Chapter 264: Let go

Qing Xuan's notebook was taken by his uncle. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Qingxuan knew that it was a matter of time or time. The living can't be suffocated by urine, since there is no notebook, let's get a desktop. Computers are his half-life. His physical body exists in the real world, and his entire soul has always lived in that dream world.

Over the years, the real world seems to have become the background of his life, and that virtual world is the real existence, his heart, his thoughts, his whole spirit lives there, happy with that world, angry with that world, moved with that world, sad with that world. He couldn't leave that world, and when he left, his life became a shell and became meaningless. He even felt that he was born to belong to that world, and that world could not live without him. It was a part of his life, and they had become one and blended with each other. This includes all the neurons in his flesh and blood that are connected to that world, and then the cells, tissues, and organs in his flesh that are connected to that world. Specifically, when eating, when going to the toilet, washing, on the way to and from work, gathering with colleagues in the company, climbing, watching movies, and even reading books and newspapers, he will unconsciously think of that world, the people in that world, and everything that happens in that world. The world was everywhere, everywhere, and it didn't leave him for a moment.

After Qing Xuan set up the new computer, he was already covered in sweat. He went to take a shower while busy playing games. You have to wait a few hours to play the game, and you can't log in to the game right away even after taking a shower. Qing Xuan was not in a hurry to come out of the bathroom.

Winters in Beijing are cold and lonely. Luo Meijuan is not familiar with this place and has nowhere to go, and after dinner, she usually relies on watching TV to pass the time.

There are no good TV series to watch recently, which makes Luo Meijuan very depressed. casually dialed a variety show, and I felt bored after watching it. turned her head and saw the computer in her son's bedroom on, which made Luo Meijuan's eyes light up. She can't play online games, but stand-alone games are still okay, such as Lianliankan.

So, when Qingxuan came out of the bathroom and saw this scene, it was Luo Meijuan wearing cotton loungewear, playing in front of his computer!

Mom plays with his computer, what does he let him play?

Bingyu's new office is located in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by walls and endless cornfields. It's far away from the city, away from the station, away from the crowd, away from everything******* Bingyu looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, looked at the eye-catching red plaque above the canteen opposite, and felt that his life had never been so failed. And what makes her even more frustrated is that the woman who has passed through time and space, stood between her and Qingxuan but never met - Luo Meijuan, for the sake of her son, she doesn't even want her own comfortable home, and even her husband doesn't care, if such a person knows that his son is in love with a person who is five years older than him, with an average family background, average appearance, and average work, will she accept it? She wouldn't take it. What mother doesn't want her son to find a young and beautiful daughter-in-law? And his own existence undoubtedly embarrassed Qing Xuan, and also embarrassed this mother. So, if you quit yourself, will all this be solved?

Isn't loving someone just hoping that the other person will be happy? Isn't loving someone just watching each other be happy, and you will be happy?

"You've been to my world, those youthful silhouettes, the sound of laughter; Those affectionate glances back, earnest greetings; Those years of entanglement, the moments of bondage; Those who fight side by side between life and death; Those thoughts that can't be dissolved, emotions like a tide, everything is closely related to you. It's just that I can't go to the end with you, that's the biggest regret of my life. Love you still. ”

Two years later......

On an early spring afternoon, Bing Yu sat on a park bench and watched a few people sitting in a small boat breaking the ice on the lake with oars and artemisia. The sun shone on the surface of the lake, making the cracks in the ice visible. There was a constant sound of cracking, pieces of ice of different shapes and specifications floating on the surface of the lake, the lake water was emitting silver light, and the exhaled breath turned into hoarfrost. The trees are still depressed, and there are no spores. Bingyu often sits all afternoon.

A few years ago, she sat like this, and her face was always overflowing with tears. Now, those tears have been dried by the years, but those memories are still clearly imprinted in her mind.

She often asked herself, is he okay? Married? What are you doing now?

She didn't know if her sacrifice was worth it.

Thinking like this, an afternoon passed.

The setting sun was like blood, staining the sky red.

Bing Yu got up and subconsciously wrapped her coat tightly. Tomorrow was the day of their five-year covenant, she thought, and he had probably forgotten about it.

She squeezed out a wry smile at the sky, and she didn't have much hope.

A person slowly walked home, and when he entered the door, it was already the time to hold the lamp. Mu Junci brought the cooked food to the table, and the smell of rice immediately filled the hut.

Nuan Yue smelled the fragrance and came out of the house: "The baby is starving." Nuan Yue exaggeratedly patted her stomach, glanced at the dishes on the table with her eyes, and suddenly exclaimed, "There is braised pork!" ”

"When you see braised pork, your eyes glow green, you are simply the nemesis of braised pork." Bing Yu disdained the braised pork, and took care of the purple-skinned eggplant next to it. Eggplant is her favorite in life, she likes to eat it any way, and she likes it from childhood to adulthood.

"Sister, don't you know, there are almost no people in our class who don't like to eat braised pork, so someone had a whim and set up a braised pork sect, and everyone who takes refuge must love to eat braised pork. He also formulated five major teachings, namely love for the motherland, love for the people, love for the earth, love for the universe, and love for braised pork cubes. Whoever does not respect the doctrine will be punished with eternal life and can only eat dark food, and after death he will not be able to go to heaven and enjoy the all-round service of one hundred and eight ultimate cherubs. As soon as this teaching was established, it caused a great response, and many students from other classes applied to join. When some people saw that the braised pork sect was so popular, they also followed suit and established the Coke Chicken Wing Sect, the Sauce Beef Sect, the Braised Lion Head Sect, and the Sauce Elbow Sect. For a time, our school was full of denominations and many believers. Some of the believers are also followers of other denominations. At the end of class, everyone got together to discuss whose sauce beef was delicious and which restaurant's braised lion's head was the best. A spiritual meal. ”

"What kind of miasma is there in your school, discussing food all day long, and not studying?" Bing Yu swallowed the rice in his mouth.

"Learn, if you don't study, you can't be beaten by the teacher. We discussed it outside of class. Besides, our teacher is also a believer, and she also loves to eat braised pork. Nuan Yue sandwiched a piece of braised pork and put it in her mouth, and that ecstatic expression made Bing Yu unbearable.

"Hi, you don't have to be so exaggerated, I won't eat it no matter how delicious it is." Bingyu's chopsticks tapped on the edge of the plate.

Mu Junci sat next to Nuan Yue and asked curiously, "Have you all accepted your teachers?" ”

"Wrong! She was the one who took us in! Nuan Yue muttered, the piece of braised pork still chewing in her mouth.

"Huh? This is quite interesting, tell me, how did she subdue you? Bingyu's curiosity was also aroused, she stopped her chopsticks, her eyes stared at Nuan Yue, and she couldn't help but shiver.

"Sister, look at the ...... on the ground," Nuan Yue said.

"What?" Bing Yu looked down at the ground, and there was nothing on the ground except a few feet in slippers. Bing Yu looked up and said, "What's not?" ”

"Isn't it goosebumps?" Warm Moon smiled. provoked Bingyu to raise her fist and want to hit Nuan Yue. Nuan Yue dodged to Mu Junci's side, and her fist missed.

"I'm kidding you," the Warm Moon Ghost Elf blinked, "our teacher set up a Chinese food sect and eventually brought all of our sects under her umbrella. ”

"Your teachers are amazing." Ice Jade Road.

"Ginger is still old and spicy." Mu Junci judged.

"Our teacher said that if we do well in the high school entrance examination, she will invite us to her house for a big meal, and when the time comes, what Dongpo elbows, pot meat, fat sausages, roast whole duck, all of them will be fine."

"So, for this meal, you have to fight too."

"I'm ready to think again." Nuan Yue replied with an ambiguous expression: "In the past three years, I have to sacrifice how much time I play, just for a ......meal."

"Can we still have a little bit of fun, huh?" Mu Junci knocked on Nuan Yue's rice bowl with chopsticks, and Nuan Yue lowered her head and stopped talking.

"That is, there is time to play in the future, do you have to rush in these two years? You must know that if the young man does not work hard, the old man will be sad. Youth is fleeting, you don't need to work hard and sweat to sway your youth, then how pale and powerless your youth is! Thinking about eating, drinking, and playing all day long, how can the country rest assured that it will be handed over to you in the future? If the youth is strong, the country will be strong, and if the youth is weak, the country will be weak. If you continue like this, there will be no hope for the country. "Bing Yu is anxious for the successor of this group of countries.

"Come on, let's eat braised pork well, how did we rise to the height of the country? Stop, stop. Nuan Yue said impatiently.

"Your sister is right, you should think about it when it's okay." Mu Junci added. In order not to affect the atmosphere of the meal, Mu Junci didn't say more, but she very much agreed with what her eldest daughter said, and the younger daughter still had some small problems in her thinking, and she needed to chop down small branches when she was fine.

The meal was hotly discussed, and the family rarely discussed these things during meals. After the meal, Mu Junci came to Bingyu's room and asked her what she thought about her personal marriage. Since the last time she was introduced to a partner, she never let her be introduced, saying that it would be two years later. Three years have passed, and now, Bingyu has stepped into the ranks of older leftover women.

"Do you have someone in your heart?" Mu Junci asked tentatively.

"Mom, I don't." Bing Yu replied.

"If you really don't have anyone else in your heart, then your mother will drag you Aunt Liu to introduce you in a few days, you can't delay it any longer, it will be difficult for a girl to find a partner after thirty. Although you can live a lifetime without getting married, like your uncle, but that would be too lonely. Especially when he is old, you see him, if he has children, can he leave so early? ”

"But how can you get married if you don't love each other?" Bingyu said sadly.

"Feelings can be cultivated slowly. You're not too young, so if you meet the right one, get married first, aren't there many people who get married first and then fall in love. ”

Bingyu looked up and saw that the hair on her mother's sideburns was much whiter, and she couldn't help but feel sour, she thought that her mother had worked hard for her and Nuan Yue for most of her life, and she should also get married and have a child to make her happy. So, she nodded and agreed to her mother's request.