Section 170

Finally ended the farce of suicide and returned to the long-awaited bedroom, relaxing his nerves for the first time... Uh, tense up. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

When I saw the clothes that should have been lying on the ground, the alarm was sounded all over my body, who came?

However, all the alarms were lifted when I touched the dress, and the corners of my mouth curled into a nice arc, muttering, "So it's him, and the old guy occasionally helps?" Well, we're going to get that little bit out of that thick ledger."

Then wrapped in the quilt, covered his head and fell asleep, this time is really too tired and tired, damn it for money, see I don't stop this time until you beg your father to call your mother.

The last memory is only here, and then the sea of consciousness is silent, unusually silent.

The tension for a long time leads to the fact that as soon as you relax, you don't know how long you will sleep.

It wasn't until I was woken up by a quick knock on the door that I glanced at my watch in a daze, uh..., rubbing my eyes hard, what? Seven?

So tired that I only slept for three hours? What the?

However, there was a sharp knock at the door, but I was not allowed to sleep any longer.

"What? What time is it?" I covered my head with the quilt over my head, muttering dissatisfied.

"What time? You've slept all day, and Yan'er has come back from the funeral, say! What did you do last night? "My brother's words surprised me.

"Huh?" Did I sleep all day? To put it this way... I got up and opened the curtains, and the sight of the clouds at sunset answered my question.

It's seven o'clock in the evening, so to speak... Did I really sleep all day?

When I opened the door, my brother's fist that was about to knock on the door almost landed on my face.

Stiffly withdrew his hand, "Say, what did you do last night?" ”

"......" last night?

"Don't put an innocent expression, I asked you to eat cake last night, you shirked and said you were tired, you want to sleep first, what did you do after I left?" My brother looked at me seriously with the face of the interrogator, "Don't want to fool the past"

I suddenly said, "That......" I suddenly remembered that Yan'er had returned, probably my 'glorious' deeds were undoubtedly revealed!

Smiled awkwardly, "Hehe, that... It was an accident."

"Accidents? Who has nothing to do with this kind of accidental play of jumping off a building? Dead, go! ”

"Where are you going?" I rubbed my sleepy eyes, "I'm not awake yet, hey!" ”

The four words of "family meeting" made me dazzled and my ears rang.

What the hell? These four words have been missing from my life for a long time, and now hearing them again makes me so frightened. (Can you not panic?) Is this clearly a batch of fighting conferences? Whoever goes is stupid! ）

However, this step against his will was still forced to take a step, and he was dragged downstairs by his brother, and vigorously recaptured "that... Brother, that's the kind of thing, you can just open it, just notify me when the results come out, I don't have to participate."

"Want to run? No way! That's what it's for you."

"Is it okay to give a window?" I'm making the last effort.

However, the window was also ruthlessly obliterated, because at this time we were already standing in the middle of the living room, and my father's questioning eyes made me sit beside Yan'er unnaturally, and at the same time whispered to her, "I'll help you, you will sell me when you go home, right?" ”

Yan'er said aggrievedly, "No, no, I just want my uncle to know how powerful you are, sister."

"Awesome? You're not going to tell me that even the legend of jumping off a building without dying or getting injured is sold, right? ”

Looking at the guy who nodded his head, I finally knew what it meant to cry without tears, God! You're looking at how I've been doing lately, right? Anyway, it's not smooth, is it?

"You quit your current job," Dad gave me a bombshell as soon as he spoke.

"What?"

My brother agreed, "It's too dangerous, and you say that that kind of thing is a common thing, what are you all doing?" ”

I glared at Yan'er, "Isn't it, you haven't missed this?" ”

"Don't change the subject, talk about your problem," Dad was unusually serious.

"Uh... I love what I do," I said.

"Why?" The rare mother also interjected, "Is it because of the reason for ......" quiet?

I knew what she was going to say, so I quickly shook my head and interrupted, "No, I just like challenges, I like to dig up different facts, in fact, journalism itself is a high-risk profession, that is my life ideal" (weird!). Pure nonsense, fake! ）

“......”

After the silence, Dad calmly said, "We know, but you must promise not to do anything that worries us"

This is his final bottom line, and it is also the biggest concession to me.

The promise of "good" was well fulfilled, so it didn't take me a second to say yes.

As long as it's secretive enough, or...... That's enough.

Section 171

The family meeting ended in opposition and uncertainty, and then... I kept my job, but I managed to become a disobedient child!

Dinner was also carried out in a heavy atmosphere, indescribably depressed, and to be honest, this sudden love made me a little overwhelmed.

If this continues, I'm afraid that even the only distance I deliberately kept will be broken, and it seems that I should consider moving out, and it will be better to keep a distance... Presumably.

I didn't know how to pull the rice in the bowl, and I lost my appetite after a few bites, "I've eaten it, you can use it slowly!" Smiling awkwardly, I was really not used to eating with my family.

After saying that, I quickly escaped from the oppressive dinner table, but when I turned around and was about to close the door, I was blocked by a hand, "Why?" ”

After seeing that it was my brother, I gave up closing the door, "What why?" ”

"Why do such a dangerous thing? Don't you know how worried your family will be because of this? ”

"......" lowered his head in silence, what else could I say? Don't need them to worry? Worry is not whether you need it or not, but the bond of family affection.

"You say you like the job, but that's not what you mean, right?"

"Huh?" Now I'm confused, is it obvious?

"There is no denying it, I can see the fanaticism for the cause, it is a passion that cannot be concealed, and the eyes will not be as calm as water like you, are you doing this for quiet? Indulging in the supernatural world, is it to see her? "My brother's eyes are full of worry, he is right, eyes do not deceive, it will 'betray' you at the first time.

Looking at my aggressive brother, I sighed slightly, "Needless to say, Dad also knows, right?" ”

The elder brother nodded, "Yes, Dad, he understands your feelings, so he won't say anything, burying his worries deep in his heart, he doesn't want to see you feel guilty and regretful." ”

"But I don't think so, no matter what, I hope you live well, live for yourself, find the true meaning of your happiness, promise me, quit your job, I will help you ......"

"Brother...... "Before he could finish speaking, I shook my head and refused.

"No more"

"You ......"

"In fact, even if there is no quiet thing, I will not quit my job, not a question of whether I like it or not, but a question of whether I should or not, since God has given me this hellish physique, I should face it calmly, escaping will only make more people lose the chance to survive, among them may be friends and even family members I care about, on the other hand, in fact, it is not bad, I don't go to find it, it will stick like kraft candy, Yan'er's thing is a living example, instead of letting people find the door, it is better for me to take the initiative, There is a lot of face. ”

I was dazzled by my long list of seemingly reasonable and smooth truths, my brother's expression was indescribably complicated, and he couldn't think of words to refute it, but he was made unable to let go of the unappeaseable worry in his heart.

"You, it's really a defeat to your clever mouth, whatever comes out of your mouth, it's powerless to refute, I'm here to persuade you, and I was actually persuaded by you in a daze, but there is one thing you have to do, no matter what you encounter, your safety is the first place, you can't force anything, I don't want to send my sister away again" Speaking of this, my brother's eyes were full of unbearable grief.

Reading his sadness, I smiled playfully, "I promise!" Absolutely not."

"Putting it away"

"Huh? What the? ”

"Put away the smile that doesn't belong to you, show your smile, you are Yin Ning, not a stand-in" Brother Zhengse said, "Everyone is unique, don't even Yin Ning disappear" said a gentle smile, this is a smile that belongs to my brother.

Slightly stunned, it may be that he is used to being 'hypocritical' in front of his family, which has become a habit, an instinctive habit.

Put away that heart-wrenching smile, and smiled indifferently "I'll remember next time" won't fall off, even if it does, I will get her back......