it is better to bloom in front of me.
Standing in front of the railing, holding the iron railing, endless emotion, or this is a kind of inferiority complex.
Silence may be a good way to solve the problem, and it makes people's hearts change in silence, but silence is also the most difficult way to understand.
I just stood there and was silent, thinking about the past, thinking about the present, and the situation that couldn't be changed, so it was better to adapt.
"Excuse me, do you know Dolica," the surprise made me immediately turn around and take a few steps back.
The voice was old and hoarse. It sounds very uncomfortable, the clothes in front of me are tattered, they are all old people with pits, they are all black, and they are extremely thin.
Those eyes, when I think about them, are simply blank, so to speak, the kind of people who are going to die, with black cheeks and collapsed faces, and only the bulge of bones remains. Hunched over. I can be at the same height as me.
I can't help but let me see where this character comes from? This space should not still exist.
"Do you know Dolica?" said again.
"I don't know! Have you been here all along? Immediately responded.
"I was sleeping, so I woke you up" The underground light is not bright, but you can still see clearly, this old man's mouth is open with a mouthful of yellow teeth!
"Always in the back? How long has it been? "Can't believe there's anyone in the back? Because I didn't notice it at all, and the light in the underground was still very bright, I didn't notice it at all.
"I've been in it for more than 20 years," he couldn't believe the words, and after saying that, the old man began to slowly go back, back to the corner of the wall inside.
"Been here for more than 20 years?" I can't help but wonder if I will be like him, like this, a pass is decades, more than ten years. Until old death that!
"Yes"
"Didn't you think about going out?" I looked at him with a puzzled face,
The phrase "I'm waiting, I'm waiting for the person I'm waiting for" doesn't make me understand! It's confusing.
"You're talking about Dolica! Who? Just look at this old man, obviously walking is swaying, but he sat back in the innermost corner, but he was very stable and sat down.
“....... That's ....." The voice became twitching, and even had a crying bass.
"I'm sorry!" I may or may not understand something, this different world may be far more difficult than I imagined, even more difficult than my world.
Whether I understand or not, it doesn't matter what I feel anymore, what is the use of what I understand, and I have no choice if I don't understand what is aimed at me.
At first, I thought that everything in the other world would be more relaxed and enjoyable, just like playing a game. It turns out that this is the kind of world, not the protagonist, even if it is not the protagonist, it is like this, the real light-hearted and happy other world only exists, exists in the imagination.
In those fantasy settings, how unreal, false, and selfless existent.
But the real world is still ...... It's still so dark.
Is this the true portrayal?
I thought I could be like a protagonist, in another world, the role of Long Aotian, I thought it would be the role of an archmage, I thought it would be a terrifying, or heroic role, or the end of fighting monsters and upgrading, fame and fortune, harem group characters, I thought it was .......... Well....... But in reality, it's just an ant-like character, even in another world. All fantasies are in reality, vulnerable.
Slowly, I seemed to sob a few times, no matter how much life should not be like this, it is just a small existence in reality, and it can't change anything.
Everything is just like a dream, and everyone has a different path.
Everyone dreams, and dreams like mine are like nightmares.
Taking a deep breath, I did so to ease the emotions in front of me even more, and I returned to the straw pile I was leaning on.
Silent...... It's still silent, my brain is really messed up, I don't know what to think about anymore.
What an idea, an idea, I can't even think of a fantasy.
Maybe it's just the helplessness of the dying person, or yes, that's not bad.
Even in my world, I still haven't learned anything, the so-called smoking, drinking, jumping, etc., mahjong can't be played.
When I used to work, I was also said that "you don't know anything or you really live in vain" and similar words.
It doesn't matter, I did it, one thing that no one will do, and that is to come to another world and die in another world.
This is something that no one can do.
I should be proud.
That's enough!
After a long time like this, the sound of heavy footsteps became louder and louder, and even sounded! It's like you're going to me again, and that's right, and this hunch is indeed correct.
Four soldiers came down, hurriedly opened the door, and said, "Be honest, follow us." ”
I slowly stood up and thought! Probably the last time! I wanted to see the old man, but he disappeared like the soothsayer!?
I was still a little puzzled, but one of the soldiers immediately grabbed my arm, pulled me out, and pushed me on the back to push me forward.
That's it, that's right, that's right.
At the top of the staircase, a maid stood there, recognising at a glance which maid was following the eldest lady.
With a simple eye meet, the soldier begins again, shoving me forward.
"I'll ...... in a moment How will you die?" although the words said this, there was a sharp pain in his heart.
As I continued to walk forward, I seemed to be silent for a while, and I couldn't see what the faces of the soldiers behind me would look like.
"Don't worry, my knife is fast and won't make you miserable," said a soldier who looked like one.
On the way to the walk, although I didn't cry soundly, the tears were already flowing!
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