121 Morning Market was stunned, on
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121 was stunned in the morning market
It's just that I'm still there in a daze, but I can't help but think of some of the past there,
A lot of troubles are chaotic there, and those chaotic memories and memories are also things that she can't change, and what she can't stop and organize.
She's just there, there's nothing she can't stop, it's like many, many things,
It flowed past her like a river, the river that flowed, the people that flowed, the time that flowed, the things that flowed, the things that flowed,
Slipped past her, as if it would never come back.
After a long time, she didn't know if she was going to be sad or numb as if she was numb and didn't care.
Just when Li Xianxian was still sitting in his seat thinking about his thoughts, suddenly the table trembled again,
Li Xianxian was a little panicked at this time, as if she had lost her soul, and hurriedly returned to reality again and again from her memories.
Then, she fixed her eyes and saw that the second wife of the shopkeeper in front of her was squinting at her.
Seeing that Li Xianxian suddenly felt that the hairs seemed to stand up, Li Xianxian panicked and hurriedly responded: "What's wrong?" What are you going to do? I haven't finished eating yet, are you going to collect something? ”
"It doesn't matter when you eat, I'm not here to collect something."
The big hand that was as thick as a man stretched out with the voice,
Li Xianxian also seemed to understand something, and the woman also said in a slow tone without waves, "I'm here to collect money, and after collecting the money, everything is up to you." ”
"Oh, that's right." Li Xianxian suddenly realized, she hurriedly reached out to her waist to touch the money bag, and then, from time to time, asked, "How much?" ”
"Twenty Wen." The woman still replied as calmly as stagnant water, but there seemed to be some kind of anger and dissatisfaction hidden in the seemingly calm words, but Li Xianxian was worried that she was just thinking too much.
"Yes, okay." Li Xianxian replied, while pulling out the thin rope around her waist, untied her money bag, she weighed the weight of those copper coins, and then, after counting twenty wen, she handed it over, and said, "Here is twenty wen." ”
"Yes." The woman just roughly counted the copper coins in her palm, and then, she seemed to look at Li Xianxian with a slight pause in a very meaningful way, and then turned around and left.
Li Xianxian has always stayed in the memories of being stared at by the woman, she just suddenly had a lot of depression and uncomfortable feelings in it.
She knows very well that there are many people in the town, or people who live here, many people know about her, and they are not very good impressions and influences.
But she was helpless about all this, and she couldn't do anything there.
Many, many helplessness and helplessness are not under their control, and they can only wear a mask there.
In the midst of it was a cold, numb and mechanical-like mask,
It is under that mask that I live painfully and helplessly, and it seems that it is very difficult and difficult to live in it.
In the midst of the difficulties of survival, there is nothing to be found, and it seems to be difficult to find, as if it is impossible to find it in it.
It's just that in it, and it's only in it, and it's just that it's like the wind,
When it's quiet, when everything around is in the air and the swirling wind,
When it whirls, it is a whirling wind, a wind that gently swirls in the air around it.
In that empty whirlwind, there is nothing that cannot be found, and it seems that it is difficult to find and guard.
What I'm trying to do there is also trying to survive well again.
She wants to be strong there, she wants to work hard and be good there,
No matter what kind of attitude others treat her, she will no longer run away from it,
Bear it there without escaping anything, and there you want to work hard and be strong to maintain,
In that it seems to be the most important thing to sustain every minute and every second of life, and it is a kind of perseverance in life.
It is a kind of general that seems to be a kind of maintenance and defense of life, of self-esteem itself.
It's just something that is at a loss in that place, and it's just something that is surprised and stunned in that place,
It's just that there's nothing to be found in it, and it's as if there's nothing to be found and found in it.
It's a kind of helplessness, as if there's something out of it, and it's like there's something out of it's hard to control.
It's just that I'm in that middle of it, and it seems that I'm stunned there, and it's going to be very painful again.
also tried to hold on in that pain, but in the pain and helplessness of that perseverance,
will choose to give up there, will be at a loss there, and there is no way to choose to give up there,
Choosing to forget and forget, choosing not to hold on to something, not to maintain something, it seems that there are many, many broken things there.
That's what is possible, and what seems impossible, just to force yourself there.
Although she doesn't like this kind of reluctance, but in the face of that reality, she can only force herself very hard and heavy there.
If she doesn't force herself, she can't force others, and no one is stupid and kind enough to let her force and demand.
Since she can't force others, then she can only choose to force herself in the end. No matter what you do, no matter what industry you do.
No one knew how tight and sad she was.
She doesn't resent anyone, and she doesn't resent anyone who sees her in the same light.
She will ignore there, she will ignore everything there, as if she is there to ignore and ignore her own heart.
She finally pushed the table away, and her hands struggled to prop herself on the table.
And then, I had to work so hard to support myself with my hands, and then, I had to stand up so hard, and I had to stand up very hard there.
Then, just like that, I took a step, I took a step very resolutely and firmly, and I took every step that belongs to my life.
It also seems to have taken every difficult step in life, no matter how difficult it is to walk.
No matter how difficult it is to survive and live in that life,
She will learn to be strong in it, to learn to work hard and not give up to be strong. It's as if being strong is her last heart.
Because her ability to ignore is so strong, she can ignore everyone's good,
can also ignore everyone's eyes on her, even if it's an unfriendly attitude,
As long as it's not too much, she'll ignore it there.
If it's too much, such as an old woman in the past, she will angrily yell at her: "You slut, you shameless slut!" ”
She is an old woman who sells vegetables, and Li Xianxian doesn't care if the old woman in front of her is an old woman or not.
In front of her, there was only disgust, what respect for the old and love for the young would not work for her at all, and she immediately overturned the old woman's vegetable stall.
The old woman naturally wanted to quarrel with her, and she pushed the old woman to the ground with all her might, and she quickly fled.
The people who watch the excitement are just there to see the excitement, and not many people are really willing to meddle in such troublesome things.