Section 911

Seeing the expressions of these people, Lan Linfeng thought of their concerns, and then chuckled, "Don't worry, I won't spy on your privacy until the last moment."

When everyone heard this, their faces were full of determination, as if even death would not let this kind of thing happen. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Qi Lei still seems to be immersed in his own world, he doesn't want to admit it, and he doesn't want to face reality.

The person who was so expected by himself left nothing and resolutely left this world, and even gave their mother and son one last look.

The man he has regarded as everything since he was a child, does he wish he had never been a son? Otherwise, how could they not even see each other for the last time, they are obviously in the same city, aren't they?

The look on Qi Lei's face became more and more painful, he didn't know why he came to this world, since he was not expected, why did he give him life? Even if it's his mother's wishful thinking, even if it's his mother's insistence, then he's innocent, isn't he? He had his blood in his veins, so why did he look at him as filth and feel disgusting to look at?

“……”

Qi Lei didn't know that he had slowly narrated everything and resentment since he was born in the form of muttering, and at the same time, it also made Ran Yang and the others change their faces.

He ......" Lan Xin burst into tears, she gently held Qi Lei's hand, "Don't be like this, you still have me, and I ......"

Qi Lei didn't seem to hear it, he was completely like he had lost his soul, as if what was left there was just a soulless body, which frightened Lan Xin, and also knocked a blow on the hearts of Ran Yang and the others.

"Revival!" I sighed faintly, showed my figure, and lifted Lan Xin up from the ground.

In those soulless eyes, I saw the loving father, the father who only existed in the illusion, the father's love that he longed for all his life, but could not get it all his life.

"Yin Ning!" Lan Linfeng called in a deep voice.

I waved my hand "I won't use my strength, I just have a few words to say to him" I raised my head and met Lan Linfeng's slightly worried gaze, and smiled faintly "It's rare to meet someone who is also not expected by my family, I want to ...... I know how he feels."

"......" Lan Linfeng suddenly choked, he also had the same problem, didn't he?

"It's just a heart-to-heart talk, it can't help me" I curled the corners of my mouth and threw him a reassuring look.

Lan Linfeng was silent, he nodded slowly, and slowly looked away.

I sat cross-legged in front of Qi Lei, and Qi Lei knelt in front of me, leaning on a transparent chest, without a trace of sparkle in his eyes, and his lips were slightly open, looking stupid.

I put my elbows on my knees, dragged my chin, tilted my head, and looked at him, "You crave fatherly love, don't you?" ”

Qi Lei's eyes moved, but he ignored me and indulged in it.

I smiled wryly, "Is it not something you can't get, it's always the best?" Seeing that Qi Lei was indifferent, I said to myself, "Is it only what you can't get, people will pay attention to it?" Are the things that are readily available around you really worthless? ”

Qi Lei raised his head, and there seemed to be some hesitation in his eyes.

"In fact, just like a puppy chasing his tail, as long as you don't chase desperately, willing to put down your footsteps, willing to look back, happiness is at your fingertips behind you, the world thinks that what you are desperately chasing is what you want most in your life, but you forget, the meaning of life is not only chasing, because people's footsteps are fast and slow, when you chase others, there are also people who are desperately chasing you, maybe you slow down, you can get out of trouble?" I pulled the stunned Lan Xin next to me closer, "Instead of chasing the fatherly love of the deceased, why can't you cherish the lover who is close at hand?" ”

Section 912

"You don't understand anything, why do you say cool things?" Qi Lei yelled suddenly.

A hint of fierceness flashed in his eyes, and his sudden action scared Lan Xin to sit on the ground, and after a while, there was a low cry of "woo".

"......" I patted my chest, and I have to say, this person is scary to scare people to death, okay?

"You know what? Yes? What do you know? Well? Do you know that when you were about to fight back with all the humiliation that was put on you, that person slapped his ass and left, the feeling of a punch on the cotton......" Qi Lei closed his eyes, but the light in his eyes became brighter and brighter.

"I can forgive all this, but why should he? Yes? My mother loves him so much, why does he make her miserable all her life, there is nothing wrong with loving someone, but he even let her know in the newspaper that he even died, my mother died with self-blame, just for his hatred, hating our existence, you must know that my mother is the main room, she has given way, what does he want her to do? He hates me so much? Even my only relative was taken away, did he hate it so much? Qi Lei burst into tears, and his whole body trembled violently, these secrets that he thought he had forgotten and had been buried deep in his heart were exposed to the sun in an instant, making all his disguises a laughing stock.

"Revival!" Lan Xin trembled and hugged Qi Lei's head, "Don't be like this, don't ......"

I took my eyes off the two of them and looked at Lan Linfeng, "His mother is also ......"

Lan Linfeng's eyes sank, and he nodded with a wry smile.

"Oh, poor boy," I sighed in a low voice.

I turned around, forcibly stripped Lan Xin from Qi Lei, and threw her to Ran Yang "optimistic"

Ran Yang stumbled a step after being hit, was stunned, and then controlled Lan Xin, so that she could not take another step forward.

Qi Lei knelt on the ground, I sat cross-legged, I had to look up at him, I could clearly see the brilliance in his eyes gradually fading "Qi Lei, people are selfish, we are the same, this world will not change without anyone, time is still passing, I only ask you, do you admit it, your parents are dead?" ”

"They ......" Qi Lei seemed to want to refute, but there was a voice in his heart shouting "Dead, all dead, long dead......"

"I don't know what you've experienced, but you can still stand here so healthy today, it's all your mother's love, this life is not yours, it's your mother who bought it with the happiness of her life, you are not qualified to give up on yourself, let alone for the father who is not worth your pay at all" I watched him struggle more and more, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, "Facts are facts, no matter how wonderful the dream is, you have to wake up after all, for yourself, and also for the people who love you, love, you don't need a reason, it's the same if you don't love, Getting too entangled will only cost you everything."

"No, she doesn't love me, she doesn't love" Otherwise, how could she bear to let him see her die in front of him? Qi Lei shook his head desperately, but his mind came up with his mother's words before she died, "Xiao Lei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my mother is sorry for you, my mother loves you, my mother really loves you" This voice is like a lead, pulling out a certain fragment in the depths of his memory.

"I'm sorry, my mother's love is selfish, I'm sorry...... Mom can't live without him, I'm sorry...... Mother's Xiao Lei has grown up, Xiao Lei wants to take his mother's share, live happily, and promise his mother...... In this life...... Don't ...... Easy to ...... Hand it over...... Don't learn from your mother's ......"

"No ......! Doctor...... The doctor ...... "Qi Lei seemed to see himself at that time again, hesitant and helpless, the birthday gift he prepared, but when he gave it away, it was also his mother's death day, that the most difficult time, once again reminded him that all this is true, everything he has personally experienced, it is not a nightmare, and now this happy scene, a happy reunion of the family, is a damned dream, a dream that even if he dies, he does not want to wake up."

Section 913

"Revival! Revival! How do you feel when you wake up? Lan Xin rushed forward and hugged Qi Lei, who was trembling.

"Lan Xin......" Qi Lei smiled weakly, and his eyes had already regained their brilliance, "I...... Sure enough, he's a forgetful person" A drop of clear liquid appeared in the corner of his eye, and he muttered, "Mom, I'm sorry, I didn't listen to you, but...... This fool deserves it, deserves ......"

"Awake?" I rubbed my sour eyes, all his past, are released in that illusion, such a tragic life, I can't help but glance at him, "Or maybe ** down, is the happiest destination, the reality is often cruel to let people die"

"What did you say?" Ran Yang rubbed his bleeding wrist that was bitten by Lan Xin and frowned.

“……”

"No one can restrain a madman" Ran Yang looked at me without flinching at all, "Besides, when I cast a mouse trap on her, she completely ignored me, and I didn't plan to be a disabled person."

“……”

"Thank you!" Qi Lei stretched out his hand to me, "Thank you for your words"

"Uh...... You're welcome" I slapped him on the hand "It's not my credit either, you came out on your own"

"I was already about to **, if it weren't for Lin Feng's broken drink...... Where is he? Qi Lei looked around, saw Lan Linfeng's figure, and asked eagerly, "Is it because of ......?"

"I'm fine!" Lan Linfeng's voice floated from afar, but I knew that he himself was not far away now, watching everything here.

"Condensation!" Lan Linfeng's voice sounded in his ears again: "Regret? ”

I knew that this sentence was said to me alone, so I didn't answer, just looked at Qi Lei with apologetic eyes, and then sighed faintly and stomped his feet, "No matter, you can ask for more blessings"

“……”

I hid half of my body and was dragged by Bai Ziyang, "You want to run away again?" ”

“……”

This picture just flashed in my mind, and I covered my eyes, 'The picture is too beautiful, I dare not look at it!' ’

Bai Ziyang's face is not good-looking, he is like a corpse madman dragging half of his body, his whole face is white, his eyes wander at the broken point, as if he is looking to see if there is a intestine really flowing out.

“……”

Lan Linfeng showed his figure, sighed, and took Bai Ziyang's slightly stiff hand away, "She stayed, and it won't play a substantive role, we still have more important things to do."

"You guys are here, we also have confidence" Lin Yan blocked Lan Linfeng's way.

"Hehe" Lan Linfeng sneered, "This, we can't help you"

Under the stunned gaze of the crowd, we once again disappeared and returned to the air, watching their every move.

"Do you regret it?" Lan Linfeng's eyes were condensed, and his brows were furrowed tightly, "You saw his past?" ”

"Ouch......" I let out a long sigh.

"Wake him up, do you regret it?" Lan Linfeng asked again, "Why?" ”

"Sometimes drunkenness, dreaming and dying is also a kind of happiness," I looked at the two people hugging each other quietly, "Especially at this moment when I don't know whether I live or die tomorrow, maybe it's right to let him go down"

"Yin Ning!" Lan Linfeng's eyes flashed with a faint blue light, "His life is suffering, but these are all necessary tribulations, his future life will be compensated, life will have gains and losses, are you also affected?" ”

"......" I was stunned for a moment, and then raised my head, "It seems to be eh! I rubbed my temples, "How can you think like that?" ”

"It may be that your mood has resonated, so it affects your thinking, it is not strong enough to really affect your judgment, so ......" Lan Linfeng took my hands down "Promise me, next time I will go"

"You won't resonate?" I didn't care, "It's a big deal, pay attention next time......"

"Do you want to have a next time?" Lan Linfeng's eyes narrowed dangerously.

“……”

“… Uhh

"What's wrong?" I watched in amazement as he changed his face for a second.

"What about them?" Lan Linfeng's figure flashed, and the person had already occupied the place where Ran Yang and them stayed just now.

"......" this is ...... I can't help but feel my heart beating, doesn't it? This place is lost...... That's ...... with death Is there still a difference?